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    Cater felt his face pale when she stated she thought they were ready for that step. If he'd have known that she going to say that he'd have just acted instead of made thing awkward for him. Hearing her words about the first time not being good, it didn't help him in building confidence. He already didn't know much about sex, as he'd never felt the need for porn and never had he'd touched a woman before Abby. "I.. Uh." He stumbled over his words as he tried to compose himself, not knowing this was going to effect him this much. "I.. I.. I guess not." He told her, feeling very much in his own thoughts. He'd had talks with Harper about boys before but he'd never thought about applying it to himself. And now that he'd gotten the green light from his girlfriend he couldn't seem to shift gears. It was like he was spinning out. "Did you want to continue." He point towards the beach, hoping that she'd wanted to at least walk a little bit longer, it'd give him a chance to compose himself. He needed to think about this as he knew they were no where prepare for this, he'd have to go buy condom so that they'd be safe. It was just now hitting him he wasn't prepare for this even though his body was dying for it.
    August 7th, 2019 at 06:00am
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    Abby blushed as he stammered and kissed his cheek lightly. "There isn't suppose to be any pressure Carter, you're worrying and you don't need to it will be okay." she said softly. "It will only hurt me not you." she said and smiled as he finally answered her other question. She grinned as he suggested they walk some more on the beach and her eyes sparkled. She adored him and how this little thing had thrown him off his usual cool headed path. She nodded thinking back to the first time they met and she looked over at him now as they walked and grinned. Yes he looked very different with that uncertain creese in his brow. Abby tugged on his hand gently until he looked over at her. "It doesn't have to happen tonight, care to share what is spinning in your mind keeping you so silent?" she asked him. "I am pretty sure you can't turn any more red anyways." she grinned loving the look on his face. There was something about him that truly drew something deep inside of her. She chuckled and hoped to help calm him not just fluster him, no matter how fun it was to do.
    August 7th, 2019 at 06:23am
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    Carter looked at her like she was crazy, “that’s what I’m worried about, I don’t want to hurt you.” He told her truthfully. He knew he’d be a fumbling mess when ever it happened. But fretting about in now wasn’t going to do them any good. Shaking his head he reach down taking her hand as they continued to stroll along the sand. “I’d rather we just focus on something else.” He told her truthfully, he wanted to get it off his mind. But he knew he wouldn’t ever, there was a constant reminder in the back of his mind to stop by the store. He knew it wasn’t going to help calm himself down. “So I have tomorrow off, did you have any plans?” He wondered if he’d join the girl on their morning run or if he’d sleep in. He knew that sleep was going to be the last thing on his mind. But thinking about Harper hearing them caused him to skip a step and stumble. He couldn’t believe his mind was right back to it again. He offered her a sheepish grin as she’d been jerked into his side because of his clumsiness. Stabilizing them he chuckled softly, before placing a soft his on top of her head.
    August 7th, 2019 at 03:48pm
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    Abby smiled looking up at him and squeezing his hand sweetly. She was about to say something when he said he rather focus on something else and she chuckled. "Okay Carter but I adore this part of you." she said and kissed his cheek. They started to talk about tomorrow and she smiled. "Harper and I have an unspoken morning appointment for training but I bet if you asked she might let you take over." she was saying as he stumbled over himself his feet getting twisted beneath him pulling her into him. She giggled and wrapped her arms around him as he steadied them out again. She looked up at him her pink cheeks highlighting that contagious grin of enjoyment and excitement. Her eyes glittered with desire and playfulness as she looked up at him but there was also a level there in her eyes of adoration for him. She loved the look he gave her in apology and she ran her hand up his chest and leaned into him as he kissed her head. "I adore this side of you Carter." she looked up at him and grinned. She knew they hadn't said the words yet bu in that moment she yearned to tell him that she had called so deeply for him. This was more than anything she could reason or explain. Carter in all his silliness and stubbornness had rooted deep inside her pulling her out into a very vulnerable place where her heart was entirely exposed to him and she wasn't sure he even knew it yet. "I adore all your sides." she grinned and then sighed tugging him forward slowly this time. "So tomorrow what is it that you already have in planned?" she asked him. She knew he had things he wanted to do around the house not to mention spending time with his sister and herself as well. He had so little time off that each moment was precious.
    August 8th, 2019 at 04:07am
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    He pulled his hand free of hers before wrapping his arm around her waist as they continued to walk. "I don't have any thing planned right now." Carter looked over at her, "and who said I was going to join you, I was thinking about sleeping in." He teased her. Honestly he was thinking he'd let the girls do their morning run and then he'd start a sparing season with Abby. But really nothing was set in stone. He turned them back towards the car. They'd wander far enough that they did have a bit of a trek back now. "I feel that some training would be good." He started thinking out loud. "But I really don't want to spend all day tomorrow focusing on it, I do want to relax." He said, though he knew it might not be possible. It all just depends on what all they got done and what happened. He didn't really have any plans or anything but he did want to get in a few rounds, or at least spend some time stretching. His mind wasn't focused on any of that lately, so he was just now thinking over it.
    September 14th, 2019 at 02:37am
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    Abby giggled and shook her head. She followed him back towards the car. "Okay sleep in, you deserve it." she said and kissed his cheek. She smiled and looked up at him her hand on his chest. "I would like to spar with you. I try with Harper but now that I am catching onto her style my strength is winning out." she looked up at him. She knew he had so many grand plans for his day off and yet no plans at all it meant he was working to hard and she wished she could help him stop, or work herself so she could help bring in more so he could work less. "Carter..." she bit her lip. "I know you said I am suppose to be hiding but I really would like to do something to help, what if I just sold some items at the farmers market on the weekends? Then I could help you." she said and looked up at him. "I feel useless at home like I am just sitting there doing nothing all day." she admitted. "The training is good but I need to feel useful..." she bit her lip waiting for the rejection of her idea again. She knew it was more dangerous to have a routine but she needed something more.
    October 6th, 2019 at 03:34pm
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    Carter looked at her before smiling, “well I’m impressed you acknowledge that, however don’t let Harper full you, she can drop you with just a touch.” He warned knowing that his sister was playing it easy so that they could train. “Though I’d love to see what you’re made of.” He smirked at her, sparing with her might just be fun. He knew that he would have to go easy as he did with Harper. The only time he let himself go full force was when he didn’t care for the person he was attacking. He sighed as he sent the car come into sight. Though he’s steps stop when she asked to help him. Turning to look at her, “you know how dangerous it is.” He sighed before rubbing the back of his neck. “The point is you to lay low, but I know it’s not easy. So maybe on my days off we can do something together.” He knew he didn’t get a whole lot of days off but if he had to he’d set up a booth before his shift and sell something in the morning before he went in to work. At least she be able to get out and have something to make her feel useful.
    November 25th, 2019 at 08:41pm
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    Abby smiled as he told her to be careful with sparking with Harper. "I'll keep it in mind." She said and grinned knowing that it would be a challenge to face off with Carter. She chuckled. "I would like to see what my strength is against you now too." she said and grinned at him. Abby looked down as he told her it was dangerous and she nodded. She expected him to tell her no but then he sighed and admitted this wasn't easy. She looked up with hopeful eyes. She beamed as he offered to do something to help her feel more useful. She tossed her arms around him and kissed him. She giggled and smiled as she pulled back. "Thank you." she said and slipped her shoes on. She knew he was probably tired so she wanted to head on home but was very glad they had this conversation. "Carter." she stopped him as they got to the car and wrapped her arms around him. She kissed him as she wrapped her arms around him leaning against him on her toes. "I love you." she whispered as she pulled away slightly looking at him and wished they had one more moment alone.
    December 2nd, 2019 at 01:12am
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    Carter smiled as he could tell she was happy he’d agreed to allow her time to sell. He wrapped his arms around her waist when she leaned in for a kiss. “I love you too.” He told her as she pulled away, his hands pulling her back into him. Placing his lips back to hers he let all his love be conveyed into their kiss. Bringing his hand up to cup her neck he gently pecked her lips. Letting his kiss linger for a few seconds longer before pulling away and opening her door. Once she was seated he closed it after her. Then he headed to his side and got in. “I’m looking forward for tomorrow.” He told her, his words held a lot of meaning. They were not only going to be able to spend time together, but it was a day just to themselves. Not work and no interruptions.
    December 2nd, 2019 at 07:37pm
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    As Carter kissed Abby she ran her hands up his chest and leaned into him her knees feeling wobbly so she held onto his shirt absorbing the intensity of his kiss. She was thankful when she slipped into the car and watched Carter walked around the car and get in. She smiled and nodded as he started the car. "I am looking forward to tomorrow too." she said and smiled still dazed from his passionate kiss. She didn't care that she was staying home because she always stayed home, no she was excited to spend more time with Carter. Once they were driving she turned on the radio humming along her hand moving to Carter's thigh resting there as he drove just wanting to touch him, to be connected to him. Abby was glad they had finally had the conversation about their first time. She was glad that now they would get to have their moment whenever it presented itself.
    December 29th, 2019 at 09:11pm
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    Carter tensed lightly when he felt her hand touch his thigh. He sighed out lightly knowing she was just meaning it as a loving touch and wasn't trying to tease him. Smiled softly over at her, he quickly turned his gaze back out the windshield. Tonight had been a lot more than what he had plan, but he was thankful for that. Finally he felt like they were getting some where. He knew that it was hard for her since she'd never been on the lamb before. "I am ready for bed." He told her as he pulled into the drive way, they have a few minutes before the house came into view. "Tonight was surprisingly tiring." He told her, knowing that it wasn't the talk or their time together. It was most likely the fact he'd went to work and then ended up walking the entirety of the beach. He didn't want to be a downer, but it tiring just as much as it was eventful. "What about you love?" He questioned her, turning to peer at her when he parked the car.
    December 30th, 2019 at 02:24am
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    Abby smiled as he said he was ready for bed. "I think I am going to have some tea first but you get some rest." she said and turned to him once he stopped the car. She unbuckled and leaned in kissing him tenderly. She slipped out of the car and came around to Carter as he came out and wrapped her arms around him. "I love you." she said softly and leaned into him. "Thank you for tonight. I loved every moment of it." she said and looked up at him with twinkling eyes. She loved the feel of him against her as she held onto him. She knew she wanted to get him into bed so he could be well rested for tomorrow. She didn't want to miss a moment with him. It was so rare he had a day off and she wanted to enjoy it with him. "Ready for bed?" she asked him and ran her hands down his chest as she pulled back slowly.
    January 1st, 2020 at 10:15pm
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    Carter furrowed his brows at her when she said she wanted tea. He didn't know the want for tea before bed. Though he didn't dwell on it for to long as she leaned over and kissed him. Smiling as he stepped out of the car, he moved into her embrace. "I love you too." He told her placing a kiss on top of her head. "I did too." He said, speaking about tonight. Though he could feel himself dragging and tired. But he didn't necessarily mean he couldn't stay up with her a bit longer while she enjoyed her tea. "I am," he told her watching as she pulled away. Smiling lightly at the feel of her hands on his body. Doing his best to ignore the way her touch to his body called to something deep inside of him. "But I don't mind waiting till you're ready." He told her following her into the house.
    January 1st, 2020 at 11:10pm
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    Abby smiled. "It won't take long to brew the tea. It can be quite soothing." she said guessing he had no idea the desire for it. "I guess it's often like warm milk to a child but more grown up version. It warms and relaxes the body to prepare for sleep." she smiled. "You could say I am just a little wound up." she smiled knowingly at him. Abby moved into the house with him and to the kitchen watching him as she went through the simple task making her tea. The way he lounged around the kitchen watching her the angle of his body and the tilt of his head screamed how much he wanted her and she knew he had been holding himself back for a while. She was glad they had talked about going further even if it was unusual it was entirely like Carter to be so considerate. Every part of him elicited desire in her own body somewhere deep, not the easy surface desire that was fixed with pleasure but something much more. Abby wanted Carter on a metaphysical level.
    February 3rd, 2020 at 04:55am
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    Carter couldn't help the smile on his face when she said she was to wound up. Of course he knew what that was about, but he didn't want to push thing to far to night. He was to tired to even try anything. However it wasn't easy for him to shut off his desire for her. "Warm milk and cookies sound good." He said knowing that he was changing the topic, for a good reason. However he was stuff from dinner and din't think he could stomach anything, but sleep. He couldn't seem to shake the tired feeling. But he also didn't want to let the time he got to spent with Abby go to waste. Even if it was just watching her make tea. Smiling at his thoughts he looked at her, "let me try." He said moving over to her. If it helped relax him it might just be something he'd have to consider doing as routine from now on. It might help fix his issue with not being able to sleep all that well.
    April 20th, 2020 at 07:19am
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    Abby chuckled as he mentioned cookies and milk. She went for cookies and milk if she really wasn't able to sleep but those where rare moments and usually she was stressed out. When Carter asked to try to make tea she grinned and handed him a mug. "Grab the tea leaves container and a scoop." she said grabbing out a diffuser for him. She set it down and then stood behind him her hands over his helping him get the correct measurements of tea and once the water was ready she showed him how to steep the tea. Once it was readys he poured his into the mug and then moved to make hers. She cleaned up before moving to sit on the counter with her tea in both hands smiling at him. "It's warm." she said and blew on her mug before sipping and smiling with sleepy eyes. "I really did love tonight with you." she said her loving eyes looking over at him. She knew how special this time together was.
    April 20th, 2020 at 07:18pm
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    Carter furrowed his brow as she showed him how to make the tea. He was lost and she'd just finished showing him. So when she made her he watched her hoping he'd get it, it wasn't like any tea he'd ever made before. Nodding he was pretty sure he knew how to do it now. Grabbing his cup he paused when she said it was warm, looking at her with a raise brow. Did she think he was a child. Of course the tea was warm, she'd just taken it off the stove. Blowing on it lightly he took a large swig, the warm liquid spreading through out him. Turning he smiled at her when she said she'd enjoy the night they'd spent together. "I did too." He told her before moved to stand in between her legs. Leaning in he pressed a soft kiss to her lips. "Sleepy?" He asked, knowing he was feeling it as well.
    April 23rd, 2020 at 12:42am
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    Abby chuckled as he raised his brow at her. "Just teasing." she blew on her tea. When Carter came over standing between her legs she smiled up at him. She kissed him back then sipped her tea again. "I am but I'm still restless." she said and grinned. "By the end of the tea I should be alright to sleep." Abby set the mug down in her lap move looking down into the liquid. She traced her finger over the rim. "Carter... Do you ever think about what would have happened if we had meet at a different time?" She couldn't believe how much they had already gone through. Assassination attempts, the running and that beautiful weekend were they just got to be themselves for a while. She missed Carter being able to be carefree. She wanted this to be over for them to be safe again.
    April 23rd, 2020 at 03:24am
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    Carter nodding hearing she'd need to finish her tea before she was ready for bed. Not that he was trying to rush her, he could just tell by her features that she was sleepy. "I can't say that I do." He told her, before tucking a piece of her hair behind her ear. "With things as they are I can understand why you'd want to think of better times. But I'm a in the now kind of person, I don't do a lot of thinking about what ifs." He told her, knowing that he'd been more open for things with her. Before he'd never have planned a night out, and dating was out of the question. But she was a lot of his first, which he was starting to like because what he was doing before her wasn't living. It was just getting by. And now he knew what it was like to love someone because you wanted to not because you had to. Sure his love for Harper was stronger then most sibling bonds. But with Abby thing were just so much better, and the fact he got to share his life with them both was what made him the happiest.
    April 23rd, 2020 at 04:04am
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    Abby nodded and looked back into her tea. "It's not that I'm unhappy I just wish for you not to have to work so hard. I know it wears on you." she said and looked up at him. She brought her tea back to her mouth and took a deep drink. "I also can't help but selfishly want more time with you." she said and grinned. She leaned her head into his hand. She sighed and closed her eyes a small grin on her lips. She was comfortable with him. "I hope Alex is okay." she said thinking of the man that was more like a father than her own father was. She hated how they had to leave him be he would be proud of Carter and her now. They were safe and being careful and building the best life they could themselves. Abby finished her tea and se the mug aside. "Ready for sleep?" she asked him looking into his tired eyes.
    April 25th, 2020 at 11:57pm