I Need U

@ park.jinwoo

Jimin saw that Yoongi was sitting in his studio, with his back facing him. He had headphones on, so he didn't hear Jimin come in. Jimin sat there for a minute trying to think of what he should do to his hyung, but his feet had a mind of his own. The next thing he knew, Jimin had put Yoongi in a chokehold. "You like hurting girls, huh? It's not enough to put your hands on Jia, but also you forced yourself on Solar too? I should kill you." Jimin said, not letting go of his friend.

Jin didn't know how to start the with the conversation. He knew not to bring up the incident right away, because he knew that she would shut him out immediately. "I just wanted to check up on you to see how you're doing. You have been a little distant, and I'm just worried about you kiddo." Jin said softly, hoping that she would talk to him.

@ Bam.Bam

Yoongi dug his nails into Jimin’s arm until the younger boy let go of him. He turned and looked at him. “Whatever you heard isn’t true, Jimin.” He growled out. “Solar gave consent.” He added, dodging a punch from the younger, before pushing him out of his studio and closing and locking the door. He rubbed his neck as he sat back down, sighing.

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Solar looked at Jin, surprised. She was surprised because he never really sat down and talked to her, especially to check on her. She picked up some of the stew and went to put it in her mouth but stopped to answer him. “Things are okay, I guess. My mom is working two jobs, so she’s hardly home as usual.”

@ park.jinwoo

"You mean you beat it out of her." Jimin yelled back, banging on the door. "That's still not consent, ass hole!" He continued, still banging and kicking on the door until he was pulled away by Namjoon and Hoseok. "Let me go guys. He needs to get his ass kicked." Jimin said struggling out of their grip.

Jin listened to Solar talk, waiting patiently before mentioning Yoongi. However, before he could get the chance to, they were interrupted by Namjoon and Hoseok trying to calm Jimin down. Jin sighed and rolled his eyes. "Let me see what's going on..."Jin started but then Jimin came storming into the kitchen with the others behind him.

"You're taking to long to ask her, Jin." Jimin shouted before looking at Solar. "What happened that night when you were alone with Yoongi? Did he really beat you until you said yes to fucking him, because I'm going to kill him if he did."

@ Bam.Bam

Solar jumped back some. “Jimin don’t yell at her.” Hoseok said, pushing the younger boy back so he wasn’t in Solar’s face. “Take him in the living room, he’s too hysterical right now.” Namjoon told Hoseok, who started dragging Jimin into the living room.

Namjoon sat down, “Solar, look at me, tell us what happened with Yoongi.” He said calmly.

“It’s true..” Solar said softly, not looking at them.

“Why didn’t you tell us, Solar?” Jin sighed.

“I didn’t want to cause any trouble for Yoongi, he already has enough shit going on with the fighting between him and Jina..”

@ park.jinwoo

Jin sighed, but reached out to hold Solar's hand. "Sweetheart, what he did to you was wrong. Just like it's wrong of him to put his hands on Jia." He told her. "He forced you into doing something that you didnt want to do. And just because he was drunk does not give him the excuse." Jin said as he moved over to hug the younger girl

"Was this a one time thing? Or has put you in this situation more than once?" Namjoon asked softly.

After Jimin had calmed down, Hoseok had let him go, but kept an eye on him. Jimin couldn't understand why Yoongi would hurt Solar. He hated that he would hurt his Jia noona, but Solar as well? He knew that Jia could fight him off, but Solar hasn't wasnt as strong. Sighing he looked at Hoseok, "What are we going to do about him?" He asked, regarding to Yoongi.

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“There was a second time, but it never happened because some of you guys showed up so Yoongi left me alone for the rest of the night..” Solar said, looking down at the table.

“I don’t know, Jimin. Jin hyung was talking about how he thinks Yoongi hyung needs to go into rehab of something.” Hoseok said as the two of them sat there.

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Jin sighed in a slight relief. "Okay, well I'm glad that he didn't hurt you a second time." He said and then look at the younger girl. "Until we figure out what we're going to do with Yoongi, please do be in the same room as him if it's you two alone. Also, it's better if you either sleep in the room with the kids, or share a room with Jia." He suggested. "We just don't need this to happen again. I hope you understand." Jin said, softly.

Jimin nodded, "He should've been in rehab." Jimin muttered, before getting up. "Relax, I'm going to bed." he said, when saw Hoseok about to tackle him in case he tried to attack Yoongi. Jimin walked to his room that he shares with Tae and Kook.

@ Bam.Bam

Solar nodded, “I understand oppa.” She said and got up, “is Jia in her room?” She asked, seeing that the older girl wasn’t in the kitchen.

“She should be.” Namjoon said.

Solar nodded, “goodnight.” She said, before walking out of the kitchen and heading to Jia’s room.

She knocked on the door before opening it, “unnie?” She called, hoping she wasn’t waking Jia up by bothering her.

@ park.jinwoo

Jia was sitting in the bed, looking out the window, watching the full moon and the stars twinkle. She always loved watching the moon and stars growing up, because it kept her mind away from the abuse that she would receive from her foster parents. Even now it still helps, but also the drugs helped her to forget. Hearing a light knock on her door, Jia sighed softly to herself, thinking that it was Jin wanting to talk to her. She got up from the bed and went to open the door. "Look, Jin. I already told you I will talk to you tomorrow..." She said, but then realized that Jin wasnt at the door. It was Solar, instead. "Oh, um sorry about that. Is everything alright?" She asked the younger girl.

Once Solar was upstairs and the kids were in the room, Namjoon, Jin, and Hoseok stayed up longer to discuss about Yoongi. "I think it's time we have that talk with Yoongi. He's spiraling out of control, and we need to help him before he does something worse." Jin sighed as he rubbed his face with his hand in stress.

@ Bam.Bam

“Jin said I should stay with you because of the thing with Yoongi..” Solar said, looking down, “is that okay?” She asked, looking up at the older girl.

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“You’re right.” Namjoon nodded. “We need to get him into rehab before he hurts Solar or Jia again.” He said, seeing Hoseok nod in agreement.

@ park.jinwoo

Jia's face softened and stepped back from the door frame so that the younger girl could come in. "Oh of course. You can have the bed, if you want. I'm having trouble sleeping anyway." She said as she sat on the edge of the bed, popping the top of her water bottle. Jia wanted another bottle of beer, but now that Solar was in her room, she didn't want the younger girl to think she's like Yoongi.

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Jin nodded. "We need to do it soon, I'm afraid he'll actually kill Jia or have Solar blame us for not saving her." He agreed. "But we have to find a way to get him to willingly go, because he's going to resist. And we all know we can't take him by surprise, because he's even worst then."

@ Bam.Bam

Solar nodded and laid down on the bed. “Thank you unnie.” She said as she watched her. “I heard you and Yoongi got into a fight earlier..” she said as she looked at the ceiling.

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“You’re right, hyung.” Hoseok nodded. “We should start by cleaning out all the beer.” Namjoon suggested.

@ park.jinwoo

Jia looked at the younger girl and nod. "Yeah, we did. Honestly, all I was doing was sitting with Jin and listen to him talk about this fancy meal that he tried. I knew that Yoongi was drunk when he spotted us, but I didn't say anything to him. He just walked by us and called me a whore. Jin and I weren't doing anything but sitting there, I mean I had my legs laying across his lap, but Jin is my best friend. Anyways, I just got tired of him disrespecting me that I told him to fuck off and thats when the arguing back and forth happened. Then one thing led to another, I accidently knocked the beer bottle out of his hand and thats when the asshole put his hands around my throat and started choking me. I probably would be in the hospital if the guys weren't there to stop him." She sighed as she explained what happened to the younger girl. "I honestly do not know why he hates me or insists on fighting with me, but I'm tired of putting up with it and what he did to me today was the last straw.

Jin nodded in agreement. "Yes, we should do that now." He suggested. Hoseok agreed as well and went to grab a trash bag to dump out the beer bottles. "What about Jia? I'm concerned about her. Something felt off about her tonight." He said, as he remembered how she wasn't herself when she returned from going out after the fight she had with Yoongi.

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“I’m sorry unnie.” Solar said as she looked at her. “I was scared of him that night...I don’t know why I stayed here when I knew he was drinking...” she said and looked down. “He started asking for sex and I didn’t want to, so I was trying to leave and he grabbed me by the hair and slammed my face into the wall before he started beating on me and choking me, demanding I have sex with him. I agreed because I couldn’t breathe..” Solar said softly.

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“I noticed that too.” Namjoon said as they began taking the beer out of the fridge and dumping it down the sink.

@ park.jinwoo

Jia frowned as she listened to the younger girl tell her what had happened. Her heart broke hearing how Yoongi had hurt her, that she went to hug Solar. "I'm so sorry that he did that to you." Jia said as she rocked them back and forth. "Just know that none of it this was your fault. You weren't asking for it and you didn't do anything, period. Dont let him or anyone tell you otherwise, because you didn't deserve to be raped or beaten." She said, repeating the same words that Jin told her when they first met.

A tear slipped from her eyes as she remembered the time Jin had saved her life and helped her from wanting to kill herself. "Jin oppa, used to say this to me, when he and I first became friends. And now, I think it's my turn to tell you that as well." She said, continuing to rock the girl. "I think you are ready to know my story. Not everyone knows about my past before meeting Jin and the rest of you guys. So, by the time I had reached puberty, my foster dads and even my foster brothers would beat and rape me constantly, telling me I deserved it, to the point I believed them." She paused and wiped the tears off her cheeks. "I was in and out of homes growing up and it seemed like every family I was with I would get beat and raped, causing me to have anxiety and go into depression. Finally by the time I was 17, I had enough of the torture and figured that all of the pain i was dealing with, would end if I just ended my life. And I almost did, I almost let the people who destroyed me win, but that's when Jin came in and prevented me from jumping. I didn't even know who he was, but he was the reason I was able believe in myself, but also realized that all the abuse I have received, was never my fault, I never asked for it, and I didnt do anything to deserve it. And I want you to belive that about you." By the time Jia finished telling her story, she was in full tears. She didn't care at this point, she just wanted the younger girl to know that she isn't alone and that she will do everything in her power to protect the younger girl, but also show her how to defend herself.

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Solar wiped her face as she listened to Jia’s story. It was similar to hers but no one knew, not even the guys. “I have to tell you something unnie,” She said, wiping her eyes, “not even the guys know about this...remember when I was in the hospital for a week back in September? I told you guys I had the flu, but the real reason is because my step dad and step brother..” she said, starting to cry, “they’ve never liked me and started abusing me when I was ten, and they’ve tried to kill me multiple times, that’s why I was in the hospital last fall...I tried to fight back and it just made things worse..” she said, holding onto Jia. “That’s why I always stay here...when I do go home, the abuse and rapes still happen...I tried to tell my mom, for the last ten years, and she told me I deserved it if I’m going to walk around in shorts and crop tops all the time...so I don’t anymore...but she still says it..”

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Jia listened to Solar as she talked about the abuse she receives from her step father and step brother, and how her mom just lets it happen. Jia rubbed her back as Solar cried into her shirt. "I had noticed some of the bruises that you try to hide. I wanted to talk to you about it, but I figured that you wouldn't have wanted to tell me." Jia said softly, taking the end of her sleeves to wipe the younger girl's tears away. "I'm glad you did tell me this. I won't tell the guys if you don't want me to, but just know that you're not alone. I'm here for you, and if you ever need to talk to me about anything or you need to escape, I'll be there." She said before cupping Solar's cheeks. "No more tears, sweetheart. Don't let them have that power over you." She smiled before kissing the top of her head, like a real mother does.

@ Bam.Bam

“Thank you unnie.” Solar said, hugging her. “I’ll tell the guys eventually but for now, I just want to keep it between us.” She said, as she finally stopped crying and laid back on the bed. “I’m going to try to sleep, goodnight unnie.” She said before rolling over onto her side, her back to Jia.

@ park.jinwoo

Jia nodded and hugged the younger girl once more, watching her roll onto her side to fall asleep. "Good night." She said softly, with a small smile. Jia soon heard soft snores coming from Solar's lips. She got of the bed and brought the covers up to Solar, making sure that the girl was comfortable, before quietly leaving her room. Jia still could not sleep and she didn't want to disturb the younger girl from getting the sleep she needed, so Jia quietly sneaked to go outside. When she made it outside, Jia softly inhaled the fresh air before looking to find the mattress that kept outside. She found it instantly and quietly plopped down on it, laying down on her back as she watched the stars twinkle with the moon shining in the back. An hour or two later, Jia was able to finally fall asleep, not knowing that someone from inside the warehouse was watching her since they saw her sneak outside.

@ Bam.Bam

Jin was the last one to go to bed, He was on his way when he saw Jia sneak out. He noticed she was asleep, so he walked outside and went over to the younger girl and picked her up, carrying her back inside.

He figured she was trying to let Solar sleep, so he took her to his room and placed her in his bed, covering her up.