Lol so I just started birth control and a week in blackish brown shit is coming out my veejay so I'm like why
I mean I know why and I know what it is but I like I finally get on BC before Trump fucks everything up and now it's being a little stinker and I'm off at uni far away from my gyn.
Also I'm super struggling bc my sex drive is hella high bc all my hormones but I have something wrong with my back (masturbation helped btw alert alert I found out a thing even tho it went back to sucking in like 2 hours) and also like I cant do anything about it bc I haVE BROWN STUFF COMING OUT OF ME. Also for some reason my sexual desires are ONLY for Sebastian Stan rn? Like not the guys/girls (I'm only romantic for girls so this is irrelevant) I know in rl? and I'm not one into fantasizing about sex bc it's just nothing compared to the real thing so I'm stuck in this sad fangirl limbo where I can't even get turned on by people I actually know and fanfics don't appease
fuck this new influx of hormones
And Sebastian Stan. LITERALLY Fuck him too. Please Lord release me from my struggle right the heck now