Confess on My Wayward Son

Honestly I can't get over how good Black Panther was. It surpassed my -already high- expectations. Not only was it simply just a great movie, all of the actors and actresses in it did such a wonderful job. It's very, very rare that I watch a movie and I just fall in love with every character and am impressed by every single portrayal, but that's exactly what happened with Black Panther. They were all so damn talented and I hope to see all of those actors in more works soon. Even as an individual who is white, the significance of this movie did not remotely go unnoticed. I felt proud and elated to finally have this type of representation for the black community because I know it's long overdue. It was inspiring to see such strong, intelligent, diverse female characters who were pivotal in the plot. Those actresses blew me away, they were all so talented and beautiful. Overall I really just loved that movie and everyone in it and I could gush about it forever.

I totally forgot to call my boss for an entire week since she requested my correspondence and that’s got to look horrible.

I am so damn behind on writing Wonderland but this chapter is just killing me. Every time I open it up I get so bored and find a new distraction like omg help

In about a month I'm getting a new phone and I'm SO STOKED.

I'm absolutely horrified at the mounting racism that seems to be happening here. Amidst everything else wrong with the world right now - and there's so so much wrong with it - to see us step back countless decades like this? When did we stop seeing people when we look at each other? Why is there so much acid and hostility around? Why have we become so much more self-righteous and selfish? This country was such a nice place, we had community and we welcomed everyone. How can I be proud of this place when there's so much hate, so much inequality, and so much sadness? Britain portrays this image of wealth and posterity and Keep Calm and Carry On, but it's not all like that. Not under the surface. Thousands of years of history and we still can't get along with each other and treat each other with love and respect.

When your dog runs upstairs and you think there's nothing interesting for her to sniff out, so you let her come back downstairs in her own time. Then you remember that slice of pizza on a plate on your bed by your laptop, you pterodactyl screech and race for the stairs. As you head up, she heads down with the crust in her mouth and the tip of the slice hanging down, making her look like an American college student.

LORD. That dog is gonna be the death of me.

When you're that single friend, you'll always be that one person who will be casted aside when your friends start dating someone. They will look for you all the time when they're single as you. But the moment they find someone, suddenly you're not that 'close friend' of them anymore. But when that relationship falls apart, suddenly they will come looking for you.

I've never been in a relationship so I've always been that single friend.

There's sex scandals and abuse happening in our charities. Our charities for fucks sake. I hate humans, ultimately we're all just garbage aren't we. There aren't enough good ones to balance out the bad, seems like everyone is a jerk these days. I hope we go extinct sooner rather than later so we don't infect the universe.

In a few months we’ll be making $800 more than what we were this time last year and I think we’ll be able to afford a rental house easy versus an apartment....

dunno what to say or how to feel about that, but alright.

absolute crock of shit

I just successfully coded a website for the first time, and I’ve never felt so happy

Ugh.

Man, you know what?

Am I having a mid-life crisis? Or am I just bored with my current situation? I'm searching for something and I have no idea what that is.

I'm scREAMIN. MY BABY IS FINALLY GETTING SOME BACKSTORY AND DEVELOPMENT I'M CRY.

jk lol but on another note we're planning another trip already and I'm so excited but also in need of a sugar daddy

Why do I keep trying?

We just bought a Purple mattress.

I've had this fucking cough since Christmas and I'm pretty certain I have bronchitis but I can't go to the doctor because I have no insurance it's driving me insane I just want to STOP COUGHING