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    ...Because of you, I’m becoming ruined. I wanna stop, I don’t want you anymore...
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    ...It pierces me, I’m going crazy, I hate this. Take it all away, I hate you...

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    July 4th, 2019 at 08:37pm
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    Solar sighed as she ran a hand through her hair. She was waiting for her step dad and step brother to go to sleep so she could sneak out. As she waited, she decided to do her makeup, trying to cover up the latest bruises from the two mentioned people.

    Solar’s dad died in a bad car accident when she was three. Her mom remarried when Solar was seven and from the start, her step dad and older step brother had something against her.

    When she was ten, they started physically and sexually abusing her. She never really had a childhood and developed depression and anxiety because of the abuse, on top of other mental health issues.

    Once she was sure they were asleep, Solar climbed out of her window and started towards the bus stop that would take her close enough to where the secret hideout was that her and her friends met up at.
    Yoongi was already drinking and he wasn’t in the mood for anyone’s shit tonight. So when he walked out of his studio and saw Jin and Jia sitting together, Jia’s legs thrown over Jin’s lap, he glared. He walked into the kitchen and grabbed another beer before walking back into the front room, leaning against the doorway, watching the two.

    They acted like a fucking couple and for some reason that bothered Yoongi. Namjoon and Hoseok teased him that he had a crush on Jia but he always denied it.

    He walked past them, muttering, even though he made it loud enough for Jia to hear, “stop being such a whore.”
    July 5th, 2019 at 01:15am
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    Jia listened to Jin talk about the best pizza that he has eaten, while her legs was draped across his lap. She loved listening to Jin talk about food since she could see the joy in his eyes. Besides, it was the least she could do since Jin had saved her from killing herself when they were in high school.

    From the corner of her eyes, she saw Yoongi leaning against the doorway with another bottle of beer. Out of everyone in their group, Jia never got along with Yoongi. The two of them were always fighting with each other. Usually it was just taking jabs at each other and maybe a few light shovels. However, Jia wasnt in the mood to fight with him today. In fact, she was genuinely happy for once, so she ignored Yoongi, that is until he past her while calling her a whore. Jia rolled her eyes "drunk bastard" she muttered back, loud enough for him to hear.

    "Guys don't start." Jin sighed as he tried to keep the peace.

    "No, Jin. I'm tired of this bastard disrespecting me." Jia said as stood up and moved in front of Yoongi, who only smirked at her. She lightly shoved his shoulders back. "What the fuck is your problem, Yoongi?"
    Jimin was playing video games with Taehyung and Jungkook, when he heard his phone go off. Seeing that he had received a text from Solar, he put his game controller down, not caring if he loses and picked up his phone to read the text. Solar wrote that she was on her way to the warehouse. Jimin smiled softly, thinking about the younger girl. Although, they have been friends for a few years, Jimin has developed feelings for Solar. However, he hasn't told anyone because he was afraid that their friends would tease him and that Solar wouldnt feel the same.

    'Okay, see you soon! he texted back and then went to focus back on the video game. However, he heard a glass break and a string of curse words coming from the main room. Jim looked at Taehyung and Jungkook, as they knew that Yoongi and Jia are back at it. The three of them went to main room to see that there was a broken bottle of beer on the floor and Yoongi had his hand around Jia's neck, squeezing it while pinning her to the wall. Jin, Namjoon and Hoseok were trying to get Yoongi off of Jia, as she was struggling to get out of his grip.

    "Yoongi hyung! Let go of Jia! You're hurting her and she can't breathe." Jimin ran over to help pull him off of Jia.
    July 5th, 2019 at 08:57pm
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    Solar smiled at the text from Jimin. She was really only happy whenever she got to spend time with her friends. Once the bus stop was close enough, she got off and walked the rest of the way to the warehouse.

    As soon as she approached, she could hear yelling from inside and sighed. She already knew it was Yoongi and Jia, the two of them always fought.

    She carefully walked inside without being seen, since everyone was focused on getting Yoongi away from Jia. She stood by the doorway, just watching everything unfold.

    Namjoon and Jin pulled Yoongi away from Jia, who pulled away from them and shoved Yoongi to the ground. The older boy jumped back up and shoved Jia into the younger boys, who caught her and held onto her to keep her from attacking Yoongi again.

    Solar moved out of the way as Yoongi stomped past her, going to his studio and slamming the door. Jin and Hoseok tended to Jia, checking her over to make sure she was okay and trying to calm her down, while Namjoon grabbed a broom to clean up the broken glass.

    Solar walked in and sat down at the little makeshift table they sat up but didn’t say anything.
    July 5th, 2019 at 11:34pm
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    Jia got tired of Yoongi shoving her, but he took it a step too far with the insults when he mentioned that she should have went through with killing herself. Getting angry, she smacked the bottle of beer out of his hand and onto the floor, where it shattered. At that point Yoongi had snapped, and the next thing she knew, Yoongi had his hands around her throat as she shoved her against the wall. Jia struggled to get out of his grip, but she also couldn't breathe. It finally took Jin, Namjoon, and Hoseok to separate the two, but Jia was pissed that Yoongi had the audacity to choke her. She removed herself from Hoseok and lunged at Yoongi, pushing him on the ground which he returned the favor and shoved her into Hoseok and Jimin. This time, they held their grip onto her so that she couldn't escape. They held onto her until they watched Yoongi push himself away from Namjoon and Jin before he stormed off to his room.

    Jimin had let go of Jia when he saw Hoseok and Jin tend to her, while Namjoon cleaned up the broken bottle of beer. He noticed Solar was sitting quietly at the makeshift table. He gave her a small, but sad smile in her direction before trying to offer Namjoon some help to clean up.

    "Why don't the four of you go back to your room and hang out. We'll clean up the mess and take care of Jia." Namjoon said with a soft smile.

    At that point, Jia felt so bad that the younger four of the group had witness the fight between her and Yoongi. She wanted to be a role model and set good examples for them, but Jia always seem to fail because she keeps letting these fights with Yoongi keep happening. "I'll be okay you guys. I'm sorry that you had to see me act like this." She apologized before removing herself from Jin and Hoseok. She grabbed her jacket and her keys. "I'm fine. I'm just going to go out to cool off." Jia told them, when really she needed to get away from everyone and possibly get high.
    July 6th, 2019 at 07:18am
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    Solar got up and followed the three younger boys to their room. She sat down on the bed while Jungkook and Taehyung went back to playing video games.

    “What did I miss?” She asked Jimin, whenever he sat down next to her.
    “Okay, please come back though?” Jin asked Jia as she went to the front door. He was worried about her, he had a feeling she was up to something but he didn’t want to invade her personal space.

    Once she was gone, he sighed as he went back inside and went into the kitchen to make some dinner for everyone.

    He looked over at Yoongi who walked in and grabbed another beer. “You owe her an apology, you know that.”

    “I don’t owe her shit.” Yoongi grunted, as he opened the beer and took a huge swig.

    Jin sighed, “you gotta stop this, Yoongi-ah. We’re all worried about you.”

    Yoongi laughed, “Yeah, sure.” He said, sitting down at the table.
    July 6th, 2019 at 10:43pm
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    Jia nodded when Jin asked her to come back to warehouse when she was done. Her original plan was to go back to her apartment to get high. She didn't want to go back to warehouse, especially after her fight with Yoongi. However, she could never say no to Jin. "Alright fine. I'll be back in a couple of hours." She told him before walking outside.

    Jia headed towards the shady part of the town, going to the bar that she works part-time for. None of the guys knew that she worked there, and if they did, Jia wouldn't be working there anymore since she knew that Jin and Namjoon would cause hell and do everything in their power to get her fired. Anyway, Jia headed towards the back, knowing that Jongup would be in his office. Knocking on his office door, she was let in shortly after. Jongup saw her and smirked, knowing that she was back for more drugs. Jia was the only customer he would give his products to for free, because they are sleeping together, but also they have known each other for a while since they were both foster kids. "I need a refill." She simply stated as she pulled the collar of jacket closer to her neck to hide the bruises that were forming. Jongup noticed them anyway, but he didn't say anything, not wanting to upset her. He pulled out a baggy with MDMA pills and handed it to her. "I have a line ready, if you're in." He said as he showed her a line of coke on the desk, ready to be inhaled. Jia smiled and nodded. She took the rolled up banknote from Jongup and inhaled the white powder, feeling the burn instantly but knowing the high she was looking for will be coming.
    Jimin shrugged, "Everything was calm until the fight between Yoongi and Jia." He said with a sigh. "Tae, Kookie, and I were just playing videogames. Of course I was winning though." He said, hoping to lift up the mood.

    "Stop telling her lies, just to make yourself feel better hyung." Jungkook teased.

    "He lost every round, because he was so busy texting his crush." Taehyung continued with the teasing as he winked at Solar. Everyone in the house, except for the younger girl knew that Jimin has a crush on her. Jimin blushed when his friends teased him. They might as well told Solar that he had a crush on her, but he was glad that they didn't.

    "Fuck off you guys." He bickered back playfully as he threw an empty water bottle at them.
    July 7th, 2019 at 02:33am
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    Solar looked at Jimin, giggling, completely oblivious. “Aww, ChimChim, you have a crush? How come you didn’t tell me.” She teased the older boy.

    She sighed a moment later and got up, “I’m going to get a drink.” She said, walking out of the room.

    She went into the kitchen where the older boys were talking, mostly about Yoongi’s drinking problem. She walked over to the fridge and grabbed a can of sprite before opening it and walking over to the pot where Jin was making stew. She grabbed a fork and stirred some before taking a bite.

    “Hey, don’t eat all of it Solar, leave some for the rest of us.” Namjoon teased her.

    “Leave her alone.” Yoongi snapped.

    Any time Namjoon or Hoseok teased Solar about how much she ate or poked her cheeks and called her “chubby”, Yoongi would stick up for her. That’s why she was so confused why Yoongi got along with her and not with her unnie.

    Solar just gave him a smile, “sorry, oppa, I just had to make sure it was seasoned enough.” She gave Namjoon a fake smile, before walking into the living room, knowing fully well she wouldn’t be eating now.
    July 7th, 2019 at 02:47am
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    A couple hours went by and Jia was returning back to the warehouse. She had to make sure she didn't look high, knowing that Jin and probably Namjoon were still up waiting for her. No one knew that she did drugs let alone snorting cocaine and popping MDMA pills, and she didn't want them to find out. Jia suffers from depression, anxiety, and other mental health issues caused by her horrible childhood. Although, becoming friends with Jin and then meeting the rest of the group minus Yoongi, has been good for her, the drugs do a better job of making her forget everything.

    Sighing softly as she saw the light was still on in the main room, Jia opened the door and walked inside the warehouse. She went straight to the fridge, ignoring everyone, and grabbed a beer. Jia popped the cap off and took a swig of the golden color alcohol. Taking a couple more sips, she decided to go back into the living room, knowing that Jin would try to get her to sit with them. Jia sat in one of the empty chairs away from everyone. She saw the worried look on Jin's face, which had her let out a sigh. "I'm fine, okay. I don't want to talk about it." She said, not wanting to hear their concerns for her.

    Jimin looked down and rubbed the back of his neck nervously. "I was just afraid that, you were going to get mad at me." He lied. He wanted to tell her that she was his crush, but was to chicken too. Jimin was also afraid that Solar would not feel the same and break off their friendship. The was the last thing he ever wanted. He would be so hurt and mad at himself if Solar walked out of his life.

    Watching Solar leave to get something to drink, Jimin looked at Taehyung and Jungkook, giving them a glare. "I hate you guys" He said as he threw a pillow at them. "She can't know my feelings for her. I value our friendship way to much to risk that."

    Tae rolled his eyes. "Dude calm down. You're being over dramatic. Besides Solar likes you too." He told her before throwing the pillow back at Jimin and went back to playing videogames with Jungkook.
    July 7th, 2019 at 04:54am
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    Solar looked up as Jia came in. She was going to say something to her but could tell by the look on the older girl’s face, she didn’t want to talk. She finished her sprite before throwing the can in the trash and going to one of the spare rooms, wanting to be alone.

    She sighed as she closed the door before laying down on the bed. Her fingers ran over her body, making sure she could still feel her bones. She sighed and rolled over, curling up in the fetal position as she closed her eyes. If she was asleep, she wouldn’t have to eat.
    Jin got up and walked into the living room and looked at Jia, “you should come eat with us.” He said, before going to the back room to get the younger boys.

    “She’s probably going to be mopey and sad all night.” Yoongi grunted as he stood by the doorway.

    “Yoongi, stop. I really don’t feel like listening to you guys right again.” Hoseok sighed as he went into the kitchen with Namjoon.
    July 7th, 2019 at 05:34am
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    Jia wasn't hungry, she never is when she is high. However, she knew that Jin would think something is up if she didn't eat. She sighed and got up to follow behind Jin get some stew. Jia heard the slick comment from Yoongi, and it took everything in her power to not punch him square in the mouth. Thankfully Hoseok stopped Yonngi before things could escalate. Jia grabbed a bowl and poured only a small amount of stew into it. She saw that Jin had a concerned look on his face, causing her to roll her eyes. "I'm fine Jin. I'm not that hungry and it's kind of difficult for me to eat since my throat is still sore." She said, as she shown the dark bruises around her neck. Her excuse wasn't a complete lie, because it was proven difficult for her to eat since she was sore, but the drugs she took also get rid of her her hunger too.

    Taking a seat the table with Namjoon, Hoseok, Jin, and Yoongi following in suit, Jia ate her stew as best as she could, wincing in pain when the chunks hit the bruised area. She also avoided any eye contact with the four boys. Jia knew that her eyes weren't as red as they were before, but she didn't need any of them to see her eyes and then find out what she has been hiding from them. She had been able to keep this secret from them this far, and she had no plans on telling them any time soon. After struggling for 20 minutes to eat her soup, Jia gave up and pushed the bowl away, before standing up. "I can't eat anymore. I'm just going go to my room to sleep since I'm too tired to drive to my apartment." She announced softly before going into the fridge to grab another beer and then headed over to her room that she claimed in the warehouse.
    July 7th, 2019 at 08:13am
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    The younger boys were on their way to the dining room whenever Jia passed them. They told her goodnight but they were unsure if she heard them or not.

    “Where’s Solar?” Namjoon asked, noticing the younger girl was missing.

    “She never came back to the room.” Jungkook said.

    “I’ll go look for her, she’s probably in one of the other rooms.” Jin said, getting up from the table and leaving the kitchen.

    He checked all the rooms before finding Solar in Yoongi’s room. He walked over to the bed and shook her, “Solar, do you want to come eat?”

    “No...I’m sleepy...go away.” She said, pulling away from Jin.

    Jin wasn’t going to argue with her, he left the room before going back to the kitchen. “She’s asleep in Yoongi’s room.”

    “Don’t be mean to her when you go back there, hyung.” Namjoon said.

    “I actually enjoy Solar’s presence, unlike Jia’s.” Yoongi said, before getting up and putting his bowl in the sink and disappearing out of the kitchen.
    July 7th, 2019 at 08:42am
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    Jia felt bad for being rude to the younger group, but she just wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone. She will apologize to the kids in the morning, but right now she needed to be alone for the night. Looking out the window she saw the that moon was out and it was full. Jia always found it peaceful at night when she was able to see the bright moon and the twinkling stars. She took out the little baggies she got from Jongup and put it away in her small storage box that had a combination lock so that no one could break into it.

    Jimin frowned slightly when he heard that Solar was sleeping in Yoongi's room. He just knew that she liked Yoongi more than him. Although Yoongi was his friend too, Jimin is always a nice guy unlike Yoongi. Hiding his sadness, he sat down and at his stew in silence.

    "Oh so you're nice to Solar. Then what the hell is your problem with Jia then huh? She hasn't done a single thing to you." Hoseok said, annoyed with Yoongi.
    July 7th, 2019 at 06:38pm
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    “I’m nice to Solar because she doesn’t give me any shit.” Yoongi said.

    “Maybe because she’s scared of you.” Jungkook mumbled.

    “What was what, Kook?” Yoongi asked, turning his attention towards Jungkook.

    “You heard me. She’s scared of you, and don’t act like you don’t know what I’m talking about. She told me what happened that night you two were here by yourselves.” Jungkook said.

    “Kook-ah, hush.” Taehyung nudged his friend.

    “What did you do, Yoongi?” Jin asked. This was the first time he heard anything about something happening between Yoongi and Solar.

    “Whatever she told you was a lie, Kook.” Yoongi said, ignoring Jin’s question.

    He got up and walked out of the kitchen before anyone else could ask anymore questions.
    July 7th, 2019 at 06:56pm
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    Jimin rose an eyebrow trying to figure out what was going on. He was really hoping that Jungkook was just trying get under Yoongi's skin, but with the way Taehyung was trying to get him to stop and Yoongi dodging Jin's question, didn't sit right with him. "What was that all about, Kook?" He asked his friend and then looked at Taehyung. "You must also know too Tae, because the way you're acting."

    Jin looked at the youngest two, "What did Yoongi do to Solar? Don't lie to me." Jin said as he crossed his arms across his chest, waiting for them tell him what they know.

    "I swear to god if he had laid a single finger on her, I'm going to kick his ass." Jimin cursed, which Hoseok covered his mouth and glared at the younger boy. "Watch your mouth." He scolded.

    Jia couldn't fall asleep to save her life. She knew part of it was because of the drugs, while it helped get rid of her anxiety and depression for the time being, it also prevented her from going to sleep. Sighing, Jia gave up on trying to sleep and got up from her bed. She threw on one of Jin's shirt that she took from him since it was long enough to just cover ass and threw her hair in a messy bun, before heading over to the kitchen. Walking to the kitchen, she saw everyone, minus Yoongi and Solar, in some heated discussion. Jia walked to the fridge and grabbed a bottle of water and another bottle of beer and then returned to the table, sitting in one of the empty chairs.

    "Jia-noona, are you okay? Your eyes are a little red." Jungkook said, trying to change the topic, but also concerned for the older girl.

    Jia mentally cursed. She had hope her eyes were back to normal. "Yeah I'm okay. I'm just exhausted, I'm just having one of my insomniac episodes " She lied as she popped open the top off the beer bottle and took a swig from it.
    July 7th, 2019 at 11:51pm
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    “Jungkook,” Namjoon said, getting the younger’s attention again.

    Jungkook sighed. “A couple months ago when it was just Yoongi and Solar, she said he was drinking a lot and she was going to leave and go up to the gas station where you and Taehyung hyung were working but Yoongi wouldn’t let her leave and they got into it..”

    “There’s an ‘and’ isn’t there?” Namjoon sighed.

    Jungkook sighed again, looking at the table, “and Solar said that Yoongi kept..”

    He looked at Taehyung, not wanting to finish the story.

    “Solar told Jungkookie that Yoongi kept asking her to sleep with him and she said no, so he got pissed and started hitting her until she finally agreed..” Taehyung said, looking down at the table.
    July 8th, 2019 at 12:30am
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    Jia slammed her beer bottle down in anger, after hearing the story. "I'm going to kill that bastard. Who the hell does he think he is putting his hands on her! It's one thing when he puts his hands one me, but putting his hands on Solar, who isnt strong enough to defend herself, shows what kind punk Yoongi is." Jia knows it's wrong for Yoongi to put his hands on her, but she knew how to fight back and defend herself from him. Solar was different, she was still young and she wasn't strong enough to defend herself like Jia can. Solar reminded Jia of herself when she was younger, before she met the guys, and that's why Jia has been wanting to help the younger girl to be able to defend herself and fight back if she had to.

    Jia scoot her chair back and got up, heading over to Yoongi's room. But she was held back by Namjoon and Hoseok. "Let me fucking go. He needs a taste of his own medicine." She said, struggling to get out of their grip onto her.

    "Jia no! You don't need to pick another fight with Yoongi. You already have a nasty bruise on your throat, we dont need him to hurt you again." Jin said trying to reason with her.

    "I don't care, I can fight him back. Solar couldn't!" She said, still trying to remove herself from Namjoon and Hoseok.
    July 8th, 2019 at 09:16pm
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    “We’ll handle Yoongi, you go sit back down.” Hoseok told her, as he and Namjoon drug her to the table and forcibly made her sit down in the chair.

    Just as that happened, Yoongi’s door opened and Solar walked out, rubbing her eyes. “Can you guys stop yelling...” she yawned as she walked over to the fridge to grab something to drink.
    July 8th, 2019 at 10:03pm
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    Jia tried to get up again to storm into Yoongi's room, but they kept their grip on her. Sighing, she finally gave up. "You can let me go now, I'm not going after him." She said and yanked her arm away. She grabbed her half empty beer and her bottle of water and went back to her room, not before flipping off Hoseok and Namjoon.

    Jin sighed and looked at the guys "let her go. I'll talk to her in the morning. She had a rough day and needs to cool off." He said and then looked at Solar. "Sorry about that Solar. Is Yoongi asleep?" He asked the younger girl.

    Jimin was pissed, now knowing that Yoongi had not only hit her, but he slept with her, without real genuine consent. So while everyone was distracted, talking to Solar, he snuck out of the room and and went to Yoongi's room to give a piece of his mind.

    "Hey Solar, sweetheart. Can I talk to for a minute." Jin asked as he walked into the kitchen. He grabbed a bowl for her and poured some stew.
    July 8th, 2019 at 11:00pm
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    “Yeah, he’s asleep” Solar said and then watched the other boy’s walk out of the kitchen, before looking at Jin. She nodded, “What is it?” She asked.

    She quietly thanked him for the stew before stirring it around with her chopstick. She wasn’t hungry but she knew she would have to eat a little bit, especially if Jin was going to be in here talking to her.
    July 9th, 2019 at 12:15am