Cutting: What Made You Do It the First Time? What'd You Use?

I was about 13. No friends, Didnt have much of a good home life. Just wanted a release, it started a 5 year cutting addiction and more self harming issues. I have now overcome it, however I still self harm in other ways. I itch all the time for no reason, drink excessively sometimes, I pick at stabs until they become infected, its really bad, but my boyfriend is helping me through it. I'll get there, in the end.

I don't even remember why I did it. I was in 6th grade (I'm in 10th now). I used a kitchen knife.

I was fourteen and it was just a bunch of everything. We were broke, my parents were fighting, they were trying to deal with a court case, I was depressed and recovering from finding out that my ex-boyfriend had only been going out because he was paid to, and my boyfriend after that(and also best guy friend) was just using me as a rebound, and someone was trying to take my horse away from me.
My psychologist later told me it was for attention, and she didn't say it in like a mean way or anything, just that somewhere inside I wanted my parents to take notice and give me the time of day for once. She was full of shit though. She had an argument with my mum and then refused to treat me anymore. /whatev's.
Anywho, I broke a razor(They make them pretty sturdy so it was no easy feat) and cut my forearms, boobies, belly, thighs, neck twice and my calf. I still have scars on my arms, boobs and belly.

March 22nd, 2010. Exactly one month after my thirteenth birthday. I'd been depressed for quite a few years. I had panic attacks all the time after I was molested, I was restricting and purging, I was bullied, and I was criticized by my family all the time. I was friends with people who'd said it made them feel better so I tried it.

I used a pair of scissors. It hurt but it felt relieving at the same time. I had spent years feeling all this anger and shame and sadness towards the man that molested me, the father that hit me, the bullies that tormented me, and the voices in my head. I'm trying to get clean now though

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