So, I started cutting my wrists very recently... like yesterday and tonight and honestly my fasination with watching the blood dripping from the cuts and how much I like to do it freaks me out, but that's not the point.
The point is... well, I'm obviously going through a rough time right now. I'm not going into details, but my friends have been worried about me being depressed for a while now and they told the counselor about it, but he did nothing, but still asks me if I'm talking to a therepist (which I lie and say I am). My mom is the most important person to me right now since I'm fighting with my sisters and my dad every since he moved out two weeks ago. Honestly, it would break her heart to know I was hurting myself and it would upset my friends and my counselor would likely put me on medication...
...I'm just not ready for that...
So I was wondering if anyone on here whose ever cut has some stories on either how they kept people from finding out or how they were caught and what happened to them when they were.
The point is... well, I'm obviously going through a rough time right now. I'm not going into details, but my friends have been worried about me being depressed for a while now and they told the counselor about it, but he did nothing, but still asks me if I'm talking to a therepist (which I lie and say I am). My mom is the most important person to me right now since I'm fighting with my sisters and my dad every since he moved out two weeks ago. Honestly, it would break her heart to know I was hurting myself and it would upset my friends and my counselor would likely put me on medication...
...I'm just not ready for that...
So I was wondering if anyone on here whose ever cut has some stories on either how they kept people from finding out or how they were caught and what happened to them when they were.
November 17th, 2011 at 05:25am