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    Sam nodded feebly, wanting to get away from here due to horrific visuals that were now a constant. Sam's hands clutched the back of Dean's shirt desperately, silently begging Dean to take him away from there. "Dean?" Sam murmured after a while, looking down at his older brother.

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    June 8th, 2014 at 06:04am
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    Successfully manoeuvring them both to the car, Dean settled Sam into the front seat and jogged around to the driver's side, cranking up the engine. Peeling out of the car park, he stole a glance at his brother, noticing the tears trickling down the younger man's cheek. "Yeah, Sam?"

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    June 8th, 2014 at 05:32pm
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    It had been years since Sam was last in the Impala- it looked like just it was 2 years ago; cassette tapes scattered everywhere, day old rubbish on the floor, the smell of worn leather and cologne was prominent. Sam had missed that, the smell of Dean- the leather, whiskey and cologne mixing together to create a drool-worthy scent which Sam loved. Glancing over at Dean, Sam sniffled gently, "Can we... I mean... You know how when we were younger, how if I had a nightmare or something.. I could come in and sleep with you? Can I do that again tonight? I understand if you don't want that.."

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    June 10th, 2014 at 01:38pm
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    Dean clenched his jaw at the sound of Sam's voice, the vulnerability so loud and clear. It was truly the last thing he needed right at that moment, but he'd be damned if he let his brother suffer alone. "Course you can, Sammy, didn't even need to ask." Sending his little brother what he hoped to be a warm, reassuring smile, Dean put his foot down and drove to the nearest and cheapest motel he could find.

    It was going to be a long night.

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    June 12th, 2014 at 01:05am
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    Sam noticed the slight uneasiness in Dean's smile, not wanting to bring it up again, he just let it go. Settling back against the leather, Sam smiled softly still grateful for the fact that Dean would do anything for him, even after all this time. He'd been longing to call for so long, but every time that he went to pick up the phone, he'd back pedal and leave it.

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    June 12th, 2014 at 08:31am
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    Dean stole a side long glance at Sam, eyes flitting back to the open road ahead of him, before looking again. He was worried about his brother, worried how this latest event would affect Sam. He knew the younger man didn't have much of a recollection of how their mother had died, him being only a baby, but knowing that his girlfriend had been taken by the same thing that had taken their mother, must be playing havoc with Sam's mind. Dean wore the scars of that night, heavily, on his heart, flashbacks keeping him awake most nights. He didn't want that for Sam.

    "We're here, buddy," he murmured, pulling into the parking lot of the first motel he could find.

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    June 14th, 2014 at 02:29am
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    Nodding slowly, Sam grabbed the bag that he'd thrown casually into the Impala and got out, the cool air hitting him straight in the face causing him to shiver slightly and bring his arms around his own body. Every movement that he made was robotic and almost forced. Waiting for Dean to join him, Sam leant up against the hood of the sleek black car, frowning as the events of the past couple of hours played over again in his mind.

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    June 14th, 2014 at 04:21am
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    Dean Winchester did not do feelings. He didn't talk about them, act on them, or think about them. He just didn't. So when Sam shuffled into their motel room for the night and sagged down onto the bed, Dean did the only thing he knew how. He pulled out a full bottle of whiskey and sat it down on the table between their beds, cocking his head in its direction. He didn't know how to comfort, or take the pain away, so his only solution was for them to get blind drunk and then pass out in a stupor.

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    June 15th, 2014 at 09:51pm
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    Sam was lucky in the sense that he grew up with and knew Dean better than he knew himself, had Dean been anyone else, Sam would have been royally pissed; but since Sam had seen Dean grow up, Sam knew that this was the best way that Dean could help. The older man wasn't cold or callous, he just didn't know how to do comfort. Smiling a little, Sam leant over to grab the bottle, hoping that they wouldn't end up the way they did last time they got drunk together and took a mouthful.

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    June 15th, 2014 at 10:56pm
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    A few hours, and a full bottle of whiskey later, Dean was raiding the mini bar for more booze. He grabbed a dozen bottles of all different colours, shrugging at the cost. He'd just stick it on the card he stole the week previous. Laughing as Sam continued regaling tales of Christmases gone by, he dumped the bottles onto Sam's bed and crawled back to his previous position, sitting snugly next to his baby brother. He didn't think anything of the closeness, just grabbed a random bottle and threw the contents down his neck.

    "Dude, do you remember that one year? Dad had such a hissy fit when he realised the turkey was still frozen in the oven!" They both laughed, reminiscing years gone by. Dean stole a glance at his brother and smiled, genuinely, the action creasing the corners of his eyes. In that moment, Sam was happy, he didn't care about anything else.

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    June 16th, 2014 at 07:57am
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    Sam grinned at the memories, taking a swig from his bottle before leaning his head against Dean's chest. In the space of a few short hours he hadn't let what happened earlier that night bother him, it was he and his brother acting like how they were five years ago. Well, almost similarly. Sam hadn't forgotten the memories and words that they'd shared in secret, but he was sure that Dean had.

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    June 16th, 2014 at 09:06am
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    The breath stuttered in Dean's chest as he watched Sam lay his head against him, feeling the mop of brown curls tickle his skin. They had long since stripped down to their boxers, getting comfortable on Sam's bed before knocking off the light. Tipping a bottle of, vodka he thought, to his lips, he swallowed the liquid down, wincing at the burn. SO many nights he had wished for Sam to lay with him, to repeat the night that played over in his mind on a loop. Dean remembered what they had shared in the black of night, he would never forget. The night had been burned into his memory for all eternity.

    He felt a hand brush against his torso, the motion pulling him from his thoughts, breath hitching in his throat. "Sam?"

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    June 16th, 2014 at 06:02pm
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    Sam's eyes were closed, already feeling more at home than he'd ever before. His whole body felt hot at the memories, a burn that developed deep in his chest. Brushing his hand over Dean's stomach, Sam tried not to let himself get carried away by the feel of Dean against his hand. The ripple of muscle was distracting, looking up at Dean, Sam hummed gently. "Yeah?" He asked, hoping that he wouldn't ask him to move away.

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    June 17th, 2014 at 09:23am
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    Dean felt like he was caught in a set of headlights, trapped in that all encompassing stare of San Winchester. He couldn't look away, even if we wanted to. And he didn't. Swallowing, he licked his lips, all moisture being sucked out of him as he stared back at his brother.

    Brother.

    The thoughts that were hammering through his brain, the feelings that were swarming in his chest, they were wrong. He was wrong to think of his sibling in that way. Shaking his head, he sighed, slumping further down the bed. "Nothing. Get some sleep."

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    June 17th, 2014 at 03:02pm
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    Sam frowned, almost sure that Dean was going to kiss him. But, he didn't and Sam was left with the strange feeling of rejection. It wasn't uncommon for Dean to do what he just did. Shaking his head slowly, Sam got up and made his way to the small bathroom that was adjoined to the far wall, once in, he locked the door behind him, sinking down into the edge of the bath his head was soon resting in his hands. You're so stupid, was the central thought running through his mind.

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    June 17th, 2014 at 11:51pm
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    Dean frowned as he watched Sam get up and stumble over to the bathroom, eyes widening as the click of the lock echoed into the otherwise silent room. Huffing out a sigh, he rolled over onto his front and grabbed the last remaining bottle of alcohol, shaking his head as he twisted the cap off. Why was Sam acting so strangely all of a sudden? Downing the amber liquid, he tried to stay awake long enough to try and figure out what was eating his brother, but as the burn in his chest simmered, his eyes slipped closed. Dreams of he and Sam together, already plaguing him.

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    June 21st, 2014 at 04:26pm
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    Sam stayed in the bathroom long enough for the older man to be asleep when he walked back out. Sobered up, he slipped on a shirt and crawled in beside Dean, trying to prevent himself from getting nightmares as the images of Jess burning still vivid in his mind. Shaking his head from side to side, he scooted close to the warmth that Dean provided, feeling comforted already. Closing his eyes, he let sleep overwhelm him.

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    June 22nd, 2014 at 01:34am
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    Dean was pulled from sleep, what felt like a few minutes after he'd passed out, but in actual fact was a few hours. Groaning at the ache in his head, he frowned, wondering what had woken him up. Wiping the drool from his mouth, he turned to see Sam next to him, clawing at the covers, shouting into his pillow. A nightmare. Of epic proportions, it seemed. "Hey, hey, Sammy, come on. Wake up, buddy."

    Shaking his brother's shoulders, Dean shot up and straddled the younger man's back when he started to hit out, holding his body against the bed to prevent him from harming them both. "Sammy! Snap out of it!"

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    June 22nd, 2014 at 01:40am
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    The nightmare was on replay, on a loop that didn't seem to be broken. Jess, against the ceiling, all in vivid colour, of course, once Sam had tried to go to save her, she'd disappear right in front of his eyes. The heavy press of something against his back was what pulled him out of the disfunction reality. Groaning, he blinked awake, disappointment settling deep within his mind at the empty space beside him.

    "Sammy? Wake up, bud." The soft croon of Dean's voice came from behind him, causing him to turn his head slightly. So that's what was on top of him. Dean.

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    June 22nd, 2014 at 03:49am
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    Dean sighed in relief as Sam came around, settling fully onto his brother's back, chest flush against sweaty skin. Resting his forehead against the back of Sam's head, he breathed in, that familiar musky, yet spicy scent, calming him. Reminding him of times past. A whimper made him jolt, had him crowding Sam, wrapping his strong arms around his baby brother. "It's okay, I got you. I got you. I'll never let go."

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    June 22nd, 2014 at 10:51am