May 16th, 2018 at 10:04pm
Being the face of news channels and magazines was fine when I didn't know about it. The fourteen years I was trapped in a basement out in the woods, all I knew was my captor and pain. I didn't know my name and pictures of four five old me were being plastered all over the world.
But now that I had been found, current pictures of me were on news stands, videos of me being found by the police and being taken home were being replayed over and over on news channels. It was humiliating. Like I hadn't went through enough torment being a sex slave for a man triple my age.
Now that I was home, I didn't know what to do with myself. I had only been free for about a week, but I hadn't left my room much. I didn't want to face the world, I didn't want to deal with people constantly asking me if I was okay, or just pointing at me. I didn't know how to adapt, I had no friends and I didn't know my parents. It was terrifying.
My mom had been so happy to have me back home, relatively unscathed. She was constantly trying to make up for what I went through with food and gifts and it was now that she was finally forcing me out of my bedroom, and making me go out.
"As much as I'm terrified to have you go out on your own, you can't live cooped up in your bedroom." She had told me as she dropped me off at the outlet mall to go see a movie. She told me when I was a child I had loved superhero movies and the new Avengers movie was out.
Not like I would know what was going on.
I took the money she handed me and walked into the theatre, feeling like a terrified animal as large crowds of people pushed past me. The scent of popcorn wafted through the air and I let out a deep sigh as I headed for the concession stand.