Five Facts About Now: Drei.

1. This lesson is a lot harder than I expected.
2. Suddenly super worried that I'm being annoying, but it's okay.
3. Why do I always feel guilty for spending money on myself?
4. These chapters just get harder and harder to physically write, the words are all there, the ideas are fresh, just...
5. I'm super excited to go hiking this weekend.

1. I can’t wait to shower and wash out this overnight hair mask! Also can’t wait for super soft hair, that’s always a bonus.
2. Had an awful night sleep, and it’s been like that for the past week. I might take my GP up on that offer for a talk, get some things off my chest.
3. I want to finish this chapter tonight so I can watch an episode or two of Supernatural
4. Waiting in anticipation for the mailman to bring me my Sour Patch Kids so I can shower and jump right into pyjamas.
5. Thursdays are meant for laziness.

1. I want to be productive today.
2. But I don't know where to start.
3. I want to create some kind of online blog.
4. But I don't know what to write about. You see a theme happening here?
5. My teeth are hella sensitive at the moment.

1. People need to understand I don't grieve in a normal way. I grieve for a short amount of time, but during those days, the sadness is intense. Let me mourn how I do it, not how you expect me to do it.
2. On a more positive note, Teddy has brought us so much happiness in the short time he's been home with us. He's absolutely spoilt rotten and so loved, half of me thinks he doesn't know it, the other half thinks he does and uses it to his advantage.
3. I might have a nap, I feel sick and I'm exhausted and I just want to sleep it off. Only for an hour...
4. I want to finish this chapter FOR REAL tonight though! So maybe a nap will make me more alert to write and pay attention to detail.
5. I feel cold but the sun is out... wtf

1. I'm waiting for one of our call center people to get back to me so that I can keep working.
2. I miss my journal and wish I had it with me right now. I hope to get back into general daily journaling again (with the help of some daily prompts), especially with this social media hiatus I'm taking.
3. I've been listening to the Mountain Goats all day.
4. I have lyrics written all over my left arm in black and green sharpie. It's covered by my cardigan and dress' long sleeves so that people don't give me weird looks.
5. I haven't eaten anything all day. Had coffee and water, but that's it.

1. I cannot stop listening to this remix h e l p m e.
2. Tomorrow is the day. I'm going to start running again.
3. I may also steal the congressman signs in front of my work that advertise our "Trump supporting" candidate.
4. Slowly but surely plugging away at these updates again. But also writing song lyrics in my notebook.
5. I really want to set up a tattoo appointment, but monetary priorities...

1. It's my birthday!
2. I'm trying to figure out what I wanna do with the day before I meet up with some family later.
3. I'm currently home alone.
4. I'm listening to music recommended to me by friends.
5. The dogs are all being very lazy at the moment.

@ This.Useless.Heart.
(Happy Birthday!!)

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1. Listening to Youngblood by 5 Seconds of Summer and I'm actually really excited for their new album. I actually used to hate them at one point (back in 2013) because they were too mainstream
2. Teddy has learned that climbing the table causes me to have a heart attack. I'm sure he finds it hilarious when I scramble to pick him up and put him back on the firm floor, where he belongs!
3. It's fucking cold in this house considering it's April, what the hell? Shouldn't the weather be warming up soon? Please release me and my blue hands from this hell.
4. Thinking of taking a hiatus from Facebook because everyone on there is just doing my friggin head in. I barely post there as it is, unless it's a meme or a photo of the dogs.
5. Washing my hair continuously to get this orange out before my next hair appointment on the 26. Come thruuuu Summer colour!

My coffee is kinda black tar.
I've been putting off calling my boss.
The cat is asleep on the desk.
I've got a lipstick review video on.
Tonight is going to be all about doing projects.

@ sakura blues.

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1. I'm home alone.
2. It's gorgeous outside, and I've been out a bunch already today!
3. I'm listening to music and working on a playlist.
4. I kinda want to get some writing done later today, but I'm not sure which project I wanna work on.
5. I'm considering changing my theme, but IDK I'm still kinda attached to this one.

1. These new shifts are crap. This is only my second day off in 12 days and I'm exhausted.
2. It's been so nice all day and it's still nice out even though it's pure late.
3. I'm excited to give my parents their wedding anniversary surprise.
4. Also lowkey excited for the Bayern - Real CL game this week.
5. However also lowkey concerned that Bayern are going to 100% blow it again this year.

I've got iced coffee.
It's trying to rain.
My phone's gone off like 4 times.
The cat is being annoying, per usual.
Mom is being...mom.

1. Aw man, I’m planning something from the past with so much thought. I love this stage, I gotta stop being so impulsive with what I write.
2. I hope this flu will do one by Saturday. Better yet, when will my immune system come back from the war?
3. Teddy’s learned to jump on the sofa and chairs and now, nothing is safe from inevitable destruction.
4. It’s not as warm as what it was. I gotta admit, I’m happy it’s a bit more breezy and dull. That heat didn’t agree with me.
5. May 25 needs to hurry the FUCK up. God damn.

I'm in bed.
I can hear the cat eating: gross.
It's trying to rain outside.
My head kinda hurts.
There's finally a case on my phone.

1. My foot is oddly sore
2. I need to leave the house in about 40 minutes and I'm still sitting with wet hair lol
3. We need a thunderstorm because this humidity is killing me
4. I have DVDs all over my bed and I don't know why
5. I really need to pee

1. I need to clean, but I'm putting it off.
2. My in-laws are coming home from vacation today!
3. I'm trying to enjoy the last bit of alone time I have for today, haha.
4. The dogs are all being lazy, which is awesome because I don't feel like fooling with them right now. lol
5. I don't know what to say for a 5th thing. lol

1. One of my best friends is going through some shit with some guy and it hurts to see her like that, because she's got such a strong character, and it makes me wanna smash this guy's face in.
2. See above.
3. I'm setting up a dick appointment and just hope it doesn't get messy.
4. I should be writing but I'm taking selfies because for once in my damn life I feel good about how I look and shit.
5. I really hope to get laid because I am beyond flustered.

1. In Grandma’s house and daydreaming because it’s quiet and there’s nothing to do. I just wish I felt comfortable enough to write.
2. The kids have gone for a treasure hunt on the beach and what a lovely day for it! I’d rather have them outside than playing on their iPads
3. Can’t believe I’ve got three discs left before I finish Season 12 of Supernatural. I’ll be caught up until Season 13 comes out on DVD...
4. Can’t wait for our holiday. A time to write, relax, and sight see. Getting out of this godforesaken country sounds like a really good idea.
5. I feel so isolated in a crowded room. It’s strange.

Feeling kinda down about myself.
I need to fix my eyeliner.
The cat is sleeping on the desk.
I have slippers on.
Spotify is loading.

1. Exciting times are coming.
2. Can't friggin wait to get tattooed on Friday!
3. Watching Jacksepticeye
4. Not tired
5. It's our goldfishes second birthday!