July 8th, 2020 at 03:51am
300 Confessions Way
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feeling nostalgic, feeling old, feeling blue, feeling tiredJuly 12th, 2020 at 10:57pm
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it makes me so sad. to see the way things are now. i know everyone keeps saying it but i have to as well.
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there are so many young mcr stans on tumblr and twitter and i just want to be like "wow, christ, it's so different, how you experience mcr bandom is so different than how i did and now i am just a relic of the old LJ frerards that you haunt now" but i don't. i just keep it to myself bc no teenager really needs some random adult going on about the old days.
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i don't know why we all lie about what happened. we all knew, we were just all so young and groomed. it was fucked up but i guess like everyone who remembers it along with me are still pinky finger close and don't want to admit it or see it that way. it just makes me uncomfortable.
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remember that day we met
you told me this gets harder
well it did!July 13th, 2020 at 02:41am -
still missing you mibbaJuly 13th, 2020 at 05:30am
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Counting down the days til we get the puppies. And I'm also trying to get back into writing again.
Also, I've been feeling a bit anti-social lately, for no reason.July 13th, 2020 at 06:15am -
July 14th, 2020 at 04:30am
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I still find myself coming back on here and checking on things. I miss what Mibba used to be. I always say this but it's true.
You know when you're a kid and you imagine your life at, like, 25 to be a certain way that is probably idealized from the books and movies you watched? Like you imagine to be not living in your slightly-boring home state and landing a cool job and being in the best relationship of your life. And then years go on and your life starts you deviate but you still hold out hope because that's just the kind of person that you are. You're hopeful and you still think that this could happen to you. Even at the slightest chance.
I spent the last however-many-years miserable at a job I hated, stuck in my home state (which I grew to love, but I know I belong elsewhere), and going through various relationships that were bad for me from the get-go (probably). Didn't think it could happen to me anymore. The life that little-me imagined at 25.
And yet, here we are now. I'm moving to LA, I'm going to be working for a non-profit, and my boyfriend is the best person I know. Teenage me is fucking rejoicing.
I'm finally here and now I can focus on the future.July 14th, 2020 at 05:35am -
Getting pissed off because someone didn't want to wake you up to ask you about dinner or getting pissed off because someone bought dinner before you can think of doing so is kinda immature, don't you think? Sometimes you snap at people when they wake you up anyways... Like i dont understand your way of thinking sometimes.
<-these emojis are how I feel about the situation because it's confusing for you to be pissed off over something trivial (esp when the food is being shared with everyone regardless), I am kinda rolling my eyes but at the same time I'm kinda laughing on the inside about it because it's ridiculous.
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Ugh I wish I can get my sleeping schedule back on track...July 16th, 2020 at 12:03am -
July 16th, 2020 at 01:24am
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You only message us when you want money, you treat us like your own personal cash machine and I can't stand it. Yet, he'll never say no to you because you're like a sister to him and you know that. You use it, and him, and I hate you for it.July 21st, 2020 at 02:03am
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-July 21st, 2020 at 03:58pm
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i don't trust one direction one dang bit.
can kim namjoon, just, ya know, marry me?
the portrait of ruby is done and it's so, so beautifulJuly 22nd, 2020 at 06:15pm -
i still miss him to the moon and back.
i hate this.July 27th, 2020 at 05:23pm -
I think I've finally gotten to that point. Looking back and seeing that only the bad memories resurface anymore. Things that cripple me in my current relationship stem from the moments where I swallowed my discomfort and hurt, in order to keep you happy. Realizing how much more focus I could have had if I had not been clouded by infatuation and the drive to make sure I was there for you (but not vice versa).
I regret us having been in a relationship.July 29th, 2020 at 08:58pm -
August 15th, 2020 at 01:54am
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Hewwo mibba, don't know where else to talk about this so here I am.
I'm finding it so hard to navigate relationships as a gender fluid person. Dysphoria hits hard, and hits HARDEST during sex. I want to be seen as, referred to, and treated as a man a lot of the time, but especially in sexual situations because 1) dysphoria isn't great when you're doing so much Body stuff, and 2) I find it extremely intimate and therefore sexy. I wish there was a way to find bi men whose attitudes and interests would line up with this instead of continuing to date straight dudes who are solely interested in a feminine exterior and weirded out by anything elseOctober 10th, 2020 at 07:35pm -
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@ werewoof
me too. i keep coming back. missing the shit out of it.
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@ vanete.
i feel you re: mcr kids these days *shakes fist*
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I am confused, happy, sad, angry, annoyed, overjoyed all at the same time. And stubborn. And in love. I am a fucking nutcase.
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Uuuuugh seeing these smilies just BROKE me. I miss MSN and I miss my onliners.October 27th, 2020 at 01:24pm