300 Confessions Way

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Uuuuugh seeing these smilies just BROKE me. I miss MSN and I miss my onliners.

A remnant of the old times....but I have an announcement to make to anyone who remembers me from when this site was more active. I have a twitch account where I stream regularly, I fight often against professional Smash Bros Ultimate players and a lot of other stuff. If you find me from mibba, send me something in chat that would remind me of old Mibba, that'd be awesome.....twitch.tv/poisongirlss is where I am (both S's). I miss you all

Miss you guys and the world that used to be on here. ❤️

It's crazy to see ads and spam accounts on the forums. Wow. So much has changed since this site's inception years and years ago.

I recently googled some people who used to be really popular on here. It's weird to know someone I thought was so cool as a barely teenager was in reality a horrible person. I'm sure everyone has gone through that drama here but it's strange to see blogs outline things I lived through/saw in real time as they actually were, not just through the eyes of a kid on the internet.

I hope this adoption application goes through because we've had a lot of opportunities and plans of adopting or buying pups fall through to someone else's careless mistake or due to people listing dogs for sale not responding back.

ugh, not the spam again

I... like it so much more.

phew. i know i shouldn't want it...but i really want you to do something.

I've lived around this my whole life, I thought I'd handle this so effortlessly and it feels like everybody expects me to but I'm absolutely not and I don't know how to tell people that. I just wanna be "normal" again, whatever that is. This just feels like a punishment and I don't know what I did wrong to cause it. I haaaaaaate this.

I can’t do this anymore. I can’t.

I'm angry. Like...really angry. And I miss them even as I'm angry enough to push them away.

It hurts so fucking bad. I haven't been in this much physical pain for years.

When your friend has been working all week and when you can finally voice note each other the first thing she says is “I’ve missed you!” Friends who put in effort and love are the ones you need to hold onto.

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can't believe i'll be 29 on tuesday. i remember being on here when i was about 14/15 to 16/17 (15 years man, whaaaat) and having so many friends on here. so many old mibbians. i used to be sonny moore/cyanide cola. on here and the friends i had were amazing. i miss those days. but i think this'll be the last post i make because the spam on here is out of this world.

either way, mibba was fun while it lasted those many years ago. just makes me think about how much time has went by and how much i've changed. sentimental on one hand, but grateful on the other.

catch ye, mibba. it's been good.

You’re not interested. Okay, whatever. But that look?!?! How could you forget? I don’t believe you.

@obi wan kenobi
I remember you

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hi again. The only thing I have on my mind is driving. That is the only thing I want to do. But it’s still out of my reach not yet not yet…and when I do it’s going to feel so fucking good

I’m so scared that this akathisia won’t go away. Even after I get off abilify. I wish I never would have gotten on drugs for my mental health. I’m quitting lexapro next. I want to be drug free and just do this shit on my own.

I love my family so much, but sometimes I get so tired and frustrated. I have such a short fuse sometimes; I hate it. I feel like I wasn't really given a good example of how to regulate and control my own emotions, let alone how to deal with those of others or how to teach a child how to do those things. I don't know how to be a good mother and a good wife. I just know that it's so important to me that I try to be both and not mess this up. Next to my relationship with God, it's the most important thing to me. I just desperately fear messing up. I have to keep praying for the help from God I need to hopefully not screw up.