There were plenty of things that Dean had wanted to do at one point. Everything on that list had consisted of taking down the people responsible for him losing his parents. For Sam losing Jess. And surely, for others who had lost for no reason at all. The thought alone made a new wave of anger surge through Dean's veins but he had more to think about now. He didn't want to raise his child in the way that he had been raised. The hunting life, it wasn't meant for kids in any sense of the word. He couldn't let harm come to his son. Even if it was the hardest thing that he ever did, Dean was left wondering if it would be best to walk away from the life. It wouldn't be easy and Dean would be left to look over his shoulder at every turn for the rest of his life but if that meant keeping Bailey and his wife safe, so be it. He would do it without second thought.
That was a conversation for tomorrow though. Dean wasn't naive and hell, he thought he might know Bailey better than he knew himself. She wanted him just as badly as he wanted her at the moment. No, needed her. Dean needed something to anchor him to the world that he was living in instead of the purgatory he'd been forced to endure for the last year.
Dean reached out, his fingers digging into Bailey's hips. He pulled her flush against him, letting out a soft sigh as he leaned his forehead against hers. He cleared his throat, suddenly unsure of himself. It wasn't the first time he'd felt this way. Since he'd managed to make it out of purgatory, his confidence had dwindled. Maybe Bailey would be better off without him, maybe it would be better if he didn't find Sam. Maybe they would both be better off without him in their lives.
Dean swallowed, pressing a delicate kiss to Bailey's lips. "Are you sure about this, sweetheart?"
That was a conversation for tomorrow though. Dean wasn't naive and hell, he thought he might know Bailey better than he knew himself. She wanted him just as badly as he wanted her at the moment. No, needed her. Dean needed something to anchor him to the world that he was living in instead of the purgatory he'd been forced to endure for the last year.
Dean reached out, his fingers digging into Bailey's hips. He pulled her flush against him, letting out a soft sigh as he leaned his forehead against hers. He cleared his throat, suddenly unsure of himself. It wasn't the first time he'd felt this way. Since he'd managed to make it out of purgatory, his confidence had dwindled. Maybe Bailey would be better off without him, maybe it would be better if he didn't find Sam. Maybe they would both be better off without him in their lives.
Dean swallowed, pressing a delicate kiss to Bailey's lips. "Are you sure about this, sweetheart?"
September 2nd, 2019 at 05:59am