Confess on My Wayward Son

I've become insanely good friends with the new guy at work because we have a ridiculous amount in common and we just feel so comfortable with each other that we can talk for ages about anything. But I'm really worried because his girlfriend is the jealous type. He helped get rid of some dead birds in my yard so I offered him a cuppa and now she might give him shit for hanging out with another girl cos he's genuine enough to tell her the truth. I have no designs on him at all! I love my boyfriend and he loves his girlfriend, we're just good friends. But I feel bad for just being nice because it's gonna get him into trouble. I feel bad and I haven't done anything wrong and I can't blame her because she's only jealous cos of self esteem issues and god I feel that. Ugh why can't boys and girls just be friends without all these bloody complications.

Roast in the crockpot, makeup reviews on the Youtube, slipper socks on the feet, coffee in the mug, and Harley Quinn blanket on the lap. Hell yeah, yo.

Someone please explain to me how I've ended up in the library at nearly 1AM. Helping my ex with his essay.

it's dinner and no one is here. my uncle paul is the only one who came. no one sent cards. no one ever really remembers or cares about my birthday as much as they do my sister or my cousins. i'm always asking for the last few years for money specifically because i badly need a laptop, which i explain - nothing - while my sister who isn't allowed to have money per my mother's orders gets hundreds. this is such a joke. i thought given all that's going on i'd at least get a good birthday from family outside the house but i guess not. cool.

I decided I want to go visit a friend for a couple days on the break that I get between this semester and my spring class and my mom completely lost her mind. She screamed at me that I'm a horrible person for making her reschedule a dentist appointment and take my little brother to yoga with her and that I don't need to go anywhere because I hung out with friends a month ago so why do I need to again. Even though I'm going to be working like a crazy person the next few months while taking spring classes so that I can save up money and hopefully not work as much next year while also being able to pay her for my car, so I won't be able to go anywhere during the summer. I'm literally gonna be gone for like, 4 days, I really don't think it's the end of the world, but apparently I'm a horrible, horrible person.

Feeling salty as fuck because the boyfriend is finally gonna be in my town for the first time since early March. Do I get to see him? Do I fuck. The ex is tagging along because she hasn't gone out in months. Awesome. Love being the secret girlfriend you never see. I'll just stay home and hope you find time for me in the next few months.

All I do is sleep these days

I have absolutely no motivation to do anything, and it scares me.

(side note: as soon as I saw the title of this thread a part of me squealed inside)

I honestly can't wait to graduate and never talk to any of my classmates again

My perfect weight would be where I just fade into oblivious.

I just don't want to exist anymore.
Is that so hard to understand?

i actually only spent $17 on makeup but ended up with like $150+ worth bc connections but i can't say anything because i think it was against policy, but i feel bad because i've asked for donations to see my gma & just posted a picture of all the makeup *facepalm* i also got a really bad chemical burn? reaction burn? from being outside even though i'm taking tramadol. it was worth it though. my dead friend, roy, i met his mom today at the opening of the military grade rotc course at the college he was attending. she was so sweet, and the ceremony was amazing. i had to make a $20 donation to get the shirt, but my mom gave me $20 after we got home so eh. super happy my mom took the day off as a birthday gift to take me. somehow i still feel like something is wrong though even though it seems like i've had a good day. bleh

I love calling PayPal because someone's used my account to access an adult site.
It's so fun. And not mortifying at all.

If only Sims 2 had story progression, then it would be perfect.

I'm really nervous about not getting any internship offers, 'cause there is a chance that, out of the 3 that I'm having final interviews with, none of them will accept me. I should keep applying just in case.

I realized the other day that I can't remember the last time I smoked weed, and I kinda miss doing it, but I dunno when I'm gonna do it again. I just kinda hate that it's illegal because fear of getting caught is a huge reason I quit.

It's days like this one that I miss having a yard and porch. I just woke up from a nap, if I had those I'd go out and garden but instead I'll just laze around.

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i just want to be a nymph....!

lmfao why is the elite four easier than this paper? J;

Narcan/Naloxone, the heroine antidote, is really fun because yes! It saves people but it also makes them violently and vehemently ill to their stomachs and quite literally snaps them "Back to life" such that they often go into minor shock. And if that isn't a wake up call, I don't know what is.

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The ideal weekend, the entire weekend, would involve me waking up a little earlier than I have today and having a little coffee before meditating for an hour or so, maybe even just for a half hour. And then I'd go outside and tend my garden for a few hours before coming in and showering down if need be. And then I'd make a nice lunch, take a nap, and then begin to cook a nice sized dinner.

Having all of these dogs around here is starting to annoy me, especially since two out of the eight dogs are mine and the rest dont listen worth a shit and are almost always getting tangled up in shit in my room and chewing my shit up and they have the gall to say that i should keep my stuff up when I do. These dogs know how to get into shit. They are constantly getting into my shit and tearing everything up that they get a hold of. The original plan was to let the dogs stay inside during winter and when the warm weather comes, the dogs would go back out into the pen. But no, the dogs have to be inside, especially in THIS HOUSE where they get into shit constnantly. I dont mind the dogs being here, i just want them to stop tearing my shit up.

This was our only chance to avoid being homeless and it failed.

Hahahahaha, oh my god. Please do not tell me that they actually included the killing of the Martells in the first episode by the fucking Sand Snakes. Oh my fucking god, these pictures are just hilarious.

HBO has turned a bloody fantastic book series into nothing more than cheap fanfiction. Doran being killed by a bunch of girls and their pathetic mother is just pure bullshit.

This has just made my fucking night because the shit they've turned this into. Oh fucking god.

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Oh my fucking god, it's worse than I could have thought. Jesus fucking christ. What have they done.