Whenever Barry imagined his life, he'd always imagined it with Naia. There hadn't been a moment when he'd considered it without her, from traveling the world to settling down to have kids - she was the face he'd always planned on waking up next to. Though, when it came to her safety, and the safety of his family he knew he couldn't have anything tying himself to them. It hadn't taken a long for a metahuman to find out where he lived, or where the lab was; it would have taken no time at all for them to find Naia and use her against him. As much as he didn't want to admit it - she was his strength and weakness. His love for her put the entire city at risk like some sort of low quality romance novel. Despite knowing he would never forgive himself for leaving her, he knew it was the only way he'd be able to be the vigilante the city needed.
Breaking up with Naia had been the hardest thing he’d ever had to do - seeing the way he’d broken her heart had left him shaken in a way he couldn’t explain. When it came to telling Joe what had happened he couldn’t have been more threatened in his life. Joe didn’t get it. They’d been together so long, and she’d spent near a year at his bedside while he was in a coma; “how could you do this to her?” and when it came to Iris he more than an earful for ending the long relationship. He had often dreamt of asking her to come back, but he saw what happened to the couples around him who were involved in the things he was, the second the particle accelerator exploded his life was never going to be the same.
That night he’d been doing his normal runs, everything had been going according to plan - he’d stopped four muggings, three car accidents and even saved a cat from falling off the balcony of an apartment building. In his books this was a good night, but as he was making his last round on the block frequented by late night drinkers; he saw her. It was like the moment out of a cheesy romance movie, his heart rate sped up if that was even possible and he suddenly felt his stomach drop when he saw the knife to her neck. It was like instinct rushing towards her, the world blurring around him as he made his way towards the assailant. A type of rage he’d never felt before coursed through his veins, the man was slammed against the nearest wall instantly unconscious which was the nicest thing he had thought about doing to him in the ten seconds he’d known the man.
''So... You're the guy who's been running around the city saving people? Thank you." she’d spoke to him and hearing her voice made his confidence waver. He’d been so sure of his life without her in a way that he validated it with knowing it kept her safe, but now he wasn’t so sure - how could be away from her. He instantly put his arms around her as she passed out. Barry cursed and lifted her into his arms, “Cisco, I’m bringing her in,” he spoke and with a flash of light he was off to starlabs.