300 Confessions Way

^ thank you.

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i can't get over how small my niece is. she's so tiny, but apparently my parents caught her out with her mother and grandmother, who was smoking and leaning right over the pram. my brother went off his nut, quite rightly so. the mother is claiming she doesn't allow anyone to smoke around the baby and she's been caught out. i really, really hope that he sees sense.

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so, good news is my meds have been switched from weekly dispense back to a monthly one. the doctors have put my meds on repeat because i've been in accordance with weekly dispense and checking in every week for the past 6 months. my cpn is going to be phoning me soon to arrange my first appointment, so i'm a little nervous for that, but if it's gonna help with my trauma, i'm raring to go.

im feeling sick to my stomach. yesterday was just a complete blur. i am so sad, so scared. i dont want this to be the beginning of the end even if i know it has to happen one day.

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i haven't felt like this in so long. i don't miss it. it's like being in free fall with no end. guts twisted in a knot. it feels like the end of the world. the end of choices, of hope.

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i just went back through some old posts of mine on here from 10 years ago. what a trip. what a fucking trip. the teenager that i was just solidified in time.

it seems I always come back here when I can't cope anymore. hello, confessions.

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will this feeling go away? this feeling of resentment? of sadness? of overwhelming.... I don't even know. it all feels too much and I can't even fake it right now. I knew this was a bad idea but I went along with it anyways because I wanted you to be happy. is your happiness more important than mine?

I suppose we'll find out. it seems like it's going to break one or the other of us soon in any case.

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The worst part of owning and loving a pet is the goodbye - I understand why some people will go through the grieving process and never own another pet. It’s real. And raw. And scary.

I'm really sad right now that Mibba isn't what it used to be...
I got diagnosed today and I really just needed a pick me up to a time before all this began...

We’re doing inventory at my job and I just want to leave right now

Did the hardest thing today. I left my abusive boyfriend of two years. This is going to be a painful process, but I just couldn't do it anymore. He turned into a completely different person and I can't deal with that.

Welp, here we go. Guess the wheels are in motion for this, at last. Why is the assessment so fucking expensive though?

I want to be treated better.

I can't even put into words how much it breaks my heart seeing Mibba fall apart like this.

I just com back here purely out of nostalgia. Not really sure if I'm truly gonna stay or I'll just disappear off again.

Is it even worth it to stay, though?

Ugh I feel so tired and my head hurts, and to make matters worse, my stomach's been feeling nauseous . It sucks and I feel like shit. Thanks for that, Depression.

an english person commenting on the welsh government's post telling the welsh people how we should react to something that's happening in wales... fuckin christ.

kind of odd that my ex drove past his sister's house at 7:30 this morning... He knows i'm here i'm sure... But how is that any of his business? He has yet to contact me, just try to stalk me it seems. He needs to move on, this is ridiculous. I could barely focus at work today.

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