Lyra Silvermen & Matthew Murdock
She bruises coughs she splutters pistol shots
But hold her down with soggy clothes and breezeblocks
She's morphine queen of my vaccine my love
But hold her down with soggy clothes and breezeblocks
She's morphine queen of my vaccine my love
James "Bucky" Barnes & Marlene Davis
She may contain the urge to runaway
But hold her down with soggy clothes and breezeblocks.
But hold her down with soggy clothes and breezeblocks.
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Lyra Silvermen | Blogger Extraordinaire
The past year had been a hell of a roller coaster ride for Lyra Silvermen. Since moving back to Hell's Kitchen, her life had been turned upside down. It began when she was walking home from her job at the Daily Bugle late one night. Two low-lives had tried to mug her, but before she could sustain any serious harm; the Devil of Hell's Kitchen had saved her. It had been that night which shaped her interest in the heroes, though some referred to them as vigilantes that had been cropping up all over New York. Her interest was her own borough, Hell's Kitchen. At first it was only the Devil, and Lyra would "find" herself in bits of trouble. Barking up trees that would lead to thugs targeting her, and always the Devil would come to her rescue. It was an odd friendship, it began with her trying to coax bits of perspective out of him for her blog about vigilantes. Over the year it had shifted to something... Different. The Devil showing up late at night, crouched on her fire escape and tapping the window like it was the most natural thing in the world. And Lyra? She'd always leave out a coffee and Tylenol for him. She was no nurse, and when he came he was normally already patched up.
It was strange, but she was relieved that he had someone else looking out for him. Lyra, trying to dig out why exactly he felt compelled to run and protect around a borough that was half in awe, and half-afraid of him. Sometimes he'd vent, talking about how what he did was justified as he protected those the law could not. The victims of rapists that walked because there wasn't enough evidence. The abusers that went back to their victims because they were too frightened to testify. Sometimes he'd forlornly talk about an escaped lead, once or twice he'd mentioned his vigilante work was taking a toll on his personal life. And Lyra? She kept note of it all, it went onto the blog and he didn't seem to mind. Her job had taken notice of it a few months ago, and tasked her with vigilante and hero news. A welcome over the sports they had her reporting on previously. And people had taken to her blog. Where before she had a handful of followers it sometimes felt like the entire borough was following, watching, reading, holding their collective breath to see what the Devil would do next. By the end of the year, most people were more on his side than not- and the Devil had a new name. Daredevil.
In her opinion it was better than the Devil of Hell's Kitchen. That had been a mouthful. Then things shifted once again between them. He stopped coming by as often, and she began worrying more. People still emailed her videos and photos of his recent encounters, and she noted his new suit, but best of all- that he was alive. And then it happened for the first time, what he warned her about. Lyra got dragged into the Devil's battles. They had taken her at home, fucking ninjas and she could not convey how grossly shocked she was to have been kidnapped by ninjas. A part of her had been scared, terrified especially when they'd shot that man... But she was convinced that he was going to come. She was sitting on the cold concrete floor, people shouting all around them, sniffled cries when he came; bursting through the door like the picture of God's wrath. It'd been awhile since she'd seen the Devil in action and her breath caught in her throat. She had sensed the urgency when he hurried to her, cutting her binds and carefully, awkwardly even, laid a hand out resting it on her shoulder. "You need to get out of here. Stay safe." And like that he was gone. She wanted to protest, call out to him warn him to be careful but it was pointless. It was in a haze that she made her way back out to the other victims, keeping her head low as she darted to the safety of the police.
The fight she was sure had been bloody and brutal, but she'd been escorted back behind the police to see any of it. And then, after minutes passed and statements were taken- they were told to go home. Stay by the phone in case the police needed them. She'd taken a taxi, her thoughts stuck back at the warehouse with the Devil; praying to a god she did not believe in that he was safe. And then, nothing. Nothing for an entire week. Tonight she'd spent most of it on her fire whispering "please." under her breath. No one had seen or heard from Daredevil in his week of absence. Something had happened she was sure of it- but what? Lyra had no way of contacting him. When it had gotten too cold she'd climbed back through her window into her flat, though didn't give up her silent vigil for the vigilante. Shivering, leaning out of her open window she peered down the fire escape. About to give up she turned, when after she had taken a few steps further into her home when she heard it- the gentle tapping. Like a child Lyra spun, and there he was. Reminding herself not to run, she walked briskly to the window, opening it and wordlessly letting him in. Daredevil stood for a few minutes without saying anything and unable to help she finally broke the silence. "Where have you been? I thought you were dead. No one's seen you since the warehouse- what happened, what's wrong? Are you hurt?"
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James Barnes | Fallen Soldier
If you ask Steve who Bucky is, he'll answer without hesitation a good man. His friend. A war hero. His best friend. If you ask Tony Stark, he'll scowl, spit out like the words were venom that he was a murderer. A war criminal and an assasain. The media would paint him in the light Tony Stark painted Bucky Barnes, and a bomber to ice the cake of reputation. But if you asked Bucky Barnes who he was? Well... He couldn't answer you. Bucky knew he had done horrible, horrible things. Every night when he closed his eyes he saw them all. The faces of the people he killed or hurt. Faces of their loved ones. Faces of HYDRA. Sometimes on a good night he saw friends. Steve, Sam, T'Challa- people who didn't want him dead. After the events of Civil War, Bucky Barnes was a broken and scarred man. Steve had tried to help him at first, but nothing seemed to get through to the brunette. Often times he'd spend the day sat on his bed, staring out the window vacantly. It was a last ditch-effort when Steve packed up Buck's things and moved him to Marlene Davis. He'd heard Steve mentioning that name before- but he could only catch glimpses of blonde hair and stunning eyes that haunted his mind's eye at night.
He felt drawn just to her name, no matter how fucking stupid it sounded. A month after what the media had dubbed, "The Heroes' Civil War, Bucky found himself going from living to Steve, to living with Marlene. When he first met her, Bucky nearly felt like throwing up. The petite blonde, with her sharp, angular jawline and the obvious love in her eyes was someone he'd seen in his dreams. Someone he could not remember. He used to think the face was an angel, but years ago Bucky gave up god. Steve explained that she'd grown up with them; that she and Bucky were very close. In love even. Bucky tried to picture someone like her loving beast like him now; and it almost made him laugh. Then, after introductions and making sure he wouldn't hurt her- Steve was gone. Marlene seemed just as anxious as Bucky, her large eyes watching him with a sense of... of something that he couldn't, no didn't want to figure out. Not now. Bucky didn't think that anyone who knew the things his hands had done could look at him with anything but disgust. Like Tony did.
It took a whole three months for Bucky to stop spending his days locked up in the room which was provided to him. Day by day he'd begun to explore more of the house, though like a skittish cat he was still weary about being around Marlene. Bucky could tell that Marlene thought that he didn't like her- but that wasn't the case. He was terrified that the HYDRA in his head was going to push him to hurt her. That his hands would squeeze the life out of them like he had done to Tony's mother. Because this implicit trust that Marlene seemed to have in him, Bucky did not share. It wasn't until one particular hot spring day did she burst into his room, the noise startling the brunette up onto his feet, hands curled. He relaxed upon seeing Marlene; though stiffened when she reached out, gently wrapping her fingers around his wrist. "Come on you, can't spend a day like this locked up in your room. We're going out to get some ice cream. You like ice cream." Did he? Bucky had nodded and allowed her to tug him from the room to the door. While the day had been stressful, it had been fun as they walked about the streets of Brooklyn. Sure enough, Bucky really enjoyed chocolate ice cream.
A few hazy memories of walking around with Marlene had come back to him that day. Dancing, exhibitions, Cony Island with Marlene, Steve, and.... And someone else he couldn't remember. After that day Bucky had begun to spend more time out of his room. More time with Marlene desperately trying to recover the life they'd shared before it'd all gone to hell. Today Bucky was sprawled out on the couch, waiting for Marlene to come home. His memory journal was on the coffee table, it's pages open to a memory so fresh that the ink was still drying. All it read was, "Steve's mom used to make chicken noodle soup for us; even though she didn't have the money." The ink was blotchy in some part, but it was still legible. He was still reading over the print trying so hard to more vividly recall the memory when the door swung open. Like clockwork Bucky was on his feet, heading towards the hall to greet Marlene. "How was your day? I remembered Sarah making you, Steve, and I soup." There was almost a child-like joy with himself as he spoke, voice gravely and coarse. Whether it was time, or Marlene he felt like he was remembering more these days. Like, there was a clearer path to being the Bucky that Steve and Marlene remembered; not the one who still had night terrors so bad he woke up hollering, choking, and sometimes vomiting.
May 10th, 2016 at 05:59am