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Angel
After the first big push that felt like my entire fucking vagina was being torn apart, I let out loud pants while Matt wiped the sweat off my head with the damp, cool cloth, "This...I can't...take this," I said in a raspy voice, trying to control my heavy breathing from the unbearable pain that was ripping through my lower body.
"Yes, you can take this, I believe in you Angel," Emilie said, "It hurt really fucking bad for me too but I didn't give up because the greatest result will happen very soon. Just think of it, after all this pushing you will have Ashley right in your arms and the entire grueling 9-month work will be paid off for good. You want that right?"
"Y-Yes..." I stuttered.
"I'll even force-feed you ice cream later of your favorite kind with a bunch of chocolate on it and whip cream," she insisted, "But I ain't giving you that if you don't do this for us and your baby girl. Now push, Angel."
Pushing as hard as I can this time, I let out another loud scream of agony, my eyes closed tightly while the visions of a happy life with Ashley flashed through my mind. I can't give up, not when I have my girl coming into this world.
"You are doing great, one more big push and it is all done," the doctor said, "Take breaths... And now 1...2...3!"
With another very forceful push that was the hardest I could have ever done in this process, I suddenly felt the painful pressure release and fade away, along with the sounds of a baby crying....
It was a sound I never thought I would ever hear in my life...until now.
While the baby continued to make its first cries, my entire body collapsed in relief and need of relaxation, along with my grip moving off of Matt and Emilie's hands. Even from the pain, I couldn't help but feel a smile form on my face at the very sound of little Ashley making her first little baby cries.
Angel
After the first big push that felt like my entire fucking vagina was being torn apart, I let out loud pants while Matt wiped the sweat off my head with the damp, cool cloth, "This...I can't...take this," I said in a raspy voice, trying to control my heavy breathing from the unbearable pain that was ripping through my lower body.
"Yes, you can take this, I believe in you Angel," Emilie said, "It hurt really fucking bad for me too but I didn't give up because the greatest result will happen very soon. Just think of it, after all this pushing you will have Ashley right in your arms and the entire grueling 9-month work will be paid off for good. You want that right?"
"Y-Yes..." I stuttered.
"I'll even force-feed you ice cream later of your favorite kind with a bunch of chocolate on it and whip cream," she insisted, "But I ain't giving you that if you don't do this for us and your baby girl. Now push, Angel."
Pushing as hard as I can this time, I let out another loud scream of agony, my eyes closed tightly while the visions of a happy life with Ashley flashed through my mind. I can't give up, not when I have my girl coming into this world.
"You are doing great, one more big push and it is all done," the doctor said, "Take breaths... And now 1...2...3!"
With another very forceful push that was the hardest I could have ever done in this process, I suddenly felt the painful pressure release and fade away, along with the sounds of a baby crying....
It was a sound I never thought I would ever hear in my life...until now.
While the baby continued to make its first cries, my entire body collapsed in relief and need of relaxation, along with my grip moving off of Matt and Emilie's hands. Even from the pain, I couldn't help but feel a smile form on my face at the very sound of little Ashley making her first little baby cries.
February 24th, 2015 at 01:39am