Pull Me Deep

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Peyton followed after Kyle up the stairs, she was nervous to say the least. But she wasn’t about to back out of it now. She was curious about Kyle. He didn’t seem like the usually pusher. Strung out on their own products. Stepping through the door she did her best to ignore the masses of drugs everywhere. What she chose to see was the guys faces. Giving them a curt nod of her head when they were introduced. Before taking the seat offered to her. Angling her body towards Kyle. She smirked at him before looking around again. “I kinda disappoint.” She told him, turning to look back at him. “I was actually looking forward to meeting toothless.” She chuckled at her own joke. Knowing it was the only thing keeping her from leaving the room. To her this wasn’t a party it was a trap.

"And as much as we both know I hate to disappoint, there's no Toothless here." Kyle tilted his head to the side with a shrug."But I could only imagine your reaction." He teased her as he nudged her knee with his own. Drew lit up a joint, took a drag before he was holding it out toward Peyton but Kyle waved it away because he knew she didn't drink for whatever reason even though she tried to play it off so he doubted she dabbled in anything else but Drew shrugged as he passed it to Sam.

Kyle could sense she wasn't that comfortable up there but it was important for her to see it all and know this was his lifestyle and how things worked for him. He didn't usually show this much to someone especially someone he wasn't involved with because it was a risk, it was risking everything he had worked for but there was just something about her, maybe how sheltered she seemed.

A knock sounded at the attic door, Kyle got up and pulled open the door and a guy stood there but Kyle stepped back to let him inside and the guy eyed Peyton before sitting next to her and Kyle began to package up a tiny bag of a few brightly colored pills.

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Peyton watched as Kyle waved off the offer of a joint. She knew that it was only natural for them to want her to join in on the fun. And honestly she would have taken a hit had he not refused. It was something she had a prescription for any ways. However hers was legal, and she would get in more trouble than they would because they'd see this as her sharing her stash with them. But lucky for her she didn't fill it, and had none in her possession. "You should know I don't handle disappointment well." She teased him, though she felt awkward. It wasn't due to the fact that there was drugs every where, it was the other people in the room. And she knew that if she didn't do something there wasn't any way she'd be able to calm down. Unless they were left alone.

She watched as Kyle left to answer the door, feeling a bit out of the loop. She defiantly felt on edge, until he sat back down. She felt a wave of relief hit her, as they were left alone agian. And even though she didn't drink she felt like she could really use one right now. As the time they were here things felt more tense now, it may have just been her. But she knew this was something she didn't want to be involved in. Not because of the drugs or the people. It was just the uncertainty of what was going on that was really getting to her.

Kyle huffed out a laugh as he finished the packaging and exchanged it for the crisp bills and Drew and Sam left behind the frat boy as Kyle organised the new money with the small stack on the table."Disappointment is my middle name." He shrugged as he leaned forward, resting his forearms on his knees."Ever wanted to try molly?" He asked as held out two pepto pink pills. He wasn't trying to push anything on her and it wasn't his thing either but ever since the diner, the tension between them was rough and he wasn't sure why or how to even fix that.

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Peyton watched as the guys left, leaving them alone. She could feel herself slowly relaxing, she was still trying to get over herself. But she didn’t know why she was even acting possessive when there was nothing going on between the two of them. Placing her drink on the table she sat back, her body froze as he asked if she wanted to do drugs. “You really think that’s why I’m here?” She questioned him, wanting to slap the pills away and then him. But she knew she’d placed herself in this situation, and people were going to wonder why she was hanging around a druggy. She knew from the time she spent with him he wasn’t into using it, but pushing it. She just didn’t think he’d ever assume she been creeping around for a taste.

Kyle placed the pills back amongst the rest, rubbed at his jaw and shrugged."I'm not sure what you're doing here, Peyton. You stormed out of a diner then proceeded to avoid me and I'm not still not sure as to why and then I ask you to come here and you do without question so, why don't you tell me why you're here?" He turned to her, his jaw set.

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Peyton scoffed, “first off I didn’t avoid you, I just didn’t seek you out either. And secondly who am I to stand in your way of getting laid.” She rolled her eyes, knowing that just spilled out of her mouth was entirely a lie. “And I’m here because I want to be here, or for drugs and not for notes.” She stood up and start to moved to the door. “So this was fun.” She sarcastically said, shaking her head wondering why the hell she’d even put herself in this situation.

Kyle laughed as he turned from his seat to watch Peyton stalk to the door."You're cute when you're flustered." He said as he listened to her spiel and then he grabbed a few items from the table, stood up, and shoved the wad of bills into his pocket as he pulled open the door for her."I think you're intrigued by this." He gestured toward the room."And I think you're intrigued by me but I think you're scared for yourself so admit you are and that's okay. But, I honestly just wanted to hang out with you tonight which is why I invited you. You came because you thought there was some hidden agenda. So, when you feel like you can stop lying to me and yourself, you know where to find me." He reached out and twisted a piece of her hair around his finger before he let it fall freely and brushed past her back down into the crowd.

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Peyton froze when he called her cute, she didn’t know what to make of how she reacted to his words. It was like she couldn’t breathe and her hands got sweaty, on some deeper level she knew he was right. She wasn’t all that intrigued by what he did as much a she was intrigued by him. Her eyes watched his movement closely as he approached her, wondering just why she couldn’t get away from him. She felt trapped by him, and she couldn’t say she hated it. However he was entirely correct she had to stop lying to herself and everyone around her. But none of this was ever in the cards for her. Her plan had been to finish college and make something out of herself, not fall for the bad boy. She watched as he retreated down stairs, part of her wanted to chase after him while the sane part of her screamed not to do it. And knowing that if she did go after him what would she say.

Letting herself get lost in her thoughts wasn’t helping either, so instead of thinking over what she should do she headed down the stairs. Her eyes swept the room noticing a few people she knew here and there, and she did her best to avoid a few others, but when she locked eyes she couldn’t help but smirking. Shaking her head lightly she mad her way on to the make shift dance floor working her way over to her friend. “Dance woman.” Was all she heard before her friend was grinding on her. Peyton let out a laugh at Megs behavior before deciding to just go with it. She’d come her to have fun and for fucks sake she was going to. The music started to take control and she moved her body to the rhythm. Her thoughts of Kyle fading into the back of her mind, she’d worry about it some other time.

It had been a few weeks since the party at the frat house which meant it had been weeks since Kyle had spoken to Peyton. Of course he saw her through passing whether on campus or hiding out in a cranny in the library but he made no move to speak to her but he couldn’t lie and say he didn’t want to but for now, this was the best option.

And most importantly, he had a business to run and a reputation to uphold. On top of that, finals were just around the corner which also meant his hours at the library had his increased and his business on campus was pretty overwhelming but all this meant was that once break was happening, he would have plenty of time to realize, maybe take a trip and let Sam and Drew take over until school started once again.

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Peyton sighed as she slumped down over the book on the desk before her. Her eyes moving to the girl to the right of her. “You know I hate you right?” She teasingly joked, before letting out a yawn. A soft laugh coming from Meg who was sitting with a book in her lap however her eyes were trained on her phone. Her swiping more important than her studies. “Well we all can’t have rich daddy’s.” She teased, “I mean you could find one however you’d have to.” She made a popping noise, insinuating that Peyton pop her cherry. Rolling her eyes she lightly smacked her friends leg. Feeling to tired to really put up a fight or even throw back an insult. She’d been pushing herself hard. Doing her best to get caught up with all her studies and on top of working shifts at the coffee store. She’d been lucky and was only getting a few shifts a week but still with finals coming up she was pushing harder. “I wish you’d shut up about that.” She told her friend letting her eyes fall close, she was having a hard time fighting to stay awake. And the reason why Meg was here was to keep her up so she could at least finish the assignment for her English class.

“Hey.” Meg nudged her with her foot, “wake up.” She demanded, before smacking her upside the head with a magazine. When Peyton made no effort to move she froze fear taking over her. Was she having another episode, standing quickly she moved over to her friend before roughly shaking her. “Peyton wake up!” She said starting to get frantic.

Kyle sat in some coffee shop just far away from campus that it wasn't completely ran over with college kids. His first final exam was the week after next and normally, he would much rather be at the frat house and enjoying the antics there but it was too loud and crowded and even here, his phone beeped and buzzed every ten minutes or so, someone wanting something from him or to know where he had gotten off too but he couldn't put off finishing up these last assignments for his classes.

He took a sip of his coffee as he leaned back in his chair, grabbing his phone and seeing all the notifs and hashtags on instagram, seeing what he was currently missing out on. A flash of dark hair caught his attention as the girl came in through the door and it reminded him of Peyton and that annoyed him, she had made her decision for now and he wasn't going to budge on his.

Kyle quickly packed up his few books and papers, left a few dollars on the table and got out of there.

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A yawn left her mouth as she moved along the side walk. A loud and rather annoyed Meg walking next to her. "All I'm saying is that you need to put your health before your studies." She nudged her friend with her shoulder. "I know, I know." Peyton said rolling her eyes. "Once finals are over we can worry about it." She said, teasing her friend. "Bitch I will gut you, we ain't doing the whole hospital shit agian." Meg told her, before she collided with someone who wasn't watches where they were going. "Fuck dude." Meg spat out at the guy. Before she got a shit eating grin on her face. "Dude what are you doing here?" She said before her and her friend started talking. "Hey I'm a." Peyton said, to no one in particular before she turned and started walking. Most of the people that Meg knew wasn't the kind of people Peyton wanted to deal with. Heading down the side walk she'd planed on stopping and getting her pay check before she headed back to the dorms. However with the way things had been going Meg would more than likely want to drag her to some party. Though after the last one she'd been to she'd been laying low. Her mind was still running wild, she wasn't sure why she was so hung up on this guy. They were from totally different worlds and they shouldn't even be meshing. Walking into the coffee shop she headed straight to the register, smiling brightly at Kim as was busy with a customer. Turning to look back out the window wondering if Meg was done talking yet. But she froze when she noticed Kyle, a look of surprise pulling at her face. In all her time working there she'd never seen him not once. However it seemed like he was in a hurry to leave, for her it was weird seeing him toting around book and shit. But she watched as he ended up dropping a couple of papers, and in his haste he didn't seem to noticed. Turning her attention to Kim as she handed her her pay check she quickly thanked her before heading over and grabbing the papers. She wondered if she'd be able to catch him before he got to far away. "Hey." She called at him catching him not that far from the door. "Kyle." She corrected herself knowing that she could be calling anyone.

Kyle heard his name being called behind him and without a second thought, he turned around and came face to face with the one person he was trying to not see, the universe had a funny way of playing jokes."Peyton." He said as he wasn't sure what else to say to her, awkward small talk was never a great place to be."Hey." He hefted the books in his arms up and his eyes caught the papers she was holding, he could clearly see his hand writing, he must have dropped them on his haste to leave the coffee shop.

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Peyton felt a smile tug at her face as he turned to face her. “Hey, you uh dropped these.” She told him, offering the papers. “Need help?” She questioned him. Pulling her arm back once he had the papers, she grabbed at her bag tugging on it. Her mind racing, she wanted to talk to him, but her Brian just seemed to turn off. Sighing she looked at his hands, noticing his struggle. However she wasn’t sure if he’d take her up on the offer. They had been dancing around each other crossing paths but never actually running into each other. She knew it was their way of not confirming anything going on. And she was thankful that they’d let things rest and she needed to focus on her studies. However she couldn’t help but what to be close to him now they were here.

"Thanks." Kyle mumbled as he took the paper from her, stuffing them inside a book. He shook his head."No, that's okay." He worried that it came out too harsh so he cleared his throat."I'm just heading back to campus, finishing up the ends of these assignments and then I'll be ready to blow this place for a while." And silence fell between them for a moment, both of them just standing on the side walk."Anyway, hope you do well on your finals and have a nice break but I've gotta go."

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Peyton felt her hopes slip away from her, here she was wanting to spend time with him. But instead he was wanting to get away from her. "Yeah, thanks I guess." She said almost letting her emotions get the best of her. She knew this should be a sign that she needed to stay away. But she felt the draw to him, unlike she'd felt before. And she wanted to spend time with him, but what did she really want from him. It had been years since she'd last dated a guy. And she really wasn't one to initiate anything, it had always been her school work first. She figured she could have a life after, the only person who made her really want to try was slowly leaving her life. And she really didn't know what to say or even do to keep him from walking out. "Hey asshat." Meg greeted Kyle as she walked up to them. "You gonna be at the biggest party ever tonight?" She questioned him kind of loud. Knowing that she was just stoked to be partying it up. Everyone was already partying even through finals weren't done yet. They were just preparing for the end of this term, most of them heading home for the break. While others such as Peyton would be working and trying to erase as much of the past as they could.

Kyle wanted to curse the universe at that moment for making Meg appear when she did, hindering his escape from Peyton but he hefted his books up as he turned his attention to Meg."Yeah, I'll be making an appearance for a bit." He let his eyes gaze over to Peyton because he doubted she would be there but Meg made him curious as to whether Peyton told her anything that happened between them."Save me a drink and dance." Kyle winked to Meg before he was turning around.

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Peyton watched the interaction between Meg and Kyle, she felt a bit of hope when he looked her way. Was he trying to say he wanted to see her there. But when he told Meg save him a drink and dance, she felt all hope fade away. Looking down she sighed, what was the point. They were from different worlds and she was ready to just head to bed and become one with it. "Hey what was that?" She asked Peyton when he left them. "We don't vibe well." Peyton shrugged, acting surprised. Thought she knew it wasn't the case. How was she suppose to tell her friend what was going on when she didn't know anything either. "Well like hell I'll take your sloppy seconds." She scoffed, teasingly to her friend. Before linking their arms and heading back towards the campus.

Peyton groaned as Meg pushed her out her dorm room. "Why do I have to go to this party?" She whined, being pulled down the sidewalk towards the party. "Because if you don't go who will hold my hair?" Meg teased, knowing that Peyton had never held her hair when she was throwing up. For a matter of fact they never left a party together in the past. She didn't knowing what kind of drunk Meg even was, it was always the same. Go to the party, get separated and then leave. It would be the same thing that happened to night.

(It's all good, I haven't been the most active lately either. Though look forward to continuing this! )

Kyle stepped inside the frat house through the thick crowd, the music was loud and the chatter and drunk giggles of girls was even louder. It's exactly what he expected tonight. Ambitions were lowered, essays and studying long forgotten, the biggest party for the ending semester.

He spotted Sam talking to some lower class man, no doubt getting a good sell and that meant that Drew was upstairs manning the reigns, trying to prove he could handle things. So Kyle made his way toward the kitchen, grabbing himself a drink as he surveyed the faces in the crowd. And maybe checking if Meg and Peyton had arrived which annoyed him because he shouldn't care.

Kyle slowly made his way upstairs, bypassing couples making out and girls doing cocaine on the stair railing and once he entered the room, it was only Drew, their usual set up on the table with stacks and stacks of money, banded together. He sat on the couch as he sat his drink down, picking up a band and thumbing through the bills."All from just tonight?" He asked and Drew nodded as he snapped a rubber band into place.

Kyle nodded as he leaned up, removed the gun from his back, sitting it on the arm of the couch as he rested his head back on the couch.

"You've been studying to hard. Relax and enjoy the party, I've got things under control."

A bag of pills landed on his lap and Kyle snorted out a laugh as he noticed it was mdma."Do I look like some basic sorority chick?" He wasn't much into using his own supply and especially not when he was in work mode.

Drew rolled his eyes."Dude, I can handle tonight. Sam and I got this."

With a sigh, he stood up and stuffed his gun back into the back of his jeans, slide the pills into his pocket and grabbed his cup."Call me if you need anything. Or if anything goes wrong. And don't fuck around with my money." He smirked at Drew as he slipped out of the room and mingled back into the party.

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