Crash into Me

Ryker sighed, "I will explain later about that." He said. He didn't want to go into it with Nova in front of him. She was already so worried about him.

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@ Gunslinger;
Cameron frowned and nodded. "Alright man I will talk to you later, hope the parents chill. Don't worry about Lex I will tell her." he said and said goodbye to Ryker before they hung up. He smiled at Rachel. "I'm sorry I really got to make this call." he said and stepped out of his room and called Lennox. He leaned against the wall waiting for her to pick up hoping she heard the phone through the music.

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Nova looked over and frowned. He was hiding something from her and she didn't like it. He was trying to protect her again. It drove her insane. She sighed and looked over as the door opened and his parents walked in. "Alright mister let's get you home." Spence said. He walked over to his son making sure he stood up alright. The doctor told them to look out for whiplash and a concussion as well and that was was Spence was intending on doing.

Lennox frowned when she noticed her phone going off. She saw it was Cameron and stepped outside. "And what do you want?" She asked, rolling her eyes at the sound of his voice. "Rachel get boring for you?" She muttered as she sat on the bench on the porch. She frowned when he mentioned Ryker. "Is he okay?." She asked.

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Spence nodded, "Okay." He said. Luckily he had already gotten dressed because he wanted to go home a long time ago. His shirt still had some blood on it, but he would change when he got home. He walked with Nova and his parents then got in his dad's care. He was honestly afraid to get in the car with his mom. She could be pretty terrifying when she wanted to be.

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@ Gunslinger;
Cameron frowned when she answered all pissed off. "Lex hi.. What? Damn I didn't call about that but we will talk about that. I called cause Ryder was in an accident." he sighed running a hand through his hair. "Yeah he'll live, a few minor injuries but there is something up with him Lex. I think I need to corner him during lunch tomorrow, think you can handle Nova?" he asked softly knowing already the girl won't want to leave his side.

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Nova stood and followed them out going with Spence too sitting in the back with Ryker still holding his jacket to her chest. She hated that this happened and she still felt responsible. If she had agreed to talk with him earlier he never would have left. She bit her lip looking out the window of the car really wishing she would get her time with Ryker.

Lennox sighed, "Yea I guess I can distract her." She said. She looked at the drink in her hand then finished it. She wasn't drunk enough. She hated hearing his voice knowing that there was another girl with him. She bit her bottom lip lightly as she thought about him in bed with Rachel. It made her blood boil.

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Ryker stared out the window as they drove the pain meds finally getting to him. He ended up falling asleep on the ride home with his head against the window. He opened his eyes when he felt the car stop and heard the doors open.

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@ Gunslinger;
Cameron sighed. "Thanks Lex.. now what exactly do you think I am doing with Rachel? You do remember my parents are home right?" he asked. "Besides I don't know what has you so upset about her being over here. We literally are just playing video games and pretty poorly at that. I think she's probably pissed about me being on the phone for the last 20 minutes. And the small talk is not something we are good at." he ran his hand through his hair. "So what's up?" he asked her.

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Nova looked over as she heard Ryker's sleeping sounds and she took the jacket laying it under his head and leaned her head back closing her eyes too. When he car stopped Spence got out and went to get his son. He smiled seeing him wake. "Come on let's get you to be it's been a long night." he said and made sure Nova was awake too. He helped his son upstairs and into his pjs with his arm before he sat down on the side of his bed and messed up his hair. "You might be becoming a young man Ryker but you are still my little boy and I love you son." he said getting choked up.

Nova walked in seeing her mom in the living room. She walked over to her and crawled into the coach beside her and laid her head don her shoulder. Melody frowned not remembering how long ago it had been since she did this. She had been a girl. Melody stroked her hair. "Hey baby girl." she woke gently and kissed her head. Nova hugged her the silent tears rolling down her cheeks. Melody frowned and cradled her daughter to her. What was going on?

Lennox frowned, "Oh yea Cam I am sure that is what you are doing. That is why she is posting shit on her snapchat!. Look if you want to shove your dick into other girls just say so and I will make sure that I only come around when I need the same thing. I'm tired of you acting like I am something important to you and then you go and have other girls over like it isn't a big deal. It is a big deal to me Cameron!" She screamed at him.

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Ryker looked at his dad as he laid in the bed, "I love you too dad." He said. "Oh and thanks for not letting mom beat the shit out of me." He joked, chuckling a little. He sighed as he got comfortable. He knew that Nova was still relaly upset and it was bugging him that he couldn't make her feel better.

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@ Gunslinger;
"What? Lex..." he frowned. Why the hell would she think he would lie to her. Cameron groaned. "Would you shut the hell up and let me speak a damn moment?!" he growled and paced down the hall and back. "I'm not doing a damn thing with Rachel and you accusing me of doing so is damn right wrong and pisses me the hell off! You have always been important to me but we never define what the hell that means because up until recently it didn't matter who the hell I was with. So if that is something that needs to change then we need to talk about that not be fucking children about it make assumptions and calling the other a liar. I could be saying you went to that party tonight for the same reason." he growled. "But I trust you and that is your own damn business as you have told me repeatedly. So would you stop trowing a fit and tell me what you want?" he asked and looked up as his mother came up the stairs. "Cameron is Rachel going to join us for dinner?" she asked and Cameron frowned. Sure she remembered her name. "No mom..." he said as Rachel came out. "Oh I would love to." she said and his mother smiled. "Great I will set an another placemat." Cameron groaned. Racheal looked at him. "Are you coming back in?" she asked her voice being suggestive. Cameron shook his head walking tot he bathroom and closing himself in sitting on the side of the tub. "Well? Lex? Tell me what you want." he said.

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Spence chuckled. "I only convinced her not to beat you until we where sure you don't have any hidden injuries." he teased with a serious voice but couldn't help the smile afterwards. He rubbed his son's back. "Nova was really worried about you too. I don't think I have ever seen her turn that shade of white before." he said not looking at his son as he suggested this. "Maybe she cares for you more than just your childhood friend." he said softly then looked at her seeing how he was reacting to what he said.

Nova lay there for a while until her dad walked in. He looked clueless and her mother glared at him. She huffed got up and ran out of the room up to her own room flinging herself into her bed.

Lennox frowned as he yelled at her and hearing his mom and then Racheal agreeing to have dinner. "Yea it sounds like you two are having a great time." She snapped back. She rolled her eyes when he asked her what she wanted. "I want you to just...leave me alone Cam." She said, her voice breaking at the end. She hung up the phone and wiped the tears from her eyes. She got up and decided to to home. She walked in and went to her room, laying on the bed. She pulled her pillow close as she laid there. She had really wanted Cameron and it felt like he didn't want her that way. She buried her face in her pillow and cried.

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Ryker looked at his dad, then when he brought up Nova he shrugged, "Yea I don't know." He said, deciding to cut the conversation short there. He didn't want to get into that with his dad. If he found out about him and Nova it would make things really awkward at home.

Tucker frowned as his daughter took off up the stairs. He walked up after her, knocking before he stepped in. "Hey." He said softly. He didn't like to see her upset. "Nova, can you talk to me?" He asked her as he sat down next to her on the bed. "I know things have been kind of a mess, but I do love you and care about you." He told her. She was the most important thing in his life.

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@ Gunslinger;
Cameron cursed as Lennox hung up on him. She usually only called him Cam when they were in bed together. He didn't understand why everyone was against him being close to Lennox. He walked out and into his room. "Rachel I'm taking you home." he said. Rachel frowned. "You can't I'm invited to dinner." she said smiling like she won. Cameron turned on her with hard eyes. "Well then you can stay here if you like or I can drop you off, either way I am leaving." he said and grabbed a bag. He stuffed some things into it then tossed if over his shoulder. "You coming or staying?" he asked. She frowned and pouted before grabbing her things. "Alright." he said and went down stairs saying he had to take Rachel home something came up. He said he would be home late then walked out with Rachel. He drove her home watching her go inside. She was pissed but he didn't care she was being a snobby bitch anyways. He drove to Lennox's place seeing her car there and sighed. He got out of his truck snuck over to her window and opened it climbing in. "Lex...." He whispered.

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Spence nodded and patted his son's arm. Alright you sleep we'll talk as a family tomorrow after school." he said knowing he was going to have a long night talking his wife down. It wasn't like they weren't young and stupid once.

Melody sighed. "Ryker was in an accident. He's home now and alright but I think it really upset her... That's what I tried calling you about earlier." she said and shook her head as e went to say something. "Please go talk to her, she needs it more than I do." she said and stood crossing her arms watching him go after their daughter. The mixed emotions in her chest made her heart squeeze tightly. She still love that stupid man.

Nova frowned as her father came in and sat down on her bed. She sat up her eyes looking at him with hot anger like her fathers and sadness just hidden there underneath. "Do you even know how to talk or just yell?" she asked him glaring at him then looked away.

Lennox was asleep in her bed, with the tv playing for some background noise. She woke up when she heard someone speak. She opened her eyes, surprised to see Cameron in her room. She sat up quickly, "What are you doing here?" She asked, frowning as she got up from her bed. She crossed her arms, watching him. She was still pissed, but she was hurt more. "Shouldn't you be enjoying your night with Rachel?" She snapped. Lennox stepped back as he went to move closer to him. "Cameron, I meant what I said when I said to leave me alone. I'm not doing this anymore." She told him.

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Tucker frowned at her words, "Your mom said Ryker was in an accident and you were upset. Can you please just talk to me." He asked her. He moved closer to her, "Come on angel, I know you are upset with me but that doesn't mean you can't talk to me." He said. He looked at his daughter, knowing that she was just as stubborn as he was. Perhaps that was his payback for the things he did. "You know you can tell me anything and it won't leave this room." He said. That was one good thing about him. He did keep everything that Nova told him to himself. He liked having that trust with her.

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@ Gunslinger;
Cameron smiled as she sat up seeing her messy hair. "I had to see you. I couldn't leave it like that." he said and ran a hand through his hair as she ran that smart mouth of his again. "Shut up Lex you know those girls me nothing me me. I always drop everything to come to you." Cameron moved forward frowning as she moved back. She didn't want him close. He stopped and shook his head. "Then why did you call me Cam? Why are you not asking me to leave? Lex you're my best friend and I risked my fucking pycho parents shipping me off to boarding school just on the off chance you where serious. Besides I don't know what the fuck we are going. We never talk about it. I keep asking but you never say anything. What is it you want from me Lex! What are you so afraid of that you are more willing to push me away than tell me?"

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Nova frowned and hugged her knees as he tried to get her to open up. When he said she could tell him anything and it wouldn't leave the room she softened a little. She had missed her dad so much and she wanted to talk to him, to tell him what has been going on. She didn't understand Ryker. What the hell was he thinking? It was an opportunity to tell someone everything because face it her best friend was Ryker and he was complicated at the best of times. Nova's eyes teared up and she pressed her face into his chest sniffling trying not to cry again. "What the hell we he thinking? He could have died. And it's my fault..." she finally let it go the whimpering came out with the tears as she tried to hold back from full sobs. "He said it's not but if I had just talked to him when he asked me to he wouldn't have skipped and wrecked. And I'm scared... I'm scared he will find a way to do it again. He loves racing it's in him, the thought of it the look of it and now I bet he feels the need for it too and I hate it because it stole you from me!" she shook her head. "And... and I love you and I think I love him too."

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Lennox frowned as he yelled at her and she just wanted to yell back at him. "I want you to quit fucking other girls." She snapped at him. "Quit fucking saying you care about me when you don't. If you did you wouldn't do this to me!" She yelled at him. "I wanted to be with you, but you just go and invite Racheal over after telling me you were too busy to have me there!" She snapped. She shook her head, "How can you do this to me!?" She asked him. Lennox sighed as she sat on her bed when he asked what she was afraid of. "I don't want to commit to something and have it taken away." She whispered. The thought of losing Cameron was too much and she would rather push him away than having him ripped from her.

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Tucker was completely caught off guard as his daughter began to let all her feelings out. He wrapped his arms around her, "Sweetheart he is not going to race. His parents won't let that happen." He assured her. "Did you just say you loved him?" He asked. Was his daughter in love with his best friends son? How did he miss that? He could tell from how upset she was that it was more than just friends.

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Cameron stood there as she went off. "So you want to be exclusive...." he stepped forward as she sat down and knelt in front of her. "Lex. I do care about you I have for a long time. I... I am not good at feelings. I didn't get it from my parents. I didn't say you couldn't come over. I said you had that party to get ready for and I didn't want you to come then leave me with my crazy parents making you feel bad the entire time. I'm sorry if that made you feel like I was picking her over you but that is not the case." he said and set his hands on her knees. "Who are you afraid is going to take me away?" he asked her. "What do you need to see I have been yours all this time? Yeah I slept around but they didn't matter but I will stop if it bothers you. I will commit to exclusive Lex."

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"You mean like you promised to stop racing for mom! If it's in him he will find a way." she pulled back from him getting up and rubbing her eyes. "I don't know how I feel. I feel crazy! I want him and he keeps pulling away from me. He drives me insane when he tries to make me do the good things instead of just being myself and I just want a damn chance to be a normal kid but half the time I ca't get enough sleep with you and mom fighting in the next room! You fight all the time! I almost feel it would be better for you o get a divorce, at least then I wouldn't have to listen to you two fighting all the time and maybe you both would be happy and mom would stop crying herself to sleep and you would be around to notice me!" she felt like she was suffocating as everything poured out and she tossed open the window the cool air blowing in as she sat in the window seal.

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Lennox looked at him as he knelt down in front of her. She was never good at opening up to people. "Cameron, anything could take you away from me." She whispered. She knew that anyone could be taken out of the world and she didn't want to think of that with Cameron. Hell it scared her to think that Ryker could have been gone that day. She placed her hands over his, "I do want that." She said. She didn't want to have to worry about him with other women anymore. "I am just worried something could happen." She said as she hugged him. She rested her head on his shoulder as she ran her hands over his back.

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Tucker stood up, "Nova, calm down please." He said as he walked over to her. He stood close to her, "Look I will try to not argue as much around you." He said. "Ryker is not going to race." He said as he looked at his daughter. "I won't let him do that to you." He said. He really wanted to be upset that she kept her being with Ryker from him, but he couldn't do that right now. "Things are going to be okay. I will try to be around more." He said. He didn't realize how much it was effecting his daughter.

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@ Gunslinger;
Cameron frowned. He knew she more than anyone had the right to say that. She had lost so much. It was terrible luck but he believed in cosmic balance and that meant she was due one damn good one. "I knowLex. I know it's scary but that's what you risk when you care for someone. He held her to him gently. "I'm sorry I can't assure you everything will be okay and I will never fail you but I can say this. I will always care for you Lex." he said and cupped her cheek. "Is that enough for you to risk it?" he asked. He kissed her templed really glad she was in his arms again.

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Nova sighed and nodded. "It really hasn't been that long you know." she said looking up at him. "You were wondering how long I have been with Ryker... It's not how long we have been dating that matters dad. Boys are stupid and slow." she said and smiled softly. "It always takes you guys so much longer to catch up." she said knowing that would bug him. He always wanted to be the first and the fastest in everything. She just wished he put that much effort into his family. "And remember you promised none of this leaves this room." she said and waited until he nodded before she hugged him again. "I still have to figure out why he left school today." she said. He want tell his parents the truth on this one and he's already hiding it from me." she said and bit her lip before she yawned. How did today turn out so wrong?

Lennox nodded as he kissed her temple, "Yea I can do that." She whispered. She hugged him and kissed him softly. She pulled away from him and looked into his blue eyes. She kissed him again this time harder. She let her fingers grip his shirt as she started to pull it off of him. She pulled away and took his shirt off before she ran her hands over his chest. She smiled as she kissed along his neck.

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Tucker nodded, "I won't tell." He promised. He leaned against the wall as he listened to her talk. "I'm sure he will tell you Nova. He might just be worried that it will upset you more. You have had a long day." He told her. He rubbed her back, "I think you need to get some sleep and talk to Ryker about this in the morning." He told her.

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@ Gunslinger;
Cameron moaned as she started to undress him and her lips met his skin. He picked her up laying her back on the bed and running his hands up her body dragging her nighty top with them. Cameron smiled seeing her breast and let his lips tease them. He wanted her and it seemed she wanted him. They were dealing the deal in a very old fashioned way it made him chucklesilently as his lips met her again.

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Nova sighed as her father suggested sleep. She nodded and turned towards him. “What did it feel like when you fell in love with mama?” She asked curiously. Maybe what she felt wasn’t love, that would make things easier. Maybe it was the adrenaline and his possible demise that was making her feel this way but she knew better, she had felt like this when she was younger. It was why she stopped coming to his room at night. Ryker meant more to her than she knew how to say to him right now.

Lennox moaned as she laid back on the bed, feeling his mouth on her breast. "Fuck Cam." She breathed before she kissed him. She moved her hips to his as she ran her fingers over his back. She began to unbutton his jeans and smiled.

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Tucker looked at her, "It just kind of snuck up on me one day. I just realized how happy she made me and that i couldn't picture my life without her. Plus, she brings out the best in me." He explained to her.

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@ Gunslinger;
Cameron smiled and kissed her deeply pulling her shirt clean off. He ran his hands over her body before pulling off his shirt. He kissed her his fingers slipping into her panties rubbing her clit gently.

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Nova nodded and bit her lip. It was insane but she felt the same way about Ryker. she couldn't imagine her life without him. She had always been there even when they where babies he was there. He looked out for her when they where small. He was there her entire life and she didn't want it to change. Nova hugged her dad saying goodnight then dressed for bed getting in and passing out.