TMI Tuesday Everyday! (part 6)

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I miss my sex drive holy shit

Update sex drive is back and it's here with a vengeance but I know when I do DIY it'll disappear until I ovulate again
BODY PLEASE STOP TRYING TO TELL ME SOMETHING I'M NOT GOING TO GET PREGNANT HOPEFULLY FOR A V LONG TIME

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This is like the first time in like a year that my period hasn't been brown, clumpy, and gross. It actually looks like blood again, lol. Probably something I should bring up to the doctor when I go back to PP to renew my birth control prescription.

I got my IUD finally! It feels a bit weird knowing that I have a piece of plastic in me, but whatever. I'm excited to (hopefully) lose my period. I just have to be aware that I could spot whenever for the next six months.

i don't want a relationship i don't even really want casual sex i want to get fucked for money i want people to pay to fuck me i want my body to be used and i don't even care about the repurcussions

1. I need an IUD.

2. He's into hair pulling and choking too

I have a bump on my inner thigh, it's so fucking sore and I don't know if it's just a random zit or what the fuck it is. I just know it's been there for a few months and it's grown. I have a little nub like 5 cm below my right boob too which has appeared out of nowhere, this hasn't grown though. I'm going to the doctors next week, and I have 3 scenarios in my head. First scenario would be that my doctor is going to tell me it's a zit and I'm gonna be hella embarrassed. Second is that its a wart and it needs to be removed. Third is that she is gonna tell me that there's something really wrong. On the brightside, I turned 21 yesterday!

RIP my favourite bullet vibe. Looks like I'm stopping by the sex shop on my way home after work, lol.

my first period with my iud. . . literally nothing has changed I am bleeding buckets. A super tampon doesn't last me through my 3 hour shift at work. And while I was out at dinner & a movie last night with my friends I bled through everything. can't wait for the iud to work properly and lighten my period

This guy really had me going with him letting me watch him masturbate. Uuuuuugh I did too and lord jesus...it was lit shit.

Oh hi mother nature why don't you just stick a fckn corkscrew up my fckn vagina thanks this is exactly what I needed this week. I swear this is the worst my cramps have ever gotten. I can't even move without my entire nether region being in absolute agony. And I've gone through 2 tampons and 3 pads in literally about 4 hours. This isn't real.

Best part is that he loves eating pussy.

I'd peg him all night long if he'd allow me.

Sometimes I wonder what it's like to be a normal 20something with an actual sex drive. But I guess I'll never know.

I really should just get a fucking vibrator, lord Jesus.

I went to go see him tonight and I had to go because he said he wanted to sleep at 10 but then 10 came around and we were kissing so intensely and he kept giving me the look, the fucking look and then he moved his hand and OH MY GOD I can't even fucking deal with him. Our sexual chemistry is just actually honestly, I've had 'hotter' situations but with him it's so much more different b/c there's legitimate feelings involved and jfc I just want him everywhere at all times and UGH WHY CAN'T I SEE HIM UNTIL SUNDAY

update: just realised I'm going to probs get my period sometime this week so ofc this is why I'm horny all the fkn time besides the fact that I'm super into my man. gd. GD.

so I've been bleeding for nearly 60 days and I hate it. It goes from hardly spotting to a waterfall at the drop of a hat. I mean, at least I'm single so I don't have to be annoying another person with this ridiculousness. So ready for it to just go away.
(side note my period makes me so horny so the last 60 days have been almost unbearable, I want to get laid so bad)

Day 2 of stomach problems. I shit maybe six times yesterday, and today, I've been in the bathroom twice. And I'm apparently getting headaches from being dehydrated, but I can't even drink a sip of tea or water without feeling sick.

Looked at my tracking apps and realized today is one of my high fertility days and I'm really hoping I'm pregnant just so I don't have to deal with sex any time soon. Really starting to think I might be ace.

I almost convinced my coworker to come to my house so he could fuck me senseless, but he stopped because he has a girlfriend -- like I feel bad, but at the same time I don't. I'm at a weird stage in life where I just want....to have sex, and that's it. Nothing more, nothing less.

This guy broke up with his girl and he's talking about fucking me like crazy and I am fucking ready. I want it soooooooooooo fucking bad.