Taste Of Forever

“Jaebum is the human boyfriend I told you about. Jinyoung tried to kill him to get him out of the way to Ana. But Ana didn’t want to lose him so she had to give him some of her blood to turn him. So she was likely covered in her own blood trying to save him.” She explained, turning to look outside the window but only Jinyoung was there.

“Hang on, I hear something,” She said, turning out of the room and going into the bedroom where Jaebum sat up on the bed, looking at the blood around him. “She’s done it, he’s turned.” She said softly, looking around as Ana ran in.

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Jaebum looked up as Ana walked in and looked around the room. “What’s happened? Why is there so much blood?” He asked quietly.

“How do you feel?” Damarus asked from the corner quietly.

“Strange, but fine.” He said, looking around. “What’s going on?”

She cupped his face then sighed as she looked at him, "I... I'm sorry," she whispered softly as she looked into his eyes, "Maybe one day you'll forgive me," she murmured as she walked to the closet, "Lets get you changed in the mean time," she grabbed some of his clothes out of her closet.

"Get yugyeom out of here, he's new...." she said to her lightly as she looked up, "And he is scared, I have things handled here,"

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He stood where she left him then loooked around his heart was beating rapidly.

He moved off the bed, following his nose to the scent of the boy in the next room. “I’m so hungry,” He said slowly, his pupils dialating when he smelled Yugyeom the next room over. He stood slowly walking towards the door and Damarus stood in front of him, blocking his path.

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“You’ll need to feed him and quickly,” She said, turning and taking her keys. “Yugyeom lets go, now.” She said, taking his hand and putting him in front of her. “Call me immediately if you need me, if Jinyoung comes back, I think he ran.” She said over her shoulder, pushing Yugyeom to her car. “Come on,”

She sighed and knew him feeding off of a human was out of the question "Come on," she murmured touching his arms "You need to feed, you can feed off me till you gain control," she murmured as she sat him down then wet her lips a little. "Jaebum, feed," she murmured offering him her wrist. It wasn't uncommon for vampires to feed their new makes off themselves - the makers would have to feed soon after - it was like every new parent taking care of their young. Isiah had done it for her and Damarus, and she'd done it for Jinyoung, and she'd do it for Jaebum too.

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"Will he be okay?"" he asked her quietly, "his voices sounded weird, like droney kind of "

He couldn’t figure out why He suddenly had the strongest craving for blood but he didn’t question it because he was so hungry. He immediately bit into her wrist, drinking as much as he could until he wasn’t hungry anymore. “Why am I like this? Who turned me?” He asked her, staring at the blood seriously.

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“He’s fine, just a newborn meaning he won’t have much control. It’s why I had to get you out of there because you were the only human in the house,” She said, turning to look at him. She took him to her house instead, going inside and sighing. “I shouldn’t have brought you and I’m sorry. It was a stupid mistake.”

He touched her arm, "No it's fine, I just... its I wasn't expecting this," he murmured as he sighed and watched her then walked in behind her.

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She applied pressure to her wrist then wet her lips, "Jinyoung attacked you, when I came home.. I panicked," she whispered softly, "I .. it was too soon you said we'd have at least another... sixty to eighty years together but you were dying," she whispered as she fought back the messy tears that threatened to spill over.

He listened quietly before looking at her. "So you turned me. Even though I told you how I felt about it." He said, standing up from the bed. "You took my choice, Ana. I wanted to spend my life with you of course, but my life. My human life!" He said, turning to look at her.

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She sighed, closing the door and sighing. "I can't believe Isiah came, so full of it," She muttered to herself, going to the kitchen. "Are you hungry, tired? I can cook something, you can rest, I don't know how you're feeling now so you tell me."

She closed her eyes then rubbed her face a little, "You think I don't know what you wanted?! I panicked Jaebum! I was losing you faster than I knew what to do with and I was scared," she said to him, "I could hear your heart stopping and I never got to tell you how much I loved you, I never got to hear you say it - and fuck you can hate me I ... I deserve it," she whispered as she looked at him all she had ever wanted as to be loved enough for someone to want to spend forever with her, Jinyoung had left and Jaebum... jaebum wanted his human life.

"What do you want me to do?" she whispered softly as she looked at him.

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He sighed a little,"Not hungry," he murmured softly as he looked at his hands, "I've never seen anyone look like that before - so defeated, are vampires really so tortured?" he asked lightly. "Is it really lonely?"

She sighed. "It's hard. It's easier when you find someone who wants to spend forever with you. But we have a tendency to fall for humans," She shrugged. "Humans have short lifespans and not everyone wants this life." She said softly. "I didn't. I wanted to be human, I was happy. But that choice was taken from me, as was Jaebums. So I have an idea of how he's feeling. The differences is the one he loves is already turned. The one I loved wasn't."

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He shook his head. "I think you've done enough, Ana. I love you but, I don't know if I can honestly say I'm happy you did this." He said softly.

She closed her eyes then sighed as she looked down, "I'm sorry," she whispered as she looked at him then shook her head as she felt weak, she knew it was from him feeding but she'd have to push through.

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He nodded a little, "Do you think he'll forgive her?" he asked softly, "The way you talked about them it seemed like they were in love.."

"They are in love, I don't believe for a second he would stop. So I know he will. It just might take some time for him to get adjusted. But he'll need her to teach him, and she needs him because she loves him." She said to him and sighed.

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He looked at her for a second and sighed, sitting back down on the bed. "Just... I don't know." He said, closing his eyes. "I'm going to kill him by the way. Now I can and I will."

"I'll help, I almost killed him in the yard but.. I heard you wake up," she murmured softly as she turned to look at him, "I didn't do this to spite you, I ...I reacted without thinking... I hope you'd have done the same thing if it were me,"

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He nodded a little,"So they'll be okay?" he asked as he looked at her, "I can't imagine loving someone that much, I dont now if I've ever been in love before,"

"You would know," She sighed. "You would know if you were in love," She said quietly. "God, sometimes I forget how young you are," She said, shaking her head. "You might have been too young to get involved,"

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He looked at her. "I would have respected your choice." He said simply. "I need to clean up, I'm going to get in the shower."

She nodded a little as she looked at him then let out a deep breath before sitting down in a arm chair with her head on her hands as she fought back years - crying would only make her weaker. She'd have to call someone to show up so she could feed on them, she had to so she could feed Jaebum. Brining her phone out of her back pocket she tested one of the very few men she fed on letting them know she'd need him to come over sometime that night - maybe when Jaebum fell asleep. The first week as a vampire was exhausted, your senses are heightened, and you eat every six to twelve hours. She knew she'd probably need to go to the blond bank so she could stock up for herself. No feeder produced that much blood.

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He sighed, "I'm nineteen almost twenty - I just havent found the right woman yet," he said to her softly then shrugged.

"No no, not that. I mean too young to get involved in all of this," She said to him. "Feeding off of you. Maybe I made a mistake," She sighed. "I'll need to feed soon but maybe not from you."

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He turned on the shower, pulling off his clothes and climbing in. He couldn't believe it, he was a vampire. Just like that, he would never move forward from that day and he didn't know how he felt about it.

He furrowed his brow then shook his head,"What is that supposed to mean? I know what I'm involved in, vampires - everyone knows once they get involved their life is changed - you can't just cut me off," he murmured softly.

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She looked around the destroyed room then sighed texting Damarus to send her the number of a clean up crew who wouldn't ask questions. She'd have to get Jaebum registered as a vampire within the next six weeks or so - she didn't know how he'd feel about it.

"I'm not cutting you off, Yugyeom. I'm just saying, maybe I made a mistake." She sighed, sitting back on the couch. "That's all. You aren't the only person I feed from anyway." She picked up her phone, responding to Ana before setting her phone onto the table.

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He came out of the shower and changed, walking back into the room. "Since you fed me, you'll need to feed soon." He said, walking over to her.

She nodded a little as she looked at him, "Yeah I will," she murmured gently then wet her lips a little, "I called Youngjae, and I'll make an order from the blood bank - it's not as good as fresh but... it'll do,"

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He furrowed his brow as he looked at her, "Seriously?" he said feeling kind of put off by the fact that she bit other people, "do you have sex with them too?" he asked suddenly feeling insecure.

She looked at him silently, before looking at the table. "Some, yes. I'm feeding off three other people," She told him. "I have to, if I fed off of you every time I needed to, you'd get sick, maybe even die."

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He looked at her and sat down, looking at his hands. "You'll need to teach me, and i'll need to be taugt control," He said softly.

She nodded a little, "It's simple," she murmured lightly, "When you're hungry it's like a deafening pulse in your ears," she told him softly, "but when you're full its easier to concentrate - never let the pulse get too loud otherwise you will loose self control. I fed normally every other day," she told him gently, "but I'll need to feed every day while we're teaching you control, you'll feed on me till I'm confident you won't have an accident,"

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He looked down then sighed, "How often do you feed?" he asked her lightly. "You only come to me once a week if that,"