Dirty Little Secret [CLOSED]

Brian looked up to see Zack hovering in the doorway, arms crossed over his chest. Pushing himself to a sitting position, he turned to face the rhythm. Just seeing the other man had Brian's stomach twisting, unpleasantly, wanting to say so much, but not quite having the guts to spill the words. "Yeah?"

Zack cleared his throat, moving further into the room, a look of unease settling onto his face. "How are you?"

Brian frowned, not quite sure where this line of questioning was leading. "I'm good. Why do you ask?"

"Umm." Zack rubbed the back of his neck, Brian learning that is was a habit when he got nervous. "Nothing, just. Johnny mentioned you weren't feeling too good, that's all."

Brian watched Zack sit on the chair opposite him through narrowed eyes, sighing. So that was why he was asking.."Johnny put you up to this?"

"No!" Zack shot back, quickly. Too quickly for Brian's liking. "I just wanted to see how you are. Haven't spoken to you in a while."

Brian shrugged. "You spoke to me yesterday, Zack. I'm not stupid." Running a hand through his hair, he grabbed Pinkly and held her to his chest, as if the ball of fur acted like a barrier between them. "Out with it."

He watched Zack huff out a breath and lean further into the chair, his eyes darting everywhere, but at Brian. "Johnny may have mentioned that you were a little upset at something you saw.." He looked up, his green eyes boring holes into Brian. "Are you upset?"

Damn right, he was upset. He was downright miserable about it, but he would never voice that thought. "I was a little peeved about it, yeah. I mean, wouldn't you be? Seeing the guy you like, making out with your best friend?"

Brian didn't seem to notice his little slip up, but Zack did. "The guy you like? Didn't really seem like you had any feelings for me when you were fucking Jimmy!" Shaking his head, Zack sighed. "It was nothing. Just two guys, messing around, that's all."

The blush that lit up the rhythm's cheeks, let Brian know that it wasn't just 'messing around', but he really didn't want to know anything more. "Are you always gonna throw that in my face when we argue? I thought you said you'd forgiven me?"

"I have! It's just, a little hard to forgive and forget when you're telling me how pissed you were at seeing me with Matt! Talk about hypocrite."

Brian saw the roll of Zack's eyes and stood, abruptly, Pinkly whining at the sudden movement. Tucking her safely under his arm, he turned to look at Zack, before leaving the room. "Either you forgive me, and let it go. Or you don't, and we never get past it. Which is it, Zack?"

@ Xxzackysangel6661Xx

Zacky looked at him and thought for a moment. He had forgiven him for what had happened. Or at least he thought he had. He never once was jealous of Jimmy like Brian was of Matt. He didn't accuse Jimmy or Brian of doing anything behind his back. It was only when he found out about what they had been doing behind his back that had angered him. Brian showed jealousy over a stupid dare. He got mad over a simple hug shared between friends. If they had still been together, he could understand Brian being mad. But they weren't.

"Will you let whatever has happened between me and Matt go?" he questioned the lead.

"It's different Zack."

"The difference here is that we, "Zacky said motioning between the two of them "are not dating anymore. We could have been, but you screwed that up when you still wanted to fuck Jimmy behind my back. Had you been with only me, I would not have done anything with Matt back there."

"That's not fair Zacky. I-"

"If you can't let go of what's happened, why should I bother?"

Not even giving him a chance to respond, Zacky grabbed his hoodie and stormed off the bus.

@ rachthebat.

Brian groaned under his breath, knowing he was going to have to go back out into the rain, again. Dropping Pinkly down onto the couch, he kissed the top of her head and grabbed his own hoodie. Shrugging it on, he winced as he put his feet into his, still damp, trainers, making a face as they squelched. Peering out of the door, he saw Zack's retreating back, quickly moving away from the bus. "Come on!" He grumbled, stepping out into the rain. Pulling his hood up, he jogged after the rhythm guitarist, calling his name. "Zack, wait up! Would you just stop?"

Zack didn't bother turning around, just kept on walking. Blowing out a breath, Brian ran faster, trying to dodge puddles. "Zack, please! I'm sorry, alright?" He felt like he'd been apologising for centuries, the word becoming part of his every day vocabulary. Reaching the rhythm, he latched onto Zack's shoulder and tugged. "Zack, can you just stop and let me talk?"

He watched Zack turn around and stare at him, brow arching. "I'm sorry," Brian murmured, his voice considerably lower than it had been. "I had no right to give you an ultimatum like that." The rain was pounding down on both of them, splashing into the puddles on the ground. "I can let go of you and Matt. It's none of my business, I know that."

Letting go of Zack's shoulder, Brian let his hand drop down to the rhythm's arm, his eyes following. "I fucked up, because I'm crazy insecure, but that's not your problem, it's mine." Glancing up at Zack, he squinted against the onslaught of rain. "Can we get past this?"

@ Xxzackysangel6661Xx

Zacky sighed a little as he looked at Brian. He wanted to believe the lead wanted to get past everything, but at the same time he wasn't sure he'd be able to actually stick to his word.

"I really want to. But-"

"But what?"

"Can you please try and not freak out anytime I'm around Matt or one of the others?"

Brian stood there for moment contemplating whether or not to agree before nodding slightly.

"I'll try."

@ rachthebat

Brian meant what he said, he really was willing to try and get past it all, in the hopes of salvaging his friendship with the rhythm guitarist, at least. He knew the chance of them being anything other than friends, was very slight, but he wasn't ready to give up the hope of one day being more than that. Stuffing his hands into his pockets, he cocked his head in the direction of the bus. "You wanna head back? It's hammering down, the last thing we need is to get sick."

Zack nodded, chuckling. "Yeah, we all know you turn into a big baby when you get sick."

"Hey, I do not!" Brian harrumphed, chin jutting into the air.

Zack stopped walking, arching a brow. "Uh, yeah you do. You turn into the world's biggest princess."

"Whatever, just move it. I'm getting cold, now." They settled into a comfortable silence as they walked, Brian wondering what the other was thinking about, but too chicken to ask.

He sighed as the bus came into view, looking forward to getting out of his wet clothes and into some nice, warm pyjamas, a cup of Jimmy's famous hot chocolate wouldn't go amiss, too. "I meant what I said, back there," Brian murmured as they climbed the steps. "I really will try."

@ Xxzackysangel6661Xx

Zacky looked at him and smiled a little. "I'm glad to hear it."

Stepping back onto the bus, he found Johnny, Jimmy, and Matt all sitting around. Brian headed back to his bunk to change clothes leaving Zacky with everyone looking at him.

"Where did you guys run off to?" Jimmy questioned.

"We just talked."

"In the rain?"

"He said something that made me over react but I'm hoping we've settled things now." Zacky said. "Are we getting food now or what?"

"Well, actually Matt had an idea of going out to eat and party a bit instead of getting take out before we head to the hotel for the night. We just wanted to see if you two would be okay with that or not." Johnny chimed in.

Zacky looked over at Matt knowing the real reason he probably wanted to go out.

"I'm in."

@ rachthebat.

Brian tagged along with the group as they made their way out of the arena and over to the hotel, preparing to get dolled up and head out to experience the night life of the particular city they were in. He really didn't feel like getting dressed up and going out - his hair was a mess from the earlier onslaught of rain, so he'd have to wear a hat - he was tired. But he didn't want to be a stick in the mud, so he agreed to go.

Hanging around in the hotel lobby with Johnny and Jimmy, he thought back to the conversation he'd had with Zack, trying to push all negative thoughts out of his mind so he could try and enjoy himself. He knew that them going to a club would be the ultimate test for him - Zack seemed to attract people like flies - so he tried to be on his best behaviour and not cause a scene.

When the others finally came down, they caught a cab over to one of the popular night clubs in town, Jimmy elbowing him in the ribs whenever they turned a corner. With all of them spilling out of the car - leaving Matt to pay - they headed inside and went straight to the bar, Brian ordering two double jacks and coke, downing them both while the others waited to be served. It was going to be a long night.

@ Xxzackysangel6661Xx

A hour had gone by and Zacky watched Matt as he talked to two girls. He could tell how uncomfortable the singer was and moved towards them to pull him away.

"Sorry ladies, I need to borrow him for one moment." he said winking at them before dragging him off to one of the tables towards the back.

"I can't do this Zacky."

"If you don't think you're ready for this right now-"

"No, I need to know for my own sake. Not only that, but if turns out I'm-"

"Gay?" Zacky raised an eyebrow at him.

"Right, if it turns out I'm that how is Val gonna take it? Nevermind how Brian is going to flip the fuck out if he finds out."

"Look, just ask one of those girls to dance," Zacky said pointing to a dark haired girl. "I've noticed her looking at you for awhile now."

"What if nothing happens?"

"Well, you may have your answer."

"What if something happens or I get turned on when I'm dancing with her?"

"Again, you will have your answer. But if you don't want to ask her to help you," Zacky paused looking around before leaning to whisper in his ear. "You know where to find me."

@ rachthebat.

Brian downed shot after shot of whatever liquor Jimmy put in front of him, trying his hardest to keep the green eyed monster at bay - but it was getting increasingly difficult. He watched Zack and Matt whispering to each other, huddled close together at a table away from the rest of the group. He would give his right arm to know what they were talking about, but he didn't want to make a scene. Especially after promising Zack he would try harder.

Grabbing a half empty bottle of beer, he was about to tilt his head back and down the lot when he saw Zack pushing Matt towards the dance floor. Following the direction in which the singer was looking, he saw some girl eyeing him up. Thoroughly confused, Brian continued to watch, seeing Zack whisper again in Matt's ear then pushing the singer forward once again. Cocking a brow, he tilted his head as the rhythm walked toward their table. He had to bite his tongue to stop himself saying something stupid, so hard he thought he might chew through the thing.

He took another swig of his drink, swivelling in his seat so he could watch the action on the dance floor. Matt was getting cosy with the girl that had been giving him the 'come to bed' eyes, hands wandering all over the place. Turning back, he found Zack watching the same thing with a huge grin on his face.

Now he really was confused.

@ Xxzackysangel6661Xx

Zacky watched as Matt danced with girl. At first Matt seemed extremely nervous, but after a couple minutes, he seemed to be getting into it grinding against the brunette.

"You're not mad at him for it?" Brian's voice rang in his ears. Zacky turned his head raising an eyebrow at the lead.

"I have no reason to be mad. He can dance with whoever he wants to." he shrugged.

"Can he do that?" Brian questioned pointing over to the pair of them again. Zacky turned his head back to see Matt kissing the girl.

"I have no control over what he does." Zacky replied. While part of him was a bit jealous, he wasn't going to actually admit that out loud. He knew he was only helping Matt out as much as he could. The moment either of them had started dating anyone again, it would be over and they'd go on as if nothing had happened.

Looking back at the dance floor, he noticed Matt motioning for him to come over. He excused himself from his conversation with Brian and made his way over to him. He could tell by the look on Matt's face that he seemed a bit uncomfortable.

"You okay? Where did she go?" Zacky shouted over the music.

"She said she had to go. Something about work in the morning or something." Matt replied biting his lip and looking around.

"Then why did you-" Zacky immediately stopped talking when Matt pushed up against his body and felt something poking him. "Oh..." Looking back over at the tables, he could see Brian with a confused yet jealous expression despite being a bit drunk, Jimmy waving his arms about something, and Johnny staring at the drummer like he lost his mind.

"I need help Zee." he said looking down at the green eyed man.

"Let's just get the guys and get out of here first."

@ rachthebat.

Brian watched the altercation between Zack and Matt, through narrowed eyes, his vision hazy. The more he drank, the more the monster that was jealousy, wanted to break out. But he kept the beast caged as much as he could. He didn't want to give them any more ammunition than they already had. Downing his drink, he turned to find Jimmy and Johnny whispering to each other, rolling his eyes. What was it with everyone whispering, lately?

With raised brows, he watched both singer and rhythm approach their table, asking if they could all head back to the bus. Shrugging, Brian grabbed his hoodie and down the rest of Jimmy's drink, flipping the drummer off before he got the chance to protest. They walked back to the bus in a disorientated huddle, Brian bringing up the rear as he tried to stop his legs wobbling off in different directions.

Happily mumbling away to himself, he startled as he felt someone grab onto the back of his hood, frowning as he looked up, ready to beat them for touching him. "Oh, hey Zack." He smiled sheepishly, his cheeks tinting pink as the rhythm smiled back. It was the kind of smile that Brian used to get, before he fucked everything up and became enemy number one.

With everyone boarded onto the bus, Johnny locked the door behind them and collapsed onto the couch, legs up on Jimmy's lap. Brian watched Matt and Zack again, through narrowed eyes, wanting to know what was so secret about their conversation that they couldn't share with everyone else. Jimmy elbowed him, shaking his head at whatever he thought the lead was about to do or say. Brian arched a brow, rolling his eyes. "Not gonna say anything," he whispered.

The drummer sat up quickly, sending Johnny's legs flying. "Guys. The tension in here is so thick, I can hardly see the TV. Why don't we just all fuck each other and have done with it?"

Brian snorted, coughing to mask the sound as Jimmy suddenly found eight pairs of eyes staring at him. "I'm game!" All eyes suddenly turned to the lead, some widening in shock, some laced with humour. "Oh, you were joking. Of course you were, I knew that." Rolling his eyes, Brian concentrated on the TV, suddenly finding the program about gorillas extremely interesting.

"A little eager there, Bri?" Jimmy smirked as he sank back into the couch.

"Fuck off." He kept his attention on the TV, blushing up a storm.

Zack snorted, laughing at the lead. "As if you would kiss Matt, anyway."

Brian frowned, dragging his eyes away from the mating primates to look at Zack. "Why wouldn't I? He's hot." Shrugging as nonchalantly as he could, he went back to the TV.

"I call bullshit," Matt coughed.

Standing, Brian crossed the room to where Matt and Zack were sitting. "Fine, you want me to prove it, I'll prove it. C'mere big guy." Grabbing Matt's hand, he pulled the singer to his feet, the bigger man almost losing his balance and falling into Brian. "Easy there, Matt. Want me that bad, huh?" He smirked, licking his lips to wet them. Pursing them, he pressed them to Matt's, gasping softly when the other parted his own and stuck his tongue into Brian's mouth. Closing his eyes, he felt arms wrap around his waist, and stepped closer, resting his hands against the solid expanse of muscled shoulders and gave as good as he got. He could hear a faint 'oh my god' and 'holy fuck' in the background, but Matt's tongue made sure that his concentration was solely on the act of kissing back, their tongues dancing and warring with each other. Pulling back to breathe, Brian felt flustered, embarrassed to find that he had a raging hard on.

"Well, that was unexpected.."

@ Xxzackysangel6661Xx

Zacky sat there in shock at what he had just witnessed. For one thing, though he was a bit intoxicated and may not remember anything in the morning, Brian admitted that he thought Matt was hot. On top of that, he had actually kissed the singer he had been so jealous of for the past few months. He'd be lying if he said he didn't want to be in the middle of that or that he wasn't a bit turned on by watching them kiss.

"Zack?" Johnny's voice broke him out of his daze. "You okay?" the bassist questioned, unsure of what was going through his mind.

"Huh? Oh yeah. I'm fine...." he coughed a little as he shifted a bit in his seat. He watched the pair of them pull apart and noticed them both sporting hard ons. He knew before they had left the bar, Matt was already turned on. Zacky could only assume that the kiss did not help matters much.

"You sure Zee?" Matt asked sitting back down beside him.

"Yeah I just...I um..." Zacky stammered as his cheeks began to turn pink.

"Zacky's got a boner!" Jimmy exclaimed pointing at him causing the others to look at him.

@ rachthebat.

Brian glanced down at Zacky’s crotch, like he was drawn to it. Looking around the room, he saw that everyone else was looking in the same direction. “Fuck it, why don’t we just have a fucking orgy and get it done with?”

The group all looked at Brian like he had suddenly grown another head. Well, all except Jimmy. The drummer was grinning from ear to ear; glad to have someone else aboard the orgy train. “I think that’s an excellent idea! What are we waiting for?” Not giving anyone the chance to back out or for things to get awkward, he pulled a blushing Johnny into his lap and proceeded to devour the bassist’s mouth with vigour.

“Uhh, okay?” Matt rubbed the back of his neck, nervous and feeling very much out of his comfort zone. “How do we start this thing?”

They were all aware of the soft moans that were coming from the corner of the room, trying their best to block the sounds out as they all sat together in the couch. “I guess we do what feels good?” Brian shrugged; he’d only ever seen orgies through porn. “Why don’t you and Matt start off by making out,” he gestured to Zack, sitting back against the couch to watch. He was starting to get excited all over again, this was his chance to be with Zack!

Matt took the lead, surprisingly, putting his hand on Zack’s thigh and leaning in for a kiss. The rhythm guitarist followed suit and kissed back, hands wandering, exploring. Feeling a little flustered, Brian scooted over, smoothing his hands up and down Zack’s back. His breathing became a little heavier as he ran his nose up the length of the rhythm’s neck, breathing him in. He missed that scent, missed being able to touch and hold and kiss, whenever he wanted to. Brian grinned at them both as they pulled back to breathe, helping Matt undress Zack. Rhythm and lead locked eyes and – like a magnet had pulled them together – began to kiss. Brian whimpered into Zack’s mouth, feeling a pair of lips suck at his neck. This was going better than he had hoped!

Over on the other couch, drummer and bassist were miles ahead of the others. Lying down between Johnny’s thighs, Jimmy took the length that was presented to him, into his mouth, moaning at the taste. Johnny ran his hands through Jimmy’s hair, urging him on, eyes getting heavy and lidded the more he was sucked down.

Matt looked over at the others, watching Jimmy’s head bobbing up and down in Johnny’s lap. It was like getting free porn! Feeling a little like a spare part, he left Brian and Zack to get it on, wandering over to Johnny. Crouching down, he was transfixed with the way that Jimmy’s lips stretched to encompass the bassist. Johnny noticed, too. “Would you like to suck my dick, Matt?”

“I, uhh...” He blushed, stumbling over his words. “I’d just like to watch, if that’s okay?”

Johnny nodded, smiling up at the singer. “Can I at least get a kiss? I mean, you are watching me get sucked off,” he snickered.

Matt snorted, rolling his eyes, but obliged his friend. He marvelled at the way Johnny’s lips felt against his own, a little rougher than Zack’s, but not unpleasant. Engrossed in the kiss, he jumped when he felt a pair of hands on his ass. Sitting back on his heels, he watched, wide eyed, as Jimmy started to grope and fondle his crotch, a startled moan falling out of his mouth. “Can I watch you fuck him?” He asked, embarrassed at the word vomit.

“Sure,” Jimmy chuckled, giving the singer a lingering kiss before crawling between Johnny’s thighs, once more. Pouring some lube into the palm of his hand, he wrapped his fist around his own sizeable erection and coated it, biting his lip. Matt sat back on the floor and got comfy as Johnny opened his legs wider and let Jimmy lift them up onto his shoulders. The bassist moaned as Jimmy fused their bodies together, his shoulders arching up off the couch. The drummer leaned forward, squashing Johnny’s legs between them and began to move. “Missed you,” he whispered, kissing the bassist deep and slow.

Matt blushed, feeling like he was intruding on something intimate and private. They were, in fact, making love to each other, not fucking like he thought they would. Turning his attention to the others, he was shocked to find both guitarists in a similar position. Brian and Zack were both naked, Brian bouncing up and down in Zack’s lap, moaning freely. He stood between the two couples and scratched his head, unsure where to put himself.

Zack caught the singer’s eye and called him over, grabbing his hand and pulling the singer down to join them. “Want me to suck your dick?” The rhythm asked, smirking.

“Fuck yeah,” Matt grinned, scrabbling with the buttons on his pants. Pulling his shirt off, too, he kneeled down onto the couch, yanking the waistband of his boxers down enough for his cock to spring free. Trying to find a comfortable position, however, proved difficult. “Where should I- Oh, okay, I’ll just put my leg there then.” He gasped as Zack’s lips slid over his tip; it had been so long since anyone had touched him like that.

Brian watched through dark eyes as he rode the rhythm, sweat clinging to his hairline. “Does that feel good?” He murmured in Matt’s ear, kissing a line down the singer’s neck.

Matt’s head fell back on a moan as Zack took him all the way into his mouth, letting Brian attack his throat with wet kisses. “Feels amazing!” The three moved together like a well-oiled machine.

A short while later, Jimmy and Johnny joined the others, flushed and fucked out. Jimmy sat at Brian’s side, while Johnny positioned himself at Matt’s, both getting in on the action. Brian grinned down at the drummer, grasping him under the chin and locking their lips together. Johnny glanced up and frowned, noticing Jimmy’s hands were all over Brian, now - stroking his length, squeezing the cheeks of his ass as they made out. He didn’t like it one bit. He stood up, shaking his head. “I’m sorry, I can’t do this.”

Everyone stopped what they were doing and turned to see the bassist storm off, confusion and worry at the forefront of everyone’s minds.

@ Xxzackysangel6661Xx

(I'll be in the corner, combusting )

Zacky looked over at Johnny as he stormed out wondering what had gotten the bassist so upset. Looking up, he realized why he had reacted the way he did.

"I'll go talk to him-" Matt said as he started to move away before Jimmy stopped him.

"Let me do it," he said as he moved away from the remaining three. "You guys can continue if you want to." he said before moving to head towards the back of the bus, leaving the others to determine whether or not they'd finished what they had started.

Jimmy opened the door to the back of the bus revealing Johnny curled up into a ball on the couch. His body shaking as tears spilled from his eyes. Shutting the door and stepping closer to the sofa, he opened his mouth and started to speak.

"Johnny, I'm-"

"Sh-Shouldn't you be busy fucking Gates?" the bassist hissed.

Johnny felt hurt watching what he had just seen happen between Jimmy and Brian. He felt angry with Jimmy for thinking he'd be okay with it, yet at the same time he felt like a hypocrite for kissing Matt and liking it.

"I didn't mean to hurt you bab-"

"Do not call me that."

"But I-"

"I should have known you'd find some way so you could fuck him again."

"But I wasn't-"

"Oh no? T-Then out of the rest of them that are out there, why did you go for him again?"

"Look, I fucked up okay? But I swear I wasn't trying to hurt you." Jimmy said. As he thought about it, he wasn't even sure why he had done it. Maybe it was because he was so used to being with Brian it had become a force of habit? Though he wasn't too sure as to why he had done it, he felt bad for upsetting the bassist once again.

"Could have fooled me." he replied bitterly as tears continued to roll down his cheeks.

"What do you want me to do J?"

"T-Tell me the truth."

"About what?"

"D-Do I really mean anything to you? Or are you only settling for me because Gates isn't an option?"

"I'm not settling for you. How could you even think that?"

"I saw how you were with him. Not even a few minutes after you told me you missed me and we..." Johnny stopped speaking as his voice cracked.

Jimmy took a seat beside the smaller man before wrapping his arms around him.

"I really did miss you. I've missed you so much and it kills me to see that I'm doing this to you again."

Johnny lifted his head up and looked into the drummer's crystal blue eyes and knew he meant it.

"I-I'm sorry. I'm probably just overreacting, but I-" Jimmy placed a finger to his lips to silence him.

"You weren't. I'd probably be the same way if I was in your position. I wish I never put you through this."

Johnny looked up at him before resting his head against the drummer's shoulder wondering if he'd ever be able to trust Jimmy to be around Brian again or if he'd even be able to forgive him for what had happened.

@ rachthebat.

Brian could have cried as Zack shifted him, falling into the couch face first, boner throbbing between his legs. Damn their sensitive asses, he just wanted to get off! The rhythm pulled his boxers back on and went back to the bunk area to see if Johnny really was okay, he knew Jimmy could be insensitive at times.

Matt and Brian were left in the living room alone, both still painfully hard. Brian glanced at the singer out of the corner of his eye, blushing at the thoughts that were now running rampant through his brain. He wished he could have had a bit more self control, but the brain in his head wasn't in control, right then, the one between his legs was. Shrugging, he moved closer to Matt, fingers dancing up the singer's thigh, getting closer and closer to his prize. "What say we help each other out, while the others are busy? Huh?" There was a twinkle in the lead's eye, his smirk getting wider and wider as Matt nodded, licking his lips. The singer jumped as Brian made to get up, his hand brushing against Brian. "Oh shit, that's a dick!"

"Uhh, yeah?" Arching a brow, Brian dropped to his knees, crawling between Matt's thighs and palming his erection, marvelling at the heaviness of it in his hand. It was impressive. Dragging his tongue across his lips, he looked up as the tip of it brushed across Matt's swollen head, collecting up the drops of pre-cum. "Mmmm, you taste good, Matt," Brian murmured, parting his lips and taking Matt deeper into his mouth.

Matt choked out a moan as he watched, mesmerised, as Brian swallowed him down, his hands resting on either side of the couch. Letting his head fall back, he closed his eyes and let the sensations wash over him, hips jerking softly as Brian sucked him, expertly. "Bri," he gasped, bolting upright in his seat, "I think I'm gonna come!"

"S'alright, you can come in my mouth, I've done it before." Smirking, Brian went back to his job, grasping his own erection in hand and pumping it in time with his mouth. It wasn't long before they were both squirming, Brian moaning openly around Matt as he jerked himself off, tightening his lips around the singer to create more friction. Matt finished first, groaning as he pumped himself down Brian's throat, the lead following suit and dribbling white onto the floor. Cleaning up his mess, Brian collapsed onto the floor, sweat beading on his brow, his chest heaving.

They both jumped up as Zack stormed back in, brow pinched. "You two are disgusting!"

@ Xxzackysangel6661Xx

"W-We were just-" Matt started explaining before becoming silent as Zacky held his hand up.

"Our friend is upset back there and you're more concerned about getting off? Really?! Since when have you been that person Matt?"

"Take it easy on him Zack, it was-"

"And you," Zacky sneered slightly turning his attention to Brian. "You know how upset Johnny gets when it comes to you and Jimmy so what the fuck was that about?"

"Nothing, it just kind of happened." Brian replied quietly biting his lip suddenly feeling guilty for upsetting the bassist.

"It just happened? You sucking Matt off just happened. What you and James do, I don't know. Part of me wants to think you two planned this."

"We didn't Zacky. I swear I-"

Shaking his head a little, Zacky turned around and headed towards his bunk. He was fed up with everything, sexually frustrated, and even a little jealous. The puzzling part however, was who was he jealous of? Was he jealous because of Brian or Matt? Or was it the fact he hadn't been a part of what they had done? Whatever the case was, he did not like how he was feeling at the moment.

@ heretic.

Brian huffed in annoyance, grabbing his clothes off the floor. "What the hell is his problem?" As if he were talking to himself, he pulled his jeans on, checking the pockets of a pack of smokes before zipping up his hoodie. Not giving Matt the chance to reply to his question, he charged out of the door.

Matt stayed seated on the couch with a look of confusion all over his face, wondering what the hell had just happened. Feeling gross, he decided to have a long, hot shower and try to forget that the night had ever happened.

Hearing Matt moving about in the front room, Brian sat down on the edge of the road, wrapping his hoodie tighter around his torso while he lit his cigarette. He was tired of them all fighting, pissed off with being the bad guy all the time, so as he sat there and puffed his way through a ten pack, he decided he would take away the one thing that made them all hate each other. Sex. He would be friends with them - of course he would be friends with them, they were his family - but he wouldn't go any further than hugging them. Maybe then they could all get back to normal.

@ Xxzackysangel6661Xx

Zacky woke up the next morning feeling more frustrated than he was the night before. It was bad enough he wasn't able to finish what he had started with Matt and Brian, but to then dream about what could have happened between them? That was just complete torture for him. He knew the chances of Brian even remembering anything were slim especially with how much he had drank, but how would the lead feel if he remembered making out with Matt or that he had sucked him off?

Groaning a little, the rhythm rolled out of his bunk and headed towards the bathroom. As he opened the door, he gasped in slight horror at what he saw.

"Johnny? What are you doing??"

@ heretic.

Leaning up against the side of the bus, Brian started to drift off to sleep, the warm, muggy air helping to sedate him further. A half smoked cigarette dangled loosely between his fingers, the burning ember hanging on by a thread. He shifted slightly, the cigarette dropping to the ground as he kicked out his legs and crossed them at the ankle. He had just started to dream about a certain FBI profiler when an ear splitting shriek startled him awake. Scrambling to his feet, he looked left then right, eyes wide. “What the…?” Seeing no threat outside, he ran to the bus, taking the stairs two at a time until he came face to face with Zack. “Zack, what is it?” The rhythm said nothing, just pointed into the bathroom, his face paler than milk. Taking a tentative step forward, Brian gulped, bile curling up his throat. “Oh my god…”

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Johnny hadn't had time to cover up his arm when Zacky came bursting in. Before he could get Zacky to not say anything, he was freaking out which just drew more attention. Of course it just happened to be the one person who had been the cause to most of his problems lately.

"J-Just leave me alone. Please..." Johnny said as tears fell down his cheeks.

"Leaving you alone is the last thing I'm going to do and you know that." Zacky said stepping closer to the smaller man as tears welled up in his eyes. "You promised you'd never do this again..." he said quietly so only Johnny could hear.

"I-I'm sorry Zee."

"Why would you do something like this?" Brian asked feeling shocked that the bassist would turn to self harm to deal with anything. Sure he may not have been the happiest lately, but cutting himself? That was the last thing he expected from him at all.

"Y-You wouldn't understand."

"Try me."

"I-I'm not good enough. N-Not for my ex, n-not for Jimmy, and not for anyone else. It's n-no wonder he keeps g-going back to you and trying to find other ways so he can b-be with you." Johnny hicupped as he continued sobbing.

"Fuck your ex. You've done so much better without them Johnny." Zacky said as tears spilled from his eyes.

"You are good enough. You're more than that. You're Johnny fucking Christ. So many people love you and would kill to be with you." Brian added.

"Brian's right about that. We love you and you're one of my best friends. I would hate to lose you because of this."

"Maybe I should go get J-"

"P-Please don't tell Jimmy."

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