Ethelona
“You want to know the truth about me? Very well, I shall satisfy your curiosity.” I laid my accent on thick, making it abundantly clear to anyone with even some worldly knowledge that, no, I was not Romanian. “True. My name is Ethelona. I am a senior at NYU. I do study Astrophysics, and I did come to this country with everything you say I did. However,” I paused, “Romania is not my country of origin, nor is any other country that can be found in this world. And you are exceedingly right about one thing; there is something that makes me special. Would you like to see it?”
That changed his demeanor. Eyebrows angled in rage and mouth set in a grim line, he aimed true, gun directly pointed straight at me head.
“Do not move.” He growled. He thought he was prepared for me, the poor soul.
I looked across the lot at my own body, left limp in a deep state of meditation. I began to speak again, in a voice that not my own, and yet was intrinsically familiar to me.
“Your name is Louis DeVernes. Aged 36 years. Born in the New Hampshire countryside, where you lived until the age of seven, until your father died of pancreatic cancer and your mother moved you into the city to be closer to her job. You joined the military at the age of 20, and served as a member of the marines for five years, when you were honorably discharged due to an injury. The government then drafted you into one of their top secret projects. You’ve never married, and have no children, due to your current job and the secrecy it requires. And despite this very impressive resume you’ve built up for yourself, you yet carry a large amount of guilt inside you. And I can see why. You didn’t know what the secret government project you were oh so lucky to be apart of would require you to do. You didn’t know that when you brought in five year old Caroline, who had been so excited to show you how she could light candles and fireplaces with only her hands, that they would lock her in an oven to see just how hot she could go.” I could hear the wails and screams of terror, see bright blue eyes that welled up and went dull. “You were just as shocked as the rest of them to find out only her hands were fireproof. And yet you stayed, and you brought back the next case, and the next case, and the case after that. You even convinced yourself that these people were monsters. That they needed to be locked up.”
The rage welled up inside me.These….these were my people. Long descended and blood heavily diluted, but still of Jordenova. It was my fury that allowed me to continue, spitting out the rest of the knowledge in his brain.
“I can’t say I’m shocked. You humans have such an obsession with perfection, it drives you to force the mysticism from your lives and base everything in concrete fact and understanding. And that which you cannot understand, you either must learn….or it must be destroyed. And your destruction has spread far and wide, has it not Louis? How many children have you rounded up against their will, forced from their homes, so that they could be maimed and murdered in your experiments hmm? How many Louis? Hundreds? Thousands? You think you are guilty. Oh I should say you are.”
I softened now, taking on a more meditative quality, as though trying to soothe a frightened animal. “But there now. It is alright. There’s a place of peace, where that horrible guilt can’t torment you anymore, where it won’t encourage you to greater cruelties. Everything will be perfect, just like you want. And the best part is….you won’t have to do anything to make it so.”
A smile tugged at my lips, sweet and full of promise.
“Wouldn’t you like to see it Louis?”
I put the gun against his temple and pulled the trigger.
February 20th, 2018 at 04:15am