@ Ian.Eastwood
"You're right. I was a coward back then. I absolutely felt horrible for making you look stupid in front of both of our family and friends. I didnt leave you because I had doubt about us. Because I loved you then and I still love you now. I left because I kept being told that I wasnt good enough for you, that I wasnt going to make you as happy as you deserved, and that I was going to destroy you instead of lifting you up. So I just never showed up figuring you would be better off without me, which was the worst thing I could have done. I let the enemy talk me out of marrying the love of my life. I should have went to you about this and worked together on proving this person. So I wanted to say I'm sorry. I'm sorry for leaving out stranded like that, when I would have been mature enough to talk to you. If you can forgive me and try to work out something between us, even if it's just us being friends, then great. If no not, I totally understand. And I will never bother you again."
"You're right. I was a coward back then. I absolutely felt horrible for making you look stupid in front of both of our family and friends. I didnt leave you because I had doubt about us. Because I loved you then and I still love you now. I left because I kept being told that I wasnt good enough for you, that I wasnt going to make you as happy as you deserved, and that I was going to destroy you instead of lifting you up. So I just never showed up figuring you would be better off without me, which was the worst thing I could have done. I let the enemy talk me out of marrying the love of my life. I should have went to you about this and worked together on proving this person. So I wanted to say I'm sorry. I'm sorry for leaving out stranded like that, when I would have been mature enough to talk to you. If you can forgive me and try to work out something between us, even if it's just us being friends, then great. If no not, I totally understand. And I will never bother you again."
September 29th, 2019 at 07:17pm