17 for me was really important. It meant becoming a secret queen that was ready to defend her country, and begin commanding her life. I don't even remember what I did for my birthday, I just know where it got me. Maybe it's maturity, or just a knowing, but it lifted me up and got me back to my baby.
I remember now- I went to the court house, and filed a vacation motion. I felt like I could hear his voice, telling me he was so proud and loved me, I could hear him somewhere telling me Happy Birthday, darling. <3 And then 17 came again, this time in the form of a date, and my birthday was completed. That's what Joanne (sp?) said to me, that day, a few days ago. <3 Happy birthday. And she laughed and started to cry and I cried because I was smiling too.
I remember now- I went to the court house, and filed a vacation motion. I felt like I could hear his voice, telling me he was so proud and loved me, I could hear him somewhere telling me Happy Birthday, darling. <3 And then 17 came again, this time in the form of a date, and my birthday was completed. That's what Joanne (sp?) said to me, that day, a few days ago. <3 Happy birthday. And she laughed and started to cry and I cried because I was smiling too.
November 21st, 2011 at 05:31am