Luca had broken up with Jaycee just over a month and a half ago, and he had miserable everyday since. He beat himself up over it constantly, he hated himself for leaving the best woman he ever had, but he had done it to protect her. Her family had been threatening to take away everything she had and would receive in wills and trust funds. He was also actively involved in gang activity which could endanger her, but it was his life, his family was the Italian mafia. Luca told himself he wasn't going to go by her house again, he knew that was a lie. As he headed out to the car he tried to convince himself otherwise, but the moment the car was started there was no way to stop himself. He drove from his small apartment, to her decent-sized, nice, house in the rich part of town. Her parents had bought it for her and hated whenever he had stayed over there, but he preferred her house to his apartment. Luca knew he wasn't welcome in this part of town. His car was well known, it had a Vipers symbol painted into it and was the stereotypical mustang of a gang boy.
He pulled up across the street from Jaycee's house, taking a few deep breaths. Luca didn't want to go and ask how she was, he was just getting himself mentally prepared to leave. He didn't want her hurt or to ruin her life. Luca let out a heavy sigh as he slipped from the car and headed to her door. I shouldn't be doing this. He thought to himself. Standing in front of Jaycee’s door he wasn't sure what his next move would, or should, be.
Luca looked down at his feet and sighed heavily. He looked pretty pathetic for a gang leader. Here he was, one of the most powerful men in New York,on the streets. And he was groveling on a girls doorsteps. Her family had constantly tried to drive a wedge between the couple, mainly her father. They told her that Luca was an uneducated dog, one too many times had Luca and her father had screaming matches at her house that lead to both storming out. Luca didn't want to hurt Jaycee anymore, so he left. He made up bullshit excuses and cut himself off because he couldn't hurt her anymore, she meant the world to him, and he wanted her life to be great.
March 28th, 2018 at 03:34pm