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"That sounds difficult," Monica said softly as she followed his line of sight and looked over the landscape as well. She let out a sigh. "I have been able to keep him off my mind, thanks to you. Though part of me still feels like this isn't real. Like it's some bad dream and when I wake up, everything will be the same again. That he hadn't... that he hadn't done the things that I know he did. But I know that this bubble is going to pop once he is in front of me. Once I have to confront him. Part of me wishes I could just disappear and not have to see him at all but I know it's not an option. If I don't, I know I'll regret it. Though another part of me also worries that I'll end up decking him the moment he is in my sights."
Monica shook her head a bit before turning her back towards the landscape. A deep frown was settled into her features as she shoved her hands into her pockets. "I am planning on packing as much as I can while he is out of the apartment today." She told him as she looked back at Alex. "I'll have to leave the bigger things behind for now but I doubt I'll be able to pick them up tomorrow without having to get into another fight with him. So, I might just leave it for another time when he is out... maybe get my friends to help me." She gave him a small shrug.
The young woman glanced down at her watch for a moment before reaching up and rubbing her forehead. Luckily, she knew her boyfriend's schedule pretty well. "I should actually be heading to his apartment kinda soon if I want time to get what I want before he gets back. Are you okay with heading back now?
"That sounds difficult," Monica said softly as she followed his line of sight and looked over the landscape as well. She let out a sigh. "I have been able to keep him off my mind, thanks to you. Though part of me still feels like this isn't real. Like it's some bad dream and when I wake up, everything will be the same again. That he hadn't... that he hadn't done the things that I know he did. But I know that this bubble is going to pop once he is in front of me. Once I have to confront him. Part of me wishes I could just disappear and not have to see him at all but I know it's not an option. If I don't, I know I'll regret it. Though another part of me also worries that I'll end up decking him the moment he is in my sights."
Monica shook her head a bit before turning her back towards the landscape. A deep frown was settled into her features as she shoved her hands into her pockets. "I am planning on packing as much as I can while he is out of the apartment today." She told him as she looked back at Alex. "I'll have to leave the bigger things behind for now but I doubt I'll be able to pick them up tomorrow without having to get into another fight with him. So, I might just leave it for another time when he is out... maybe get my friends to help me." She gave him a small shrug.
The young woman glanced down at her watch for a moment before reaching up and rubbing her forehead. Luckily, she knew her boyfriend's schedule pretty well. "I should actually be heading to his apartment kinda soon if I want time to get what I want before he gets back. Are you okay with heading back now?
September 4th, 2019 at 04:29am