The Force

"I don't know anything else but being a Jedi, and I want that life with you," he sai to her.

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She sighed and nodded, "No longer than an hour a day till she is three, then two hours max. After she is six she can begin a four hour training day after her general education," she said to him.

She sighed a little. "If I do leave with you, we get married, and have children, what happens if I cant care for them? Because I'm not good enough to do it?" She asked softly. "You are the only person in my life that I care about. Just you."

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He shook his head. "We have structures that I expect to be followed. You may offer your input but she will be trained the way I was."

She stared at him, "She will be trained but I want to over see how much of her time is spent becoming like stone; she is my daughter too," she said to him as she looked at him, "She will not be harmed or maimed, am I clear I will kill anyone who so much as leaves a bruise on her," she told him, "That also includes you," she said to him.

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"You'll be fine if we did that, we'd make it work," he said to her softly.

He scoffed. "You could try but you can be eliminated just as easily. I am doing you the favor of being here with a say. But she is my daughter as well and she will be great. She will be trained to be that way."

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She sighed a little. "I just want you happy."

"Sehun do not fucking tempt me," she said to him, "I came here because I fucking missed you don't make me regret his, I agreed to her training, I am agreeing to her being in your life do not make me regret this,"

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"And I want the same for you," he said to her.

She sighed a little. "I am happy with you. So If it will make you happy, I will leave for you."

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"Tempt you? I have just as much a right for her as you do. I want you here but not if you will make things difficult." He said to her.

"I'm making reasonable demands, you're the one who wants her to be a warrior - she is a baby and she is a baby till she is three years old, and I love her more than anything in this world, she will be a worldly young woman and I will not stand for her to be made into a soldier for a war she may want no part in," she said to him seriously.

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"You would?" he said to her softly.

"This is why the force is so close minded. We do not raise storm troopers, if that was the case she would be sent to their camp. She will be a leader, and a fighter. That's what we train. And in that sense shes better off taking after me considering you want to limit her as a soldier." He said angrily.

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She smiled weakly. "I will lose everything I have known, but I am happy I know you. I am gaining more than I am losing in you." She murmured. "However, joining the light side will prove a problem as I have no light in me at all, except with you."

"I want her to WANT what SHE wants not the wants of her parents," she said to him just as angry, "She can be those things but she will become them because SHE wants to not because it is forced upon her," she said to him.

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"Thats all that matters," he said to her softly.

"I doubt she'd have wants so small as to be a soldier but she will have the skills to lead and protect herself and I can give her that." He said to her.

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"If that's enough then there is nothing more to worry about." She said softly, kissing him.

"I'm not saying its bad to want great things for her, not in the slightest," she said as she walked over to him, "But I want her to be happy, what if she is happy doing something not pretaining to the first order? I want her to be happy first and foremost because she deserves every kind of happiness this world has to offer, and sometime money and power can't buy that, Sehun,"

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He kissed her back and stroked her face.

She looked around and sighed. "I'll lose everything though. I've never cooked a meal for myself," She laughed a little. "Or cleaned."

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He shrugged. "If she decides against it so be it, though I doubt it. But she will be able to lead and she will be able to fight."

She sighed a little and rubbed her face as she sat down on the couch.

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"Well I can teach you some things," he said to her

She smiled a little. "You're going to have to," She murmured. "Or else I won't prove to be much help to you."

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He looked at the baby who was staring at him and he smiled, feeling the strangest thing happen in his chest. He'd never felt it before but he was happy.

She smiled a little as she watched then sighed as she looked at the infant in his arms.

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"I will do what I can," he said to her

"Where do you live?" She asked softly. "Or should we find some place to live? Before I leave I can use the money I have to buy a home if we need to."

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He smiled a little at the baby and sighed. "For having her, thank you. I am glad she is here."

She nodded,"I'd do it again, in a heart beat," he told her.

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He sighed a little a little, "Well I have a small home, two bedroom," he sai to her

She smiled a little weakly. "I'm sure it's great." She said softly. "I'll be fine, since you'll be there."

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He nodded a little. "Maybe once she's older, we can talk about another one."

She looked at him and furrowed her brow, "You want more?" she said to him softly as she looked at him.

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He smiled,"IF you want to buy a new home, you can," he said to her.

She shrugged. "It would be ours, so it has to be both of our decisions. Besides, if we do this, I need to take the money we'd use before I leave."

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He shook his head. "I said maybe, we'll talk about it. Nothing definite at all."