It took a while for Beth to finally register the searing pain spreading across her shoulder and chest. Everything seems to slow down once she slumped on the floor. The first thought she has, as she sees Dawn's body fall to the ground in front of her was that she's done it. Everything is finally over now that Dawn's dead. The consequences of what she's done were far from her mind, even with the pain in her shoulder. She lies still, cheek pressed against the cold hospital floor and stares at Dawn.
She only looks away when she's bundled into Rick's arms. Beth feels herself go completely limp as Rick holds her. She doesn't know what to say as she sees the panic in his face. Is she supposed to even say anything? The first thing that comes to mind is an apology, an explanation that it needed to be done. She wants to tell him everything; Gavin, Joan, Gorman, O'Donnell... It was all linked back to Daw, and it all had to end.
The pressure on the wound doesn't cause any more pain or distress for Beth. She never once thought when she was living back on the farm that she would ever be in so much pain it didn't seem possible to add to it.
Her mind slips to her father, to the prayers they used to say around the table before they ate, the prayers she would whisper in hopes of bringing her mother back. She wonders for a moment if she'll see them.
As Rick speaks, she wants to comfort him. She wants to tell him that there's no need to make threats, that she's okay.
"Rick," is all she manages to breathe out. Beth tries to lift her arm, trying to reach up to cup Rick's face and comfort him.
She isn't able to move before she loses consciousness.
She only looks away when she's bundled into Rick's arms. Beth feels herself go completely limp as Rick holds her. She doesn't know what to say as she sees the panic in his face. Is she supposed to even say anything? The first thing that comes to mind is an apology, an explanation that it needed to be done. She wants to tell him everything; Gavin, Joan, Gorman, O'Donnell... It was all linked back to Daw, and it all had to end.
The pressure on the wound doesn't cause any more pain or distress for Beth. She never once thought when she was living back on the farm that she would ever be in so much pain it didn't seem possible to add to it.
Her mind slips to her father, to the prayers they used to say around the table before they ate, the prayers she would whisper in hopes of bringing her mother back. She wonders for a moment if she'll see them.
As Rick speaks, she wants to comfort him. She wants to tell him that there's no need to make threats, that she's okay.
"Rick," is all she manages to breathe out. Beth tries to lift her arm, trying to reach up to cup Rick's face and comfort him.
She isn't able to move before she loses consciousness.
April 30th, 2016 at 12:47am