Bucky thought that protecting Ari was worth his memories getting wiped again, but she did make a lot of good points. He knew that if he did forget her and the time they have spent together, then it would hurt her and he didn’t want that. It would take a lot to take down HYDRA, it needed one big hit to the core to bring it all down and that would take time and planning. If his mind got wiped before he could do anything, then it would have all been for nothing.
But if he didn’t take out his revenge for Ari, then he could keep the memories they have made together. He would remember her and could spend more time with her, which is what he did want and clearly she wanted that as well. “But…” He started but stopped when he felt her arms wrap around him, her head resting into his neck. “I’ll let it go for now,” He told her quietly as he held onto her hand, his metal hand moved to rest on her waist. Nowhere near the tattoo so he didn’t cause her anymore pain or soreness.
“You’re one stubborn little miss,” He whispered as he rested the side of his head against her head, “They will still pay for this. I’ll make sure of it,” Bucky wouldn’t let this go completely, well hopefully he wouldn’t forget about it because he did want to make HYDRA pay for all the pain they inflicted on him and on Ari. He’ll write himself a note so in case his mind did get wiped, he would still know that if he wrote it down and found it once he couldn’t remember then it had to be important to him at one stage. “You need to get more rest, you’ve been through a lot.” He whispered to her, he didn’t really want her to sleep as he liked talking to her. But she was probably still tired and he also needed some sleep himself, but he just didn’t want to because it wasted time that could be spent with her.
Grace had made herself busy for the day doing different things and she even talked to other agents when they had the time, she had dinner but she hadn’t seen Steve since that morning and it did worry her slightly. But she hadn’t seen anyone leave the base, so he had to be somewhere around the building. She was heading back to her room to relax when Natasha walked past her and whispered a message to her, Grace froze as she looked over her shoulder and watched as Natasha kept walking along the hallway.
It didn’t take her long before she was rushing towards the front door of the base, pushing her way through and out into the evening air. Heading towards where the bridge was, she rushed but ended up jogging over to where she found Steve standing. “Steve,” She breathed out when she saw he was physically alright, once she reached his side her hand instantly rested on his back. Before moving up and down his spine to comfort him, “What happened?” She asked him softly hoping that he was able to tell her, there had been times when he wasn’t allowed to tell anyone about a mission.
Her eyes held so much concern for him, she listened as he told her that there would be a mission tomorrow and that Bucky might be there. Grace wasn’t sure if he couldn’t tell her anymore, or he was saving the details so she wouldn’t worry more about him. “Okay… well for right now there isn’t much you can do. This was bound to happen, Steve. All you can do tomorrow is focus on the mission, if Bucky is there then it’ll be another chance you get to try and get through to him.” She didn’t know what else to tell him, he needed to get the mission finished but if his friend was there then Steve could try to talk to him but the mission was sadly more important.
“Try not to worry about it, alright? All you’ll do is stress yourself out,” Grace stood close to him, her hand was still rubbing his back as her other hand wrapped around his bicep (or as much as she could hold onto). Leaning forward she rested her cheek on his shoulder, her eyes looking up at him as she tried to work out what he was thinking. There really wasn’t anything else that he could do, not until tomorrow came around.
But if he didn’t take out his revenge for Ari, then he could keep the memories they have made together. He would remember her and could spend more time with her, which is what he did want and clearly she wanted that as well. “But…” He started but stopped when he felt her arms wrap around him, her head resting into his neck. “I’ll let it go for now,” He told her quietly as he held onto her hand, his metal hand moved to rest on her waist. Nowhere near the tattoo so he didn’t cause her anymore pain or soreness.
“You’re one stubborn little miss,” He whispered as he rested the side of his head against her head, “They will still pay for this. I’ll make sure of it,” Bucky wouldn’t let this go completely, well hopefully he wouldn’t forget about it because he did want to make HYDRA pay for all the pain they inflicted on him and on Ari. He’ll write himself a note so in case his mind did get wiped, he would still know that if he wrote it down and found it once he couldn’t remember then it had to be important to him at one stage. “You need to get more rest, you’ve been through a lot.” He whispered to her, he didn’t really want her to sleep as he liked talking to her. But she was probably still tired and he also needed some sleep himself, but he just didn’t want to because it wasted time that could be spent with her.
Grace had made herself busy for the day doing different things and she even talked to other agents when they had the time, she had dinner but she hadn’t seen Steve since that morning and it did worry her slightly. But she hadn’t seen anyone leave the base, so he had to be somewhere around the building. She was heading back to her room to relax when Natasha walked past her and whispered a message to her, Grace froze as she looked over her shoulder and watched as Natasha kept walking along the hallway.
It didn’t take her long before she was rushing towards the front door of the base, pushing her way through and out into the evening air. Heading towards where the bridge was, she rushed but ended up jogging over to where she found Steve standing. “Steve,” She breathed out when she saw he was physically alright, once she reached his side her hand instantly rested on his back. Before moving up and down his spine to comfort him, “What happened?” She asked him softly hoping that he was able to tell her, there had been times when he wasn’t allowed to tell anyone about a mission.
Her eyes held so much concern for him, she listened as he told her that there would be a mission tomorrow and that Bucky might be there. Grace wasn’t sure if he couldn’t tell her anymore, or he was saving the details so she wouldn’t worry more about him. “Okay… well for right now there isn’t much you can do. This was bound to happen, Steve. All you can do tomorrow is focus on the mission, if Bucky is there then it’ll be another chance you get to try and get through to him.” She didn’t know what else to tell him, he needed to get the mission finished but if his friend was there then Steve could try to talk to him but the mission was sadly more important.
“Try not to worry about it, alright? All you’ll do is stress yourself out,” Grace stood close to him, her hand was still rubbing his back as her other hand wrapped around his bicep (or as much as she could hold onto). Leaning forward she rested her cheek on his shoulder, her eyes looking up at him as she tried to work out what he was thinking. There really wasn’t anything else that he could do, not until tomorrow came around.
May 22nd, 2016 at 01:27pm