Payton's life had been one wild ride after the next, that was one thing she was completely and utterly positive of. Matt had been a boy at the time but he had done so much good in her life. He had showed her the world, or at least their small little section of it. Opened her eyes to everything that was beautiful about the world, from the simplicity of a sunset to the animals than lived in nature. Everything had its part in the world, everything had a purpose. To this day, she remembered the way her first love had made her feel.
There were good days, the days that her husband was in a good mood and was the man that she had fallen head over heels in love with. Then there were the bad days, when he lost his temper and she was forced to remember why she needed to obey. Those days, she struggled with what their purpose was. Why did his fist connect with her cheek? Why did his foot land on her ribs? Of all the wondering she had done, she had never come up with a reason that made any sort of sense to her. But she never dreamed of leaving Ryan. She loved the man - she couldn't just abandon him because he had some problems. She had her own problems, she still found herself lost in day dreams of what it would be like if Ryan was Matt. God, did she still. Her husband always seemed to know every time she got lost in her own mind and those days were the worst. She wasn't supposed to think of anyone but her husband, after all they were married.
Payton didn't work, she needed to be able to take care of the home she lived in with Ryan. Just like the day before and the one before that, Payton had started supper right at 4:30pm. It would finish just a few minutes before Ryan got home and she would be serving it just as he walked through the door, hopeful he was in a good mood. This time around, it was chicken parmigiana, made from scratch. Every morning, Ryan would leave after telling her what he wanted for supper that evening. She would clean for most of the day, not wanting to find so much as a spec of dust out of place.
She was listening to music quietly in the background as she worked to finish the chicken parmigiana, humming along to herself. Payton had just been moving a glass measuring cup to pour into the pan that held her homemade sauce when the doorbell rang, startling her into dropping the cup. It shattered on the floor and for a brief moment, she panicked. Oh God, if Ryan was home and watched her break it... but then, he wouldn't have rang the door bell. Her stomach had twisted into a bundle of nerves as she turned, wiping her hands off on a hand towel as she walked to the front door.
It would be a girl scout looking to sell some cookies or something similar surely, and while she would hate to say no, she had no choice. Ryan was strict with the money and such an expense wasn't worth it. Rehearsing what she would say to whomever was on the other side of the door, she finished wiping her hands just as she reached the door. Payton drew in a deep breathe and opened the door, unprepared for her world to be rocked.
November 20th, 2016 at 06:49am