Destiny Is a Funny Thing

@ A Drop On the Window
Lila didn't think she had been good to him lately. She had been selfish and broken. She didn't support him like he needed her to and like she had in the past. She wasn't sure if she could get back to that but she couldn't tell him that. He would deny every bit of it.

Mikkie held her close, as the night continued on, he kissed her neck as she finished her drink. "Do you need anything now my love?" he asked softly

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@ A Drop On the Window
Lila nodded. "No lets go to bed and you can rub some of that oil on me." she smiled feeling limber and relaxed now that she had finished her wine.

Mikkie nodded and smiled, "of course love," he said softly. He helped her out of the couch, and led her to the bedroom. He turned looking at her, pulling her close and kissing her.

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Lila followed Mikkie into their room and had just closed the door turning back when he turned pulling her close. She moaned softly against his mouth her hands moving up his arms as she matched his kiss.

Mikkie ran his hands down her back, continuing to kiss her. He pulled back, "Do you want to get naked my love, and then I'll get started," he said softly.

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Lila giggled loving the way he said that. She kissed him softly and nodded. She moved over to her side of the room and pulled off her shirt tossing it in the hamper. She wiggled out of her pants a little tipsy so she had to grab onto the dresser. She turned and pulled off her bra and panties standing naked before him watching his eyes move over her. She wasn't the same as she was before Orion.

Mikkie smiled and moved over to her, he rubbed her belly lightly, and moved his arms around to her back. "Still as beautiful as the first time," he said softly. He kissed her neck lightly, as he reached for the oil. He ran his hand down to her wetness, "God I've wanted you all day long," he said

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Lila smiled as he looked her over and lavished her with kisses and sweet words. As his hand started to move farther down she wrapped her hand around his. "I'm still sore love. I wont be able to for four week or so. The doctor told me to let it heal down there." she said blushing softly. "I love you Mikkie. I'm sorry." she said hoping he understood she wanted to but she couldn't.

Mikkie nodded gently and kissed her, "It's okay, we can just stick with oil then," he said. He moved his hand up her belly slowly, before he reached over for the oil

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@ A Drop On the Window
Lila kissed him softly back. "Thank you love." she said.

The next month was more of the same. Lila was trying to keep it all together and keep helping Orion though when Mikkie's parents left to go home it was harder to deal with everything. Mikkie was in school today for the first time since his parents left. She had seen him off reassuring him she could handle it but she hadn't realized until midway through the day how hard it was to do on her own.

Lila woke up from a nap to hear Orion crying. He had just woken form his own nap and Lila rolled over looking at him laying there in the crib. She lay there a long time just staring at Oliver and then sat up. He needed to feed and was probably wet. She sighed and stood going to pick him up. She changed him and fed him before placing him asleep back in the crib. She sat there on the bed looking at him until Mikkie got home.

Mikkie was struggling with Lila being so distant, he was finding it hard to keep positive around her, but he did. He had a rough day at college, and almost had a panic attack, but knew he couldn't bother Lila.

When he got home, he took a deep breath and then headed inside, "Hey Lila, you around?" he called.

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@ A Drop On the Window
Lila heard Mikkie and popped out of the bedroom. "Mikkie!" she moved out to him and wrapped her arms around him. "Hey love." she said and kissed him softly. She snuggled into him already feeling better being in his arms. They had found out that Orion was officially his a couple weeks ago. They were so excited and celebrated like crazy the entire family and even Chris was excited for them. But it all still felt like a dream. Lila knew Mikkie had been noticing her distance. She was fine until they started to talk about Orion or taking care of Orion. She didn't know how to talk about how she felt with the baby. She took care of him of course but something was wrong and she didn't know what it was.

Mikkie smiled and kissed her back. He held her tightly, "how was your day?" he asked softly as he moved to the couch with her. Mikkie had started to pick up not to discuss Orion directly, and wanted to help her with it as much as possible. He did however want to let her know how much he still wanted her

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@ A Drop On the Window
Lila moved to the couch with him and sat down. She smiled sadly as he asked about her day and she looked down trying to figure out how to describe it. She looked up shaking her head. "It was find but don't worry about me how was your day? How are your new classes?" she asked him and snuggled into his side.

Mikkie smiled and pulled her close to him, "my classes were, fine," he said softly. "I don't like one of the professors, he was a bit pushy," he said softly. He kissed her neck, "Tell me, how do you want to spend our evening?" he asked softly, "dinner and a movie?" he asked.

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Lila frowned as she talked about a pushy professor. She knew that class would be hard for him. "I know you can do it." she said and bit her lip as he asked how she wanted to spend their evening. She nodded but then a frown clouded her face as Orion started to cry. She froze just sitting there that confused pained look on her face.

Mikkie nodded, "I'll get through it, it'll just take time to get used to him," he said. He looked at her, and smiled weakly, "I'll go and sort him out, change him if needed," he said softly

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Lila looked up at Mikkie sad and yet grateful. "Thank you love I'll make dinner." She stood and moved into the kitchen to get started.

Mikkie smiled and nodded, he stood up walking into the bedroom, and picking up his fussing son. He spent a moment playing with him, before moving to change him, as he needed it. He then held his son in his arm walking out to Lila, "the little guy is happy as now," he said softly. He lent in close to Orion, "wave to mommy," he said softly, as he lifted the boys hand to wave gently to Lila.

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