Till It's Gone |Closed-RP|

Maya

I took and watched the scenery pass by the bus window as I took and sighed a little. I felt my brother's hand on my shoulder as I glanced back and looked at Chris and smiled. "You alright?" He asked in a whisper since most of the guys except Balz was asleep. I nodded my head to Chris and patted his leg, "Yeah." I told him as I looked at Josh, "How much longer?" I asked him.

"We're pulling in now." Josh told me.

I smiled in relief when the bus came to a complete halt at the venue they'd be playing at tonight. I walked off the bus fast and headed for a bathroom. Being the only girl on the bus sucked. I rushed inside past a blonde headed looking girl. I gave a quick wave to her running straight for a bathroom.

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Josh

I looked at Chris and chuckled lightly, "She really had to go." I shook my head walking off the bus with Chris as we took and walked inside the venue. I took and smiled seeing a blonde head standing near the entrance with a slight dazed look on her face from where Maya had rushed through like that. I smiled, "We're Motionless In White." I told her.

(Hope it was ok)

Emily

Dazed from the girl just pushing past me, I looked at the guy with the piercings in front of me, "Right, the band, go on back the staff will get your trailer unloaded onto the dock then your roadies have to do the rest." I said looking at the paper, "Motionless in white and 5 crew members? Anything you guys need to feel more comfortable?" she blinked as she heard chris say, "Your legs around my shoulders." I backed up a little, "Sorry I don't like rock stars they're full of sin and disease." I said and walked away from the group of them. I found the girl to give her the all access pass for the venue.

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Ryan

I rolled out of my bunk as the bus came to a stop I was the last one off, I took my pass from the blonde chick and headed inside, I laughed seeing Maya come out of the bathroom, "Whats the big deal about peeing on the tour bus?" I asked her looking at her with my hand rested on my hip.

Josh

I narrowed m eyes at Chris, "Dude did you have to be a fucking pig." I growled storming away. I sighed shoving my hands into my pocket and walking towards the room the girl told us that was ours. I took and saw her going back towards an office room as I jogged to catch up to her. "Hey, look I am sorry about my friend's comment towards you. Most of us aren't like him." I told her offering my hand. "I'm Josh." I said to her and gave a light smile.

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Maya

I slid the pass around my neck and smiled at Ran, "Have you seen what the bathroom looks like when you all get done with it?" I said shivering at the thought. "I'm good with holding it the best I can." I smiled at him as I ruffled what bit of hair he had since he'd gotten it cut.

Emily

I took his hand and shook it, "Emily," I smiled at him and shrugged, "Im used to it, I think because Im small and don't look like a rocker chick it attracts the freaks." I laughed a little, "No offence to your friend but he's fucking scary looking." I shrugged. "No offence." I said again and looked at him, "You're cute though," I added and looked at him, "I like your angel bites, and your ears."

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Ryan

I ran my hand through my hair as she finished messing it up, "Miss my long mop yet?" I asked grinning at her I wiggled my eyebrows a little, "I like my hair like this its, refreshing." I laughed and shook my head, "Its not good for you to hold it in, I promise I'll clean the bathroom every time I use it and if you need to use it I'll clean the bathroom okay?" I asked and smiled at her.

Josh

I grinned at her, "Yeah Chris can be pretty freaky." I told her honestly and smiled at her. I felt a blush come on when she said I was cute. "Yeah you're pretty cute yourself." I told her and smiled. When she mentioned my piercing I smiled at her, "Thank you." I told her.

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Maya

I shook my head, "Ryan really. You don't have to do that. I guess I need to get over my germaphobia." I told him and smiled. "I kind of miss your long mop, but this hair style is rather sexy on you." I smiled at him as I crossed my arms over my chest watching my older brother sulk across the lot to go inside the venue.

Emily

I looked at him closely and smiled, "Hey, look," I showed my teeth, "We have the same pointy teeth!" I laughed a little and smiled at him "Oh, I forgot to mention, if you need to go into town you have to take a staff member or security with you for protection and the venue will assign a driver for you."

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Ryan

I glanced over seeing her eyes follow Chris's body. "Whats up with sulky over there?" I asked her I would mention to her later the fact she called me sexy well she called my hair Sexy but I'd mention it to her later once we were in a more private setting, "Come on shorty gotta help me set up my amps," I said grinning at her.

Josh

I nodded my head to her, "Alright." I told her and smiled at her. I grinned at her comment about us having pointy teeth, "Yeah that's pretty cool that we have pointy teeth." I told her and smiled at her. I took and scratched the back of my neck lightly.

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Maya

"Me help you?" I grinned walking with him, "Never." I fake gasped and smacked his arm. "I can't help it that I am short, there freakishly tall guy. You and Chris are like gigantic men." I grinned at him as I elbowed his side lightly and went to help him set up.

Emily

I laughed and opened the door to the office I set the paperwork down and leaned over the desk to grab my purse I locked the office and looked at Josh, "Have a wonderful night Josh." I said smiling sweetly, "I hope you enjoy your show, " I walked outside and down the side of the building to the parking garage I felt a hand on my shoulder I turned and looked at Josh, "did you run to catch me?"

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Ryan

"Its not my fault you, ricky and Josh are the shortest people on the planet." I mocked her tone and laughed as we set up the amps we even set up chris' amps for his mic set up too. "I think your brother will thank us, Should we go explore now?" I asked as I smiled at her we always snuck off to check out the towns we were in.

Josh

I grinned at her and nodded, "Yeah kind of did." I told her and painted for some air a little. I smiled at her and looked at her. "After the show tonight, you wanna go on a date?" I asked her. "I mean, if you want too and all." I said smiling at her.

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Maya

"Yeap. Let me get my jacket though." I smiled at Ryan as we took and walked to the bus. I took and grabbed my skeleton jacket and slid it on zipping it up. I smiled going off and seeing Ryan, "Alright let's go." I told him and smiled.

Emily

I wanted to so bad, "Josh, thats so sweet but, you're a rock star, I live here all the time I dont live anywhere else, you don't live in this town in fact this town is on the other side of the country from where you live, I cant get my hopes up because when you leave thats it, you're gone and I probably wont see you until you come back for tour.." I said and looked down "So no, I can't." I looked at him my eyes were sad, "I'm sorry." I said softly and sighed, "I'm going to the store does the band need anything?"

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Ryan

I linked arms with her and walked off to explore the new city we were in, it wasn't a big one and it was a little cold, "What do you think of Albuquerque? I think we should go to the Breaking Bad house and take the tour we have plenty of time, we just need a taxi." I said grinning at her I looked around and smiled widely I enjoyed being out and about with her.

Josh

I took and shook my head looking at her as I watched her walk off. I sighed feeling the pain pinging inside of me. I took and walked back to the bus and climbed inside going to my bunk. I laid there and felt like shit. She was right though, but... I sighed laying there as I tossed my ear buds in and listened to some music.

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Maya

I smiled at Ryan, "Sounds like a plan to me." I told him and whistled out when a cab stop. I smiled getting inside as he climbed in beside of me. I smiled sitting there as we headed out to the Breaking Bad house. I smiled admiring the small town feel. I lent back into the seat and let a soft sigh escape my lips as I admired some of the beauty.

Emily

I sighed as I made my way into the store for the other band I got what they wanted and headed back to the venue I took it to their bus and then walked to the MIW bus, I looked at Chris, "Is Josh on the bus?" I had a bag in my hands, "he wanted these." I lied so chris wouldn't follow me, I got on the bus and looked for his bunk, I opened the curtain and looked down at him, "Josh?" I poked his back, "Josh..." I pulled his ear bud out, "Hey rock star," I said looking at him, "can I change my mind about that date? I mean...if thats okay if you still want to that is.."

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Ryan

Ryan looked around smiling, "This is so cool!" I said as we saw different locations from the TV show, I looked over at Maya and smiled, "Thanks for coming with me Maya." I said looking at her with a goofy grin, I watched as we pulled up at the house I got out and let Maya take my picture I then took her picture in front of the house. "This is sweet. I love this show and this is cool to be in the town and at the actual house."

Josh

I grinned looking up at her as I laid my phone to the side and got out of the bunk. "Sure." I told her and grinned before grabbing her into a hug and holding onto her tightly. "So tonight after the show?" I asked her and smiled. I took and admired her a second. She was absolutely amazing, and gorgeous. "Emily, Thank you. For changing your mind. I can swear up and down I have never felt a pull towards a girl. Like I do with you." I told her.

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Maya

I giggled lightly and linked my arm with Ryan's, "I like hanging with you." I told him and smiled. I looked around at the beauty. We headed up and inside. I held onto him and smiled, "This area has so much beautiful details and everything." I whispered to him keeping close. "What if someone recognizance's you? Or me? Cause me being Chris's sister." I said and looked at Ryan kind of worried.

Emily

I looked at him and part of me didn't believe that but part of me did, "I know Josh, I believe you I just, what kind of chance will I get like this? Going to dinner with a rockstar for the night." I said to him and hugged him again I got off the bus and walked into the venue going into the office I sat down and rubbed my face, "Crap emily what are you doing?"

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Ryan

"We're in a residential neighborhood I don't think anyone but maybe one or two people will recognize us, and I'm sure we can out run people call the taxi call the cops if needed." I told her walking down the street with her I saw a 7/11 corner store I walked into it with her and bought us slurpee's to drink I smiled at her, "So is this another....date?" I whispered in her ear smirking, "You know Chris is going to eventually find out about us, we can't hide this forever baby." I told her.

Josh

I grinned sitting on the bus as I smiled. I was glad she'd agreed to go out with me. I took and sat there quietly to myself grinning. "Yes!" I fist pumped in the air laughing as I saw Chris rounded the corner looking at me laughing. I laughed and smirked, "I have a date." I grinned going off the bus to smoke.

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Maya

I sipped on my slurpee and frowned knowing that he would find out sooner than later. I nodded looking at Ryan, "I know." I said lowly as we took and walked around the neighborhood. "I know him and he always said for me not to date anyone in the band. But...." I paused looking at Ryan. "I love you and I have for so long. I don't want to lose you. If we tell Chris I could risk loosing you." I frowned. "But I want to tell him. I am tired of hiding it. I want everyone to know we're a couple." I smiled at Ryan.

Emily

I calmed myself down and walked towards the stage the opening acts started the show I watched from side stage at the sound board with the rest of the employee's of the venue I smiled a little and glanced over I caught Josh's eyes and my breath caught in my throat I smiled at him and waved.

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Ryan

I frowned at her shaking my head. "Maya you're an adult Chris can't control us anymore, he can't take me away from you, I'll kick his ass I'm not weak and he's not either if he wants to fight for you I will because I love you." I said and walked with her I got in the car to go back to the venue. "I just want to be able to kiss you before I get on stage and after I'm off, not like way before and way after I mean right before and right after." I said looking at her sadly.

Josh

I waved back to Emily and smiled. I looked around and sighed. Everyone was here but Ryan. I looked at Chris as he gave me a look. I sighed not saying a word. It wasn't my place. I smiled admiring Emily as I grinned waving once more. I took and shook my hands a little to get my nerves calmed down.

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Maya

We got back to the venue as Ryan rushed to go get ready. I walked away and frowned biting my lip. I saw Chris as he came running to me, "Where the hell--" I stopped him narrowing my eyes. "Ryan and I have been dating for over a year. I don't give a shit if you approve or not. I love him and that's all that matters to me." I said turning around as Chris grabbed her and pulled her into a hug. I held to him and smiled lightly, "As long as your happy." Chris said kissing my head and letting me go.

I saw Ryan come back towards the group as I smiled at him. "Are you nervous?" I held to Ryan and smiled. I didn't care anymore. I was just glad to have Ryan in my life and as mine.

Emily

I clapped for the opening band as they walked off stage. I looked over and smiled at Josh I mouthed 'have fun' to him and smiled. I'd never listened to the band before or seen them on stage I saw the normal half of Josh's face I didn't see his black face paint in the dark.

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Ryan

I smiled widely when Chris just hugged her, "Nervous as fuck." I admitted to her and kissed her lips gently before they said 5 minutes til the stage was ready. I hugged her tightly, "I love you baby. I'll be expecting that kiss after the set." I said winking at her

Josh

I grinned at Emily and nodded as I mouthed back to her, 'always do'. I was going to put a hell of a show on just because she was watching. Something about her excited me. Drew me to her. I wasn't about to let her slip out of my hands. I couldn't. I felt something too strong for her and I wanted to find out more.

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Maya

I giggled slightly and nodded my head, "I'll be right here." I told Ryan seeing them getting ready to hit the stage. I took and crossed my arms watching them all go onto the stage as the lights were darkened. I smiled admiring how sexy as fuck he looked on stage.