I started cutting back in January of 2012. I did it because I found a text from my dad's phone from another woman about 'seeing each other again sometime'. I thought he was cheating and it killed me that my parents would possibly get a divorce.
I knew how addicting it was. There are still times today where I want to cut. But I stopped in April. I stopped because my parents found out about it. It was the most humiliating thing I have ever done, and it makes me feel so guilty. My parents were heartbroken. Whenever I think about cutting, I think about them and how it killed me to see the looks on their faces when they found out.
Oh, the first time I cut, I used scissors that were in my room. It was much more painful though because it was so dull and was extremely difficult to actually cut through my skin.
I knew how addicting it was. There are still times today where I want to cut. But I stopped in April. I stopped because my parents found out about it. It was the most humiliating thing I have ever done, and it makes me feel so guilty. My parents were heartbroken. Whenever I think about cutting, I think about them and how it killed me to see the looks on their faces when they found out.
Oh, the first time I cut, I used scissors that were in my room. It was much more painful though because it was so dull and was extremely difficult to actually cut through my skin.
July 28th, 2012 at 07:02am