Joshua Dun |
Have faith in meSomething that Josh hadn’t very expected to happen, something that he had lost hope in after a week past with no call or text. Was that Roxanne wasn’t going to contact him, and like an idiot he had only given his number to her while he should have asked for her’s so he could contact her. But he hadn’t thought about that at the time and yes, when he left her flat the morning after their night together, things had felt slightly awkward but wasn’t that the case after all one night stands? Not that Josh often had one night stands, it wasn’t something that he enjoyed having as he liked getting to know a woman and taking her out on dates before either of them spent a night together. But things with Roxanne just sort of happened, she was drop dead gorgeous and he could admit that he was shocked that she had invited him into her flat. She was completely out of his league and it was obvious, at least it was obvious to Josh that he didn’t stand a chance of being with her. He was also shocked that she didn’t have a boyfriend, he had no idea why she didn’t but he hadn’t complained about it at the time.
So as time passed him by and he didn’t hear from her, Josh assumed that she didn’t want anything to do with him. Which did hurt him more than he cared to admit, he had wanted to see her again and talk about their lives but he didn’t get that chance. He could have rocked up at her flat and knocked on the door, but he knew that would only make him appear like a creepy stalker which he wasn’t at all. So he did the only thing that he could and that was push any thoughts of Roxanne out of his mind, he wasn’t ever going to forget about her because that was just impossible for him to do. She had left too much of an imprint on him, for him to simply forget about her and the amazing night that spent together. He went on with his life. Catching up with family and friends, trying to stay healthy and practicing his music at every chance he got. So when his phone beeped signalling that he had received a new text message, checking his phone he saw the unknown number but opened the text anyway. Luckily he had been sitting on his couch as he read the message three times, it was Roxanne wanted to catch up with him. A smile was plastered across his face as he wrote his reply out to her and hit send, he was free to see her the day after but only during the morning as he and Tyler had a photo shoot.
For some article that was going to be written about them in some music magazine, however he wasn’t sure how long or what Roxanne wanted to see him about. She hadn’t seemed interested in him after he left her flat, but he pushed those thoughts to the back of his mind. The day couldn’t come fast enough for Josh, he even made sure he looked nice which he never really cared about before unless he was going to an event or somewhere special. He made his way to his favourite little coffee shop in LA and because of the damn traffic, he had to take all the side streets which caused him to be a few minutes late. He had to stop himself from rushing into the coffee shop and making a fool out of himself, so he walked calmly through the door letting his eyes scan over the tables until his eyes landed on the chocolate skinned beauty who was already waiting for him.
“Sorry, the traffic was worse than I expected.” He apologized to her as he lowered his body onto the chair across from her, she looked nervous about being there or was she nervous about seeing him again? He wasn’t sure.
"Josh, there's actually kind of a reason that I wanted to meet up today. I’m pregnant,” The words fell from her plump lips after he took a long sip of his black coffee, his eyes instantly went back to looking at her. Checking her large hazelnut eyes to see if this was a joke, he quickly realised that she was being honest with him.
Josh didn’t have a clue what to say, he didn’t even think he could say something right now as he processed what Roxanne had told him. She was pregnant, with a baby. His baby, she was pregnant with his baby. He had gotten her pregnant. His parents had always taught him to take responsibility of his actions, he was taught to never abandon his responsibilities so he wasn’t going to leave Roxanne or their child.
"But if you don't want anything to do with this I understand. It's overwhelming and... And just not what I wanted to be doing at my age. But if you don't want to be in this mess, I'll walk out and head home. I won't try to get in contact with you again or anything." Roxanne’s voice turned small and vulnerable as she was giving him a way out, a way out that he didn’t want or need as he wasn’t going to go anywhere.
“Roxanne, we did this together and I’m not going to ever abandon you.” His own voice was quiet, there was still shock running through his body. He had always wanted to marry his best friend and start a family, preferably in that order but life doesn’t always stick to a plan that someone wanted. He was going to be a father and he would cherish that for the rest of his life, reaching across the table his hand took one of Roxanne’s small hands into his own. Her hand was trembling in his, so he brushed his thumb over the back of her hand in hopes he would be able to comfort her in some way.
“I’m sorry this happened, but I’ll be right here to support you both. I wouldn’t dream of walking away now, I was never going to walk away from you. We’ll do this together,” Josh promised her from the bottom of his heart, even though he was slowly coming around to the idea of this. At the same time he felt awful, he felt like he had ruined her life. They were still so young, but she was younger and still in college. She had her whole life ahead of her but now she was pregnant, things would change for them both but more so for Roxanne and that wasn’t fair on her. But it was too late now, she was already pregnant and neither of them wanted to have an abortion. So they would raise this baby the best that they could together, he wasn’t sure about how her family would take this. But he knew his family would welcome Roxanne in with open arms, they would have his family’s support and love which he was grateful for.
Evelyn Cruz |
The scariest part is letting goEvelyn had a good childhood, growing up with two older brothers and parents who adored each other. She had friends at school and she was friends with the Joseph family, however the only person who ever had a negative impact on his life was one boy. Tyler Joseph. She still to this day didn’t know what she had done for him to treat her as badly as he had, he had been nasty to her as they grew. Leaving her out of games, calling her a baby, bossing her around, causing her to cry. It was safe to say that Evelyn couldn’t stand him, but nothing stopped their mothers from forcing them to spend time together and continued to have play dates. It was part of her life that she wanted to forget, and she did for the longest time as she pushed all of those memories to the furthest part of her mind. But it was when her father suddenly passed away from a car accident, a drunk driver sped through a red light and hit her father’s car so severely that the injuries caused his death. It rocked the Cruz family to the core and shattered their world, for the longest time Evelyn’s mom refused to leave the house and it was Kelly Joseph who would come over every single day for support and comfort.
That time in her life was another time that Evelyn pushed to the back of her mind, she never wanted to feel that kind of hurt again. When it rips your heart from the chest and knocks the air from the lungs, the hurt that one would struggle to overcome and deal with. But that part of her life was far behind her now, since moving across the country because her mom was offered her dream job role and she couldn’t pass it up. Her mom also wanted to leave the small town that took the life of her one true love, Evelyn’s parents had been high school sweethearts since they were fifteen. Her grandparents helped out a lot until life slowly started to get back to normal, or at least as normal as life would be now. It wasn’t long before her brothers moved off to college and then got jobs, Evelyn followed in their footsteps and also attended college. She did everything in her power to make a good life for herself, to forget all the shit that has happened to her and be a better person. So she worked hard to become a professional photographer and she made sure that she would always earn enough money to live happily on, but that wasn’t enough for her which is when she decided to also be a teacher.
Although then her life took another hit, she found out that her boyfriend of two years had been cheating on her. It was another blow to her, a blow she hadn’t seen coming because she had been dropping hints on them getting married. But apparently her father was watching over her because two days later she received a phone call, a prestige college in LA wanted her to be the photography professor and Evelyn said yes straight away. She didn’t need to think about this job offer, she had nothing keeping her where she was. So she packed up her life, said goodbye to her mom and brothers and made the big move back across the country to the big city of Los Angeles. That had been two months ago, she found herself a really nice two bedroom apartment within walking distance to the college and from that moment she worked hard on getting her name out there as a fantastic photographer. She settled into the area and begun her classes with her new students, and then she received an email asking her to take photos of this world known band and although it wasn’t something she had done often, she still agreed as a job was a job and she wasn’t about to turn down any job.
So Evelyn carried all her equipment into the building and set up twenty minutes before the band was set to arrive. She had been searching through her bag for a lens that she wanted to use, finding the lens her fingers wrapped around it carefully when she heard a voice sound from behind her. Standing up she turned around to meet the band, but who her eyes landed on caused her to freeze. She hadn’t seen him in years but he still looked the same, she just knew it was him and suddenly seeing his face caused all the memories she had locked away came flooding back to her.
"Evelyn! No one told me you were out in LA!" His voice hit her ears before his body was closing the gap between them and then his arms were wrapped around her, and her body tensed instantly as she didn’t want this. She didn’t want to see him again or hear his voice or even think about him, all she felt was the hurt that he caused when they were younger. Apparently it was pain that she had held onto after all this time, she thought she had dealt with it all but obviously not.
Her tenseness caused Tyler to step back away from her which is where he belonged.
"So, where are you staying out here? Close by? Do you wanna grab coffee or something after this? I'm not busy or anything since we just got back from our last tour, last month." He asked as his eyes shone with excitement, did he actually think she was going to do anything or go anywhere with him? Did he forget about what he did to her or did he simply not care to remember? Her mom’s voice echoed in her ears,
“Be nice to everyone. Even if you don’t like their company, being nice will keep you being a wonderful person.” But Evelyn didn’t want to be nice to Tyler, she wanted to yell at him and push him as far away from her as she possibly could. She wanted to escape from the building, get back to her apartment and curl up in bed so she could block him out yet again.
“I’ll have to check my diary, I might have more appointments.” Evelyn knew for a fact that she didn’t have any other appointments that day, she did have some marking to do for school but that was all she had planned for the rest of the day. She was annoyed and right now she didn’t care if it showed on her face, how could he be acting like this? So relaxed and like they had actually been good friends, they hadn’t been friends at all because all he did want taunt her.
Her heart was ramming into her ribcage as she tore her stormy deep blue eyes away from him,
“Are we still waiting for someone?” She was certain the email mentioned the band had two members, she prayed that the other guy wasn’t too far away because she didn’t want to spend any more time alone with Tyler. It hurt her just being this close to him, but then she heard movement again and her eyes snapped onto him as he took a small step towards her again. Like he could feel her emotions and wanted to comfort her, which was impossible for Tyler to do. She was expecting him to push her to the floor before laughing and running away with his friends, like he had done the day before her father was stolen from her.
“Don’t Tyler…” Her voice was meek as she couldn’t let her guide down, she had built a thick wall around her heart many years ago and no one had broken through that wall yet. Not even her cheating ex-boyfriend.
“I’m just here for the job, then we’ll go our separate ways and we won’t see each other again.” Her eyes locked with his which is something she hadn’t been wanting to happen, she wouldn’t allow him to pull her back in because she knew from past experience that she’d end up getting hurt all over again.