Secrets All Around Us

Matt bit his lip and shook his head. "I wasn't trying to get away from you," he said. "We were gone for a while, I didn't want people to start asking questions."

Kim nodded her head slowly when he said that and bit down on her bottom lip gently. "I guess I understand. You were just trying to keep us from getting caught. I'm sorry, Matt," she said quietly to him. She straightened up when she saw Jimmy coming over and smiled at him. The one thing that sucked about Michelle's wedding was that Jimmy was the best man and she couldn't walk down the aisle with him but she did walk down it with Matt since she was a bridesmaid.

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Matt smiled and stood up, clapping Jimmy on the shoulder before he walked away. Jimmy smiled and sat their plates down. "I tried to fit everything on there, but I'm sure there's more stuff you'd probably like up there," he said. He didn't mind at all that Kim and Matt seemed pretty close. They were good friends, and as long as they didn't hate each other, everyone was a happy camper.

Kim sighed a bit when Matt walked away and smiled at Jimmy, leaning over and kissing him gently. "Thank you, my love," she murmured to him. She knew the girls all suspected something was up with her because she had to get her dress altered before the wedding to fit her new size which wasn't much bigger but it wasn't small enough to fit the original fitting of the dress when they had went and got it fitted. She started to eat her food, looking over at her husband. "Jimmy... How do you feel about children?"

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Jimmy nearly choked on his food and he quickly grabbed his napkin, spitting his food into his and coughing. He cleared his throat and licked over his lips, looking over at her with wide eyes. "Children?" he mumbled. "Why?"

Kim frowned deeply at his reaction, shaking her head in response to him asking her why she was asking him. "Nothing, it doesn't even matter anymore," she mumbled to him. Right then and there she decided that she was going to hide the entire pregnancy from Jimmy because of the reaction he had just given her. That was proof that he didn't want kids and she wasn't going to ruin his life just because she had an affair with another man.

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"Wait," Jimmy said, grabbing her hand. "I just . . . why the sudden interest in children?"

Kim shook her head as she snatched her hand away from Jimmy, her hormones kicking in since he had hurt her feelings. "Nothing. It doesn't fucking matter I said," she snapped at him. She knew he was bound to figure it out now. Especially since she had been having massive mood swings lately and has been sleeping all of the time. "God, I can't believe you made me lose my fucking appetite you asshole," she spat.

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Jimmy stared at her with wide eyes and he stood up, glaring down at her. "Well fuck you," he hissed, storming off. That was something he never said to Kim, because he knew it hurt her so much when he said it. But he'd had enough of her bitching, especially when he'd done nothing to her.

Kim stared after Jimmy in shock, tears forming in her eyes. She couldn't believe he had just said 'fuck you' to her. That was quite possibly one of the worst things he could ever say to her. She felt a sudden wetness inbetween her legs and gasped out quietly, whimpering a bit. She knew she had been stressing a lot but she didn't think it was enough to lose the baby. She jumped up and rushed to the bathroom, needing to see what was wrong and knowing she was probably going to have to go to the hospital.

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Matt frowned and he got up, rushing after Kim, standing outside the door. "Kim?" he called, knocking on the door. "Are you okay?"

Kim checked her panties and saw blood, starting to freak out. "Holy fucking shit. Fuck, fuck, fuck," she whispered to herself. She heard Matt and went to the door, cracking it open so that he could only see her face. "I... I need you to drive me to the hospital. I-I think something is seriously wrong with the baby," she mumbled as tears formed in her eyes. She felt stupid because it was all her fault for getting worked up like she did. If she lost the baby she would never forgive herself.

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Matt frowned and nodded his head. He took her hand and quickly led her out to his car, telling Jimmy that something was wrong with Kim before he got in his car and began driving. He drove as fast as he could to the nearest hospital and got out, carrying her inside.

Kim clung to Matt as he carried her inside the hospital, crying into his chest as they walked inside. She had already grew attached to the fetus inside of her and if she lost it she would probably lose it. It would already be like losing a child. She was sat in a wheel chair and wheeled into a room where they had her change into a hospital gown and had her lie down on one of the beds that women laid on for sonograms. She clenched Her eyes shut as she waited for the doctor, trying to keep the tears at bay and hoping Jimmy didn't show up.

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Matt sat with Kim, having to have told one of the nurses that he was her brother so he could come back with her. "It's okay, Kim," he said.

Kim pressed her fists against her eyes, sniffling quietly as she heard the door open. She looked up as she thought it was her doctor, frowning when she saw it was just Jimmy. "What are you doing here?" She mumbled to him as she looked away. She knew this was pretty much a dead give away that she was pregnant and now she was screwed.

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Jimmy frowned. "I'm fucking worried about you, why the hell else would I be here?" he snapped. "Why are you being so pissy with me?"

"Because of your reaction when I asked you how you felt about kids!" Kim exclaimed as she looked at Jimmy with eyes full of hurt and pain. "Do you not realize what room I'm in? Or why exactly I'm here? Or are you just that dense?" She practically cried as tears fell from her eyes again.

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