Confession/Pray

@ HarleyQuinn2016

Jongup followed him. “I think he’s going to be at the wedding tomorrow.” He said as Yongguk handed him some clothes.

@ yongguk.
Yongguk nodded, ‘I need to talk to him. I’m worried about him.’

@ HarleyQuinn2016

“You should.” Jongup said and then sighed, “Himchan told me not to tell you but Zelo is drinking....a lot....and Channie hyung found some pills on him but Zelo won’t tell him what they are or where he got them..”

@ yongguk.
‘You stay here. I’ll be right back,’ he walked out of Niel’s house and toward Zelo’s apartment. When he got there, he knocked on the door, ‘Zelo.’

@ HarleyQuinn2016

Niel walked into the room, “your food is ready. Where did Yongguk hyung go?” He asked Jongup.

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“He’s not home. He hasn’t been for the two days.” Zelo’s neighbor told him.

@ yongguk.
‘He went to go see Zelo.’

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‘Do you know where he is?’

@ HarleyQuinn2016

“Oh. Well, do you want to come eat?” Niel asked.

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“Last I heard, my girlfriend said she saw him at that bar in the bad part of Seoul.”

@ yongguk.
Jongup nodded, ‘thankyou Niel.’

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Yongguk thanked the man before going to the bar. He walked inside and saw Zelo sitting in a booth near the back. He walked over to him, ‘Zelo...’

@ HarleyQuinn2016

Niel smiled, “of course, hyung.”

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Zelo looked up, sighing. “What do you want, Yongguk?” He mumbled.

@ yongguk.
He followed Niel down to the dining room area to get his food.

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He sat down on the other side of the booth, facing him, ‘Zelo I’m worried about you. Jongup told me you’ve been drinking a lot and taking things and not telling anybody what you’re taking. He said you think I hate you. I don’t hate you Zelo. I could never hate you. Look when you came back, i was really listening to everything you said, I was just so focused on how I felt. I’m really sorry. I don’t hate you. I don’t,’ he told him as he placed a hand over Zelo’s to stop him from raising the glass he was holding and taking another drink of whatever alcohol he was drinking.

@ HarleyQuinn2016

“I’m sorry about your father, hyung.” Niel said as he made Jongup a plate.

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Zelo pulled his hand away, downing the alcohol anyways. “You love me so much; you went and got a boyfriend.” He said, his words slurring some, as he stood up.

@ yongguk.
‘It’s okay Niel.’

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‘Zelo did you’re parents stop you from coming back even after you turned of age to leave?’

@ HarleyQuinn2016

“My Dad was the same way, that’s why I moved out when I was sixteen and stayed with my cousins...so I understand what you’re going through.” Niel said as he got himself some food.

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Zelo looked at him, “I told you they did...”

@ yongguk.
‘I’m sorry. For reference, how old are you?’

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‘I’m sorry Zelo. I’m really sorry. I wasn’t paying attention to hardly anything you said that night. I was focused on my feelings and all the time you were gone.’

@ HarleyQuinn2016

“Twenty four.” Niel said as he got himself something to drink. “Are you thirsty?”

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“It doesn’t matter now.” Zelo said, turning back around and walking towards the door.

@ yongguk.
‘So am I. And yeah. Do you have cola? If not water is fine. I’m not picky.’

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‘Zelo at least let me take you home. I’d feel horrible if something happened to you on you’re way home.’

@ HarleyQuinn2016

“We do.” Niel said and got him a can of cola.

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Zelo shrugged, not saying anything as he waited by the door.

@ yongguk.
Jongup smiled, ‘thankyou.’

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Yongguk walked Zelo back to his place. When they got there, ‘Zelo I’m really sorry. I want to be friends again. Can we?’

@ HarleyQuinn2016

“You’re welcome to stay with us for however long you need, hyung.”

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“Yeah..” Zelo shrugged. He didn’t care at this point, he just wanted to get inside and go to sleep, but he was having trouble unlocking his door because of how intoxicated he was.

@ yongguk.
‘Thankyou,’ Jongup smiled, ‘I appreciate it. I’ll pay you guys back for letting me stay here.’

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Yongguk took the keys from him and helped him inside and to his room. He stayed with him for a bit, feeling bad.