Here is my chapter, now... I don't really know if I did well and maybe it's kind of lengthy?
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It was the middle of class when Beau received Naveen's thoughts from the hallway outside. His eyes widened, his stance tightener, and Hollace by his side looked at him strangely, as was usual for him.
"Beau?" he whispered over to him. "The fuck is wrong with you?"
"My mom," he felt his mouth dry and his eyes burns at the urgency in Naveen's thoughts and the grotesque picture he surely hadn't meant for him to see. "Oh, god, mom, I..."
"Mr. Ling?" Hollace stood and grasped Hollace's elbow, lifting him up. "Beau doesn't feel very well, can I take him to the nurse?"
"Of course," their teacher had always been extremely nice, and Beau hoped he won the fucking lottery.
Making their way out of class, Beau took a deep breath and controlled himself, looking solemnly at Naveen, who was waiting for him. As soon as the two were in front of each other, the elder pulled the Cajun boy into a fullfilling embrace.
"Is she okay?" damn it, he was crying again. "Please, uncle, I'm old enough, I... I can take it all."
"It was an aotnic seizure," Naveen rubbed his hand on his back, soothing the tense muscles. "She fell and got a concussion before any of us could get to her. I'm sorry, son."
"It's okay," Beau sniffled. "It's okay, really, it's... okay."
"She's resting right now," Naveen pulled away and lifted Beau's head by hos chin, making him look into his deep browns. "She needs it. Go home and take your guitar, you know she loves it."
"Uncle -"
"You're doing very well, Beau," he slapped his hand on his shoulder. "I have to go back to the shop, there's a very important client coming soon. But everyone's still at the hospital."
"Okay," he nodded, rubbing his eyes.
Naveen, quick as he came, he disappeared, and it was only then that Beau realized Hollace was still there, feeling of utter and complete impotence flying out of him.
"Hey, it's alright," he shrugged it off. "It's not the worst of what's happened."
"She," Hollace blinked twice at him, rapidly. "Beau, is your mom epileptic?"
"Yeah," he rubbed the back of his neck. "It's... kind of hard, but she's getting better, lately, believe it or not."
"That day, at the hospital," Hollace approached him, and to Beau's surprise, he grasped his arm tightly but not with a bruising grip. "Was it because your mom was there?"
"Yeah," he nodded.
There were so many spectrums of emotions coming from Hollace that Beau wasn't sure what exactly the brunet was feeling. It was as if he's taken all Lantern Rings and put them all on at once. So Beau moved his arm and gently took a grip on Hollace's hand, squeezing his fingers.
"Go back to class," he sent him a very soft smile and Hollace immediately radiated defensive behavior. "You need to catch up in this class. I'll go to the hospital and see my mom. Don't worry about it."
"I will," Hollace blurted, embarrassment burning through him. His cheeks turned the deepest shade of red and he snatched his hand away. "I will fucking worry, you dipshit! You mom was the nicest woman I've ever goddamn met and she's got a jerk of a son like you! Of course I will worry!"
Beau laughed, turned to the exit, looked back at Hollace, and patted his chest, right over his heart, nodding and finally moving away from the startled young adult.
***
Tina, Craig and Tom were leaving when Beau dismounted his motorcycle. He took off his helmet half-heartedly and stood in front of them, waiting for the veredict. Although Craig seemed fine, Tina seemed shaken. Tom was relieved, he could feel it deep inside.
"She's alright," Craig nodded at him, the buff man giving him a gentle gaze. "She'll be alright, kiddo, she's just taking a bit of a nap."
"For once, the bill is covered, too!" Tom grinned.
"That's good," Beau sighed in relief. He was wondering how much he'd have to work to make up for the expenses.
"I was the closest to her," Tina's dark cheeks were stained with tear tracks. She rubbed at her nose. "I didn't react fast enough, Beau, I'm sorry."
"It's not your fault," he found his hand rubbing away the tears. She was twenty-six but he stood a good head taller than her. She was so tiny. "You guys go back to the diner. I'll stay for a while."
"Go to sleep at your own damn house, kid," Craig glared at him. "Don't overworry like you always do."
"D'accord," he smiled weakly.
Entering the hospital, he got the room number fast and walked through the hallways with a knot in his throat. He knew she was fine, had felt it was only the truth, but he hated when this happened and his mother ended up weak and frail and more dead than alive.
Knocking on the door, he opened it only to find his mother sleeping and Dr. Kizer checking up on her. Beau sighed in relief at the doctor and trudged towards the bed, ignoring the professional until his hand was firmly against his mother's. He quickly set the guitar case next to the auxiliar table.
"She's alright!" the good doctor grinned at him, and when he looked at her he suddenly realized something.
"You're Annie's mom," he shut his eyes. "God, why didn't I see this sooner? You two look a lot alike."
"Oh, you flatter me," she laughed, although the tinge of sadness would not dissipate from her. Of course she wore a hex bag, Annie had probably asked Naveen to make a bracelet or something for her entire family. Remy had done so, too. "She's here, with the children, if you want to see her."
"No!" he immediately recoiled as Dr. Kizer frowned. "I... I want to be with ma right now."
"I see," she looked at the guitar and nodded, grabbing all her utensils. "Well, all she needs is rest. She's been talen care of and in a few days she'll be as healthy as a rose."
"Thank you, doctor," he tiredly sat by his mother's legs.
As the other mother left the room, Beau stared at his own. The thoughts from the people inside the hospital faded once he began to delve into his own, reminding himself that his ma was the strongest woman in the world - stronger than Esther, who left her world to be free. Stronger than Annie, who could raise and control the undead. Stronger than his sister, who had the courage to tell them her boyfriend had used his fist on her. Stronger than anyone else who had their daughter be killed, ignored by the police, had their husbanda leaving them and their son developing psychic powers.
Beau cried for a while, like he was doing so often lately. He hadn't felt this useless in his life. He didn't save people, but kill them. He couldn't get good grades unless he cheated with his powers. Drama was becoming a task more than something he enjoyed lately. He could barely sleep, or eat, or do anything without being reminded that, wherever he went, there was always something bad waiting for him and the people who surrounded him.
He picked the guitar - why not? - and began to play Flake, by Jack Johnson, because his mother had always loved that song and he was very okay with singing that one at the moment. His fingers were bleeding from the pressure he put on them by the end of the song, and Beau lifted them to his face and squeezed until more blood oozed out.
"You twat! Don't do that, you'll bleed out!"
Beau jumped, the guitar falling on the bed as Annie hurriedly grabbed some cotton and dissenfectant, sitting beside him to clean up the wounds angrily.
"I thought you were with the kids," he mumbled incoherently.
"My mom talked to me," her eyes turned softer. "I... didn't know your mom had epilepsy."
"No, I didn't," he watched her work, fascinated with how she could heal him this fast. "Nobody asked. I don't like to talk about it."
"We've known each other for a few months now," she sighed, placing little band aids on the cuts. They had Adventure Time characters on them. Beau had again the urge to cry. "That qualifies us as friends, doesn't it? And you helped me out when... well, when my sister was pulled into the conversation."
"You felt sad," he shrugged, then looked at his ma, laying limp on the hospital bed. "You would've done the same."
"I don't know about that," she laughed a little. "What were you playing?"
"Jack Johnson," he placed his hands on his lap. "She likes him a lot."
There was silence, and Beau thought about Annie playing the piano for the sick kids with a smile and the most beautiful look in her eyes that he had ever seen. Then he was reminded of Alice and looked at Annie a for a moment he pictured himself with a nice girl, once again, but this time someone like Annie.
Beau really needed to stop crushing on too assertive girls.
Damn, he thought to himself, running a hand through his hair, I don't have time for this shit.
But Annie really was strong, wasn't she? A sister with Leukemia, the rising of the undead, the fact that she could float as if she were Storm T'Challa and the fiery red of her hair. What the fuck was he gonna do with a crush like this one?
"Want to.. uh, play with me?" she felt embarrassed, but Beau smiled and nodded one last time before picking his guitar, kissing his ma's forehead, and following Annie into the children's ward.
They weren't very enthusiastic about him until he began to play Frozen's Let It Go and Annie followed him with the piano. They made a bunch of Disney songs and when Beau's fongers couldn't take anymore, Annie kept playing and Beau took the boys' attention to telling them which Lantern they would be, taking different. Colored pens to draw each symbol on their hands.
Annie still looked beautiful when he arrived home and cried himself to sleep.
***
It was the middle of class when Beau received Naveen's thoughts from the hallway outside. His eyes widened, his stance tightener, and Hollace by his side looked at him strangely, as was usual for him.
"Beau?" he whispered over to him. "The fuck is wrong with you?"
"My mom," he felt his mouth dry and his eyes burns at the urgency in Naveen's thoughts and the grotesque picture he surely hadn't meant for him to see. "Oh, god, mom, I..."
"Mr. Ling?" Hollace stood and grasped Hollace's elbow, lifting him up. "Beau doesn't feel very well, can I take him to the nurse?"
"Of course," their teacher had always been extremely nice, and Beau hoped he won the fucking lottery.
Making their way out of class, Beau took a deep breath and controlled himself, looking solemnly at Naveen, who was waiting for him. As soon as the two were in front of each other, the elder pulled the Cajun boy into a fullfilling embrace.
"Is she okay?" damn it, he was crying again. "Please, uncle, I'm old enough, I... I can take it all."
"It was an aotnic seizure," Naveen rubbed his hand on his back, soothing the tense muscles. "She fell and got a concussion before any of us could get to her. I'm sorry, son."
"It's okay," Beau sniffled. "It's okay, really, it's... okay."
"She's resting right now," Naveen pulled away and lifted Beau's head by hos chin, making him look into his deep browns. "She needs it. Go home and take your guitar, you know she loves it."
"Uncle -"
"You're doing very well, Beau," he slapped his hand on his shoulder. "I have to go back to the shop, there's a very important client coming soon. But everyone's still at the hospital."
"Okay," he nodded, rubbing his eyes.
Naveen, quick as he came, he disappeared, and it was only then that Beau realized Hollace was still there, feeling of utter and complete impotence flying out of him.
"Hey, it's alright," he shrugged it off. "It's not the worst of what's happened."
"She," Hollace blinked twice at him, rapidly. "Beau, is your mom epileptic?"
"Yeah," he rubbed the back of his neck. "It's... kind of hard, but she's getting better, lately, believe it or not."
"That day, at the hospital," Hollace approached him, and to Beau's surprise, he grasped his arm tightly but not with a bruising grip. "Was it because your mom was there?"
"Yeah," he nodded.
There were so many spectrums of emotions coming from Hollace that Beau wasn't sure what exactly the brunet was feeling. It was as if he's taken all Lantern Rings and put them all on at once. So Beau moved his arm and gently took a grip on Hollace's hand, squeezing his fingers.
"Go back to class," he sent him a very soft smile and Hollace immediately radiated defensive behavior. "You need to catch up in this class. I'll go to the hospital and see my mom. Don't worry about it."
"I will," Hollace blurted, embarrassment burning through him. His cheeks turned the deepest shade of red and he snatched his hand away. "I will fucking worry, you dipshit! You mom was the nicest woman I've ever goddamn met and she's got a jerk of a son like you! Of course I will worry!"
Beau laughed, turned to the exit, looked back at Hollace, and patted his chest, right over his heart, nodding and finally moving away from the startled young adult.
***
Tina, Craig and Tom were leaving when Beau dismounted his motorcycle. He took off his helmet half-heartedly and stood in front of them, waiting for the veredict. Although Craig seemed fine, Tina seemed shaken. Tom was relieved, he could feel it deep inside.
"She's alright," Craig nodded at him, the buff man giving him a gentle gaze. "She'll be alright, kiddo, she's just taking a bit of a nap."
"For once, the bill is covered, too!" Tom grinned.
"That's good," Beau sighed in relief. He was wondering how much he'd have to work to make up for the expenses.
"I was the closest to her," Tina's dark cheeks were stained with tear tracks. She rubbed at her nose. "I didn't react fast enough, Beau, I'm sorry."
"It's not your fault," he found his hand rubbing away the tears. She was twenty-six but he stood a good head taller than her. She was so tiny. "You guys go back to the diner. I'll stay for a while."
"Go to sleep at your own damn house, kid," Craig glared at him. "Don't overworry like you always do."
"D'accord," he smiled weakly.
Entering the hospital, he got the room number fast and walked through the hallways with a knot in his throat. He knew she was fine, had felt it was only the truth, but he hated when this happened and his mother ended up weak and frail and more dead than alive.
Knocking on the door, he opened it only to find his mother sleeping and Dr. Kizer checking up on her. Beau sighed in relief at the doctor and trudged towards the bed, ignoring the professional until his hand was firmly against his mother's. He quickly set the guitar case next to the auxiliar table.
"She's alright!" the good doctor grinned at him, and when he looked at her he suddenly realized something.
"You're Annie's mom," he shut his eyes. "God, why didn't I see this sooner? You two look a lot alike."
"Oh, you flatter me," she laughed, although the tinge of sadness would not dissipate from her. Of course she wore a hex bag, Annie had probably asked Naveen to make a bracelet or something for her entire family. Remy had done so, too. "She's here, with the children, if you want to see her."
"No!" he immediately recoiled as Dr. Kizer frowned. "I... I want to be with ma right now."
"I see," she looked at the guitar and nodded, grabbing all her utensils. "Well, all she needs is rest. She's been talen care of and in a few days she'll be as healthy as a rose."
"Thank you, doctor," he tiredly sat by his mother's legs.
As the other mother left the room, Beau stared at his own. The thoughts from the people inside the hospital faded once he began to delve into his own, reminding himself that his ma was the strongest woman in the world - stronger than Esther, who left her world to be free. Stronger than Annie, who could raise and control the undead. Stronger than his sister, who had the courage to tell them her boyfriend had used his fist on her. Stronger than anyone else who had their daughter be killed, ignored by the police, had their husbanda leaving them and their son developing psychic powers.
Beau cried for a while, like he was doing so often lately. He hadn't felt this useless in his life. He didn't save people, but kill them. He couldn't get good grades unless he cheated with his powers. Drama was becoming a task more than something he enjoyed lately. He could barely sleep, or eat, or do anything without being reminded that, wherever he went, there was always something bad waiting for him and the people who surrounded him.
He picked the guitar - why not? - and began to play Flake, by Jack Johnson, because his mother had always loved that song and he was very okay with singing that one at the moment. His fingers were bleeding from the pressure he put on them by the end of the song, and Beau lifted them to his face and squeezed until more blood oozed out.
"You twat! Don't do that, you'll bleed out!"
Beau jumped, the guitar falling on the bed as Annie hurriedly grabbed some cotton and dissenfectant, sitting beside him to clean up the wounds angrily.
"I thought you were with the kids," he mumbled incoherently.
"My mom talked to me," her eyes turned softer. "I... didn't know your mom had epilepsy."
"No, I didn't," he watched her work, fascinated with how she could heal him this fast. "Nobody asked. I don't like to talk about it."
"We've known each other for a few months now," she sighed, placing little band aids on the cuts. They had Adventure Time characters on them. Beau had again the urge to cry. "That qualifies us as friends, doesn't it? And you helped me out when... well, when my sister was pulled into the conversation."
"You felt sad," he shrugged, then looked at his ma, laying limp on the hospital bed. "You would've done the same."
"I don't know about that," she laughed a little. "What were you playing?"
"Jack Johnson," he placed his hands on his lap. "She likes him a lot."
There was silence, and Beau thought about Annie playing the piano for the sick kids with a smile and the most beautiful look in her eyes that he had ever seen. Then he was reminded of Alice and looked at Annie a for a moment he pictured himself with a nice girl, once again, but this time someone like Annie.
Beau really needed to stop crushing on too assertive girls.
Damn, he thought to himself, running a hand through his hair, I don't have time for this shit.
But Annie really was strong, wasn't she? A sister with Leukemia, the rising of the undead, the fact that she could float as if she were Storm T'Challa and the fiery red of her hair. What the fuck was he gonna do with a crush like this one?
"Want to.. uh, play with me?" she felt embarrassed, but Beau smiled and nodded one last time before picking his guitar, kissing his ma's forehead, and following Annie into the children's ward.
They weren't very enthusiastic about him until he began to play Frozen's Let It Go and Annie followed him with the piano. They made a bunch of Disney songs and when Beau's fongers couldn't take anymore, Annie kept playing and Beau took the boys' attention to telling them which Lantern they would be, taking different. Colored pens to draw each symbol on their hands.
Annie still looked beautiful when he arrived home and cried himself to sleep.
June 11th, 2015 at 11:58am