Title: Confusion is the Strongest Emotion.
Rating: NC-17.
Type: Chaptered, completed.
Word Count: ~50,000.
Pairing: Ryden with some secondary pairings, mainly Brendon/OMC and Ryan/OMC.
Author's Note: My NaNo story.
Link.
Summary:
In early 2004, Brendon goes to try out for a band that's going to change his life. He meets a boy named Ryan that is going to make confusion the daily norm. And when he goes away to camp that summer he's going to meet a boy named Dylan that is only going to amplify Brendon's—seemingly—new favorite emotion. He's going to go through his senior year in the best and worst ways possible. And maybe he'll figure things out just long enough to not be so confused anymore.
Maybe not.
Excerpt (from chapter 9):
Ryan woke up alone. He didn't panic at first, just waited for Brendon to come back from the bathroom or back inside from smoking. But after he dozed off while waiting and woke up the second time alone, he felt his stomach beginning to twist. He got up, yawning and trying to blink the sleep from his eyes. The bathroom was empty. And when he slipped on a pair of shoes and went outside to go check that spot under the stairs on the side of building where he knew Brendon liked to smoke and the boy wasn't there, he didn't quite know what to think.
Ryan sat up for an hour and when the door opened, he didn't whether to get up and hit Brendon in the face or slump over in relief. "Where the hell were you?" he demanded, turning around, eyes flashing as he stared down the younger boy.
Brendon could have lied. It probably would have been easier. But he was still fighting with that nasty voice in his head and being so emotionally drained he wasn't sure if he could manage to pull a lie out of his ass. Ryan would have lied, probably, the voice was saying. So he just said it. "I was at a party." he murmured.
Rating: NC-17.
Type: Chaptered, completed.
Word Count: ~50,000.
Pairing: Ryden with some secondary pairings, mainly Brendon/OMC and Ryan/OMC.
Author's Note: My NaNo story.
Link.
Summary:
In early 2004, Brendon goes to try out for a band that's going to change his life. He meets a boy named Ryan that is going to make confusion the daily norm. And when he goes away to camp that summer he's going to meet a boy named Dylan that is only going to amplify Brendon's—seemingly—new favorite emotion. He's going to go through his senior year in the best and worst ways possible. And maybe he'll figure things out just long enough to not be so confused anymore.
Maybe not.
Excerpt (from chapter 9):
Ryan woke up alone. He didn't panic at first, just waited for Brendon to come back from the bathroom or back inside from smoking. But after he dozed off while waiting and woke up the second time alone, he felt his stomach beginning to twist. He got up, yawning and trying to blink the sleep from his eyes. The bathroom was empty. And when he slipped on a pair of shoes and went outside to go check that spot under the stairs on the side of building where he knew Brendon liked to smoke and the boy wasn't there, he didn't quite know what to think.
Ryan sat up for an hour and when the door opened, he didn't whether to get up and hit Brendon in the face or slump over in relief. "Where the hell were you?" he demanded, turning around, eyes flashing as he stared down the younger boy.
Brendon could have lied. It probably would have been easier. But he was still fighting with that nasty voice in his head and being so emotionally drained he wasn't sure if he could manage to pull a lie out of his ass. Ryan would have lied, probably, the voice was saying. So he just said it. "I was at a party." he murmured.
February 8th, 2011 at 04:52am