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    Savannah felt defeated when all Jason did was laugh at her. She didn't like the idea of marriage especially to Jason but it seemed like he needed to hear that she wasn't ever going to leave her. Wincing as Jason flipped her over, Savannah squirmed on the bed as she tried to adjust enough that the angle wasn't pulling so much on her shoulder and arms. She sniffled, whimpering when she realized that she couldn't really get comfortable.

    Hanging her head, Savannah felt completely humiliated with the way Jason's fingers explored her body. She felt like nothing but a toy to him. His voice made a chill run down her spine and she shivered, arching away from him for a moment and it was enough for her to whine because of what it caused her shoulder to do.

    "I'm in love with you Jason," Savannah managed to speak without her voice cracking, sniffling as her face buried against her arm. "I-I.. I didn't.. m-mean to hurt you earlier today. I'm sorry that I did. I would never leave you, baby. I promise," she whispered. She squirmed, trying to reach back behind her so that she could touch him despite the belt keeping her arms in place. "You're the only one i want. No one else!"
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    Jasons hand stopped exploring her, his fingers freezing at her entrance. He didn't know what it was, but her going further, apologizing for hurting him. It calmed him down, though he wasn't sure why. His lips parted, his gaze raising until it met hers. Shifting, he leaned forward and jerked the belt from where it was buckled around the bedpost, letting Savannahs arms fall to the bed.

    She instantly tried to wiggle away from him, but Jason grabbed her by her arms and pulled her up into his lap, cradling her in his arms. His hands gently roamed down her body, nestling his head into her neck. Even he wasn't sure how his demeanor had changed so drastically. "No one...?" He whispered, wanting to hear her say it again.

    His hands roamed up her back, until his fingers could loosely tangle in her hair. His grip on her wasnt tight enough to hurt her, but it was strong enough to where she couldn't break free if she tried. He kissed over her jaw where he had struck her, his lips gingerly caressing her skin.

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    Savannah's heart stopped when Jason pulled the belt free from the bedpost. She was sure that Jason was about to hurt her even worse and all she wanted to do was cry and beg him to stop because she was terrified of what he was going to do to her now. Her gaze met his and despite her desperation to tell him how sorry she was, she remained quiet. Her arms pulled into her chest and she moved to squirm away from him.

    She froze when Jason pulled her back against him, cradling her arms to her chest. Realizing that she had somehow managed to find the right thing to say, Savannah hurried to nod her head. "No one else, Jason. Only you," she forced herself to repeat the words, sure that if it would help Jason not hurt her, hse would do it. Again and again.

    She looked like she was about to panic when Jason's fingers tangled in her hair. Savannah's tears started for an entirely different reason as he kissed along her jaw. This was the Jason that she had wanted to know, that had pulled her into his grasp on the first night to begin with. Had she done something to cause this? Jason had had other 'victims' in the past but Jason seemed like he wanted her to stay around. Why?

    "I'm sorry," Savannah murmured again, biting down on the inside of her lip as she tried to remain calm in his arms.
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    Jason ignored her apologies, instead just continuing to kiss along her face and massage his fingers through her hair. His hands ran up and down her arms, doing his best to comfort her and help her relax. "Come on." He whispered against her ear, before he slowly pushed her off of his lap, only to stand on his feet off of the bed. He held his hand out for her and pulled her up after him, trailing her to the bathroom where he started a shower.

    He turned, seeing Savannah huddled up in the corner, but it didn't upset him. He didn't feel guilty about what he had done to her, his eyes grazing over the many bruises that were beginning to appear around her hips and thighs. They didn't make him feel any kind of way, he didn't care. Moving over to her, he shut the bathroom door, locking her inside with him. Coming across as gentle and soft now wasn't his way of apologizing, but rather he just wasn't angry anymore.

    Holding his hand out to her, he waited for her to take it, before he pulled her over to the shower and helped her step inside. The water was steaming hot and a small part of him hoped that it helped soothe her aching muscles, but if it didn't, oh well. He stood behind her in the shower, watching the water douse over her, run through her hair and trail down her body in little streams. He kissed over her shoulders, grabbing a loofah from the shower caddy before he soaped it up and began to scrub her down with it. "I'm never letting you go." He whispered against her hair.

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    Savannah only began to relax because it seemed like Jason wasn't angry with her anymore and if that meant he wasn't going to hurt her, she could at least start to relax. She didn't think that she would ever be able to fully relax with Jason but it didn't seem like he cared either. Swallowing thickly, Savannah looked up from her spot on the bed when he stood in front of her. She didn't want to go anywhere with him but the risk of upsetting him spurred her to her feet. She followed after Jason, her free arm wrapped around her torso. Her head was lowered, watching her feet as they stepped into the bathroom.

    When Jason stepped over to the shower, Savannah curled herself up in the corner as she tried to remain calm. She had managed to stop crying but her heart was still beating so hard that she was wondering if it would just beat right out of her chest at any given moment in time.

    Sniffling as Jason neared her, Savannah braced herself for him to snap at her. It was like she was being given whiplash from his moods because she couldn't figure out what would keep him happy or what would serve to piss him off. She thought that she had done well today but it was evident that she hadn't, at least not to Jason. And that was all that really mattered.

    Her shoulders relaxed when she stepped beneath the water, allowing the warmth of the water eased the tension in her muscles. Savannah choked back a sob when Jason declared she would never leave. "Good," Savannah forced the word out, hoping that she continued to please Jason. "I don't want to go anywhere," she mumbled, hesitating for a moment before she turned around to face him. She hesitated for a moment before reaching to take the loofah from Jason. She began to return the gesture, washing Jason.

    "Where are we going next?" Savannah asked quietly, trying to keep her mind off of the impending doom that seemed to hang over her shoulders.
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    Jason closed his eyes, tilting his head up to allow the hot water to run over his face and down his mane. He knew Savannah didn't mean what she was saying, that if he allowed her to leave, she would jump at the opportunity without even considering it first. But he didn't care. All that mattered was that she learned to be obedient, subservient...

    "Home." He grumbled, sighing contently as she moved the loofah down his chest, moving it around in small circles. "We get to go home for a little while." The shower door was beginning to steam up, making it impossible to look out into the bathroom. In that moment, there was nothing out there. The world was only this cramped shower and Savannah.

    He brought his head back down to look at her, reaching behind her for the shampoo. Squeezing some out in his palms, he began to massage it into her scalp, careful not to let any suds fall down into her eyes. He stepped forward, forcing Savannah's back against the wall of the shower, pressing his chest against hers as he washed her hair.

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    Savannah was almost relieved at the prospect of going to Jason's home. She hoped that it would mean fewer people around and then, ultimately fewer chances for her to mess up. She nodded, not offering any more of a response because she was still trying to figure out how Jason operated. When Jason started to push her back against the wall, Savannah shivered at the chill of the tile wall. She gulped, unable to hide the fear she felt. There was no escaping just how much bigger Jason was than her - he could break her in two if he wanted to.

    Wetting her bottom lip, Savannah was quiet for a long moment. She had been going to school and now, Savannah had no way to know if she would ever even be able to finish her schooling. Since Jason seemed to be so happy with her, she thought now was as good as a time as any.

    "D-Do.. I was.. was going to school to become a medical lab assistant," Savannah tested the waters, unsure of how Jason would react to what she was telling him. "I had a year and a half left but..." Savannah trailed off, looking completely uneasy as she spoke. "Do you think I could still.. do that?" She suggested, her voice tentative, afraid of what Jason would say. She knew that she would do whatever Jason decided but she hoped that she could still have some kind of life outside of their relationship.
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    "You don't need that anymore." He was quick to answer, pulling his hands from her hair. Instead, he now ran his soapy hands down her body, his fingers trailing over her supple breasts, watching as the soap mixed with the water and ran down over her nipples. "I'm going to take care of you. You'll have everything you need."

    He pulled her back away from the wall, standing her under the water so he could rinse out her hair. "All you need is me, do you understand that?" He whispered, making sure to shield her eyes from the soap as he ran his fingers through her hair. He would make sure she understood, ingraining that message in her mind until she believed it. "You'll be happy, you'll never want for anything." Except maybe to be free of him. He would never be able to stop hurting her, no matter how well behaved she was.

    Jason pressed his lips to hers once her hair was all rinsed, pressing their bodies together as he once again pushed her against the cold tile wall. He wasn't sure if it was from her obedience or the way her skin gleamed under the water, but his cock was hard again and pressing into her thigh. He rubbed it against her, his free hand sliding down her stomach before slipping between her legs. This time, he slipped a finger between her slit, rubbing her gently to at least try to turn her one before he would defile her again.

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    Savannah's shoulders sagged in defeat when Jason denied her chance at going back to school to finish out her degree. She couldn't say that she was surprised but she had been hopeful, considering how happy Jason seemed to be. Forcing herself to nod, Savannah realized that her life was going to completely revolve around Jason. There would be no escaping him, not even for a few hours to go to school or to work.

    "I-I just thought.. that when you go away... to film or on a tour or whatever..." Savannah trailed off, trying to explain herself so that Jason didn't end up angry with him. She forced a smile to her face as she looked up to him. "I just didn't know if I would be going with you all the time and I didn't want to be bored. That's all," she spoke as Jason washed the water out of her hair.

    Feeling his cock press against her, Savannah wanted to pull away from him. She had thought that because he was being so nice that his mind might have been on other things. She had been expecting Jason to just take so when his finger brushed against her core, Savannah gasped. She shivered, her thighs spreading a bit to invite him closer. She looked up to him, biting down on the inside of her lip. She was sure that she would still be sore from earlier but if he was touching her, maybe it wouldn't be as bad. Bracing her arms on his biceps, Savannah pressed closer to him.

    If she could pretend she wanted this, surely Jason would be happier with him. "Please," she whimpered, trying to press closer to him.
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    Leaning down against her neck, Jason let his teeth nibble at her earlobe, before whispering, "we'll talk about it." He had no real intention of letting her finish school or get a job, but he didn't want to sour this moment with her feeling sorry for herself. She should know better, after all. He couldn't trust her enough yet to let her out of his sight. His pointer and middle finger massaged her clit, rubbing her gently in small circular motions as his lips trailed down her neck, for once, inviting her to feel good too.

    When she begged for him, he couldn't help but moan, his lips pressed against her shoulder. "You want me?" He asked, smirking as his fingers slipped inside of her, his other hand stroking his cock until it was fully erect. He gently moved his fingers, anticipating how sore she must be after he fucked her the first time. Jason wasn't sure why he was being so careful with her now, working his fingers inside of her slowly until he felt her begin to tighten. Slipping his hand out from between her legs, he looked down, seeing her juices coating his fingers. He smirked, standing straight and allowing the head of his cock to press between her legs, guiding it with his hand as he gently rubbed it over her lips.

    "Show me how badly you want me." He stepped back, until his back was pressed firmly against the cold wall. "Get on your knees, and show me."
    He knew she didn't really want him, knew that she couldn't really be turned on. It was just her body's way of preparing herself for him, accommodating for his size. Still, she would have to pretend.

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    Savannah was going to drop the issue for now because she didn't want to continue pushing it and end up upsetting Jason. Even if Jason never brought up the idea again, Savannah wouldn't mention it again because she doubted Jason would change his stance on the subject. Tilting her head to the side, allowing Jason more access to her neck, Savannah whimpered and pressed closer to his hand. Her fingertips dug into his arms, trying to chase the feeling of pleasure that was building inside of her. This was far better than what it had been last. "Uhhuh. Please," she begged, sore that if she played the eager part well, it would make Jason happy. That's what all of this was about.

    Panic welled inside of her when Jason told her to show it, only relaxing a bit when she realized what he wanted. Savannah nodded, dropping to her knees quickly. She leaned forward, wrapping her lips around the tip of his cock. Savannah moaned, brushing her thumb over the base of his cock as she began to move back and forth on his length. Her eyes squeezed shut as she focused, her tongue pressed against the underside of his length.

    Each time that she pulled away, her tongue teased the tip of his cock before taking him in her mouth. Her movements became a bit more enthusiastic, gagging herself on him. It caused tears to fall down her cheeks but she didn't care, taking Jason's little moans as proof that she must have been doing an okay job.
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    Arching his back, Jason couldn't help the few moans that escaped his lips, feeling how her lips wrapped his girth, her tongue swirling at the base of his cock each time she took him in her mouth. Every time she pulled back, he found himself gasping, his toes curling in anticipation for when she bring her mouth back down around him.

    When she quickened her pace, Jason found his hands tangling in her hair, groaning when he felt his tip hit the back of her throat. Savannah was choking on his cock, and Jason actually found himself shocked by how genuine the action felt. If he didn't know better, he'd say she was actually enjoying herself.

    "F-Fuck," he cursed, pulling on her hair as his calves and thighs tensed, feeling his excitement building in his core. "Do you want me to cum in your mouth or do you want me to fuck you?" He gasped, his eyes rolling up until he was staring at the ceiling.

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    Knowing that she was doing a good job spurred Savannah on because she knew that if she pleased Jason, that there was a chance he would be kinder to her. Gasping for breathe as she pulled away from him, her fingers wrapped around jason's cock. She pumped him with her hand, looking up to him with wide eyes. She was begging him - it didn't matter to her what Jason decided on so long as he didn't hurt her.

    "Whatever you want," Savannah answered, running her tongue over her bottom lip. She whined, leaning forward to tease the tip of his cock with her tongue without taking him into her mouth. "What do you want?" Savannah tested, her movements softening because she didn't want him to cum in her mouth if Jason decided that he wanted to cum inside her. He had seemed so intent on getting her pregnant not even an hour ago, she had no way of knowing what Jason would decide on.
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    Jason glanced down at her, almost melting from how sexy she looked. On her knees, water coursing over her soft skin, his cock pressed gently at the opening of her mouth. It was a sight to behold, one he hoped he saw often. "God damn..." He breathed, shivering as she tugged on his cock. Pushing the wet hair from his face, Jason let his shoulders sag, gently moving his hips forward to force his cock to press between her lips.

    He wanted to tell her just how amazing she looked, how he wanted to cum in her mouth and then still fuck her again too, but he felt as if he had put her through enough already tonight. That was an odd thought for him to have, having never cared about any of his other victims well beings. Jason grabbed her head, forcing her to take his cock in her mouth again, daring her to try and stop him. "Let me cum in that pretty mouth," he smirked, slowly rocking his hips as he fucked her mouth, letting his head fall back as he relaxed.

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    Opening her lips for him, Savannah moaned as he pressed his cock into her. She ran her tongue on the underside of his cock, her hand still working the bottom of his cock. She moved as much as his grip on her hair would allow, wanting to still appear eager to please him. Savannah was, in a twisted sort of way. She gagged when Jason came, resisting the urge to try and push him away. She sagged, gasping for air when Jason finally let her pull away from him. Her heart was racing as she looked up to him, reaching up to wipe away the bit of his cum that she hadn't been able to keep in her mouth. She swallowed after a moment, her eyes locked on his as she opened her mouth to show she'd done just that. It made her feel like trash but she was sure that it would make Jason happy.

    Only when Jason looked like he was okay with her standing, Savannah did just that. She hesitated as she looked up to him, her arms hanging at her sides. "Do.. Do you want me to wash your hair?" Moving to grab the shampoo, Savannah leaned up as far as she could and she began to wash his hair. She was quiet as she did so, not sure what Jason was thinking and afraid to even ask.
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    After Jason came, and Savannah had looked up at him, opening her mouth wide to reveal she had swallowed every last drop, he felt like he might be able to go again. It was such a slutty thing to do and he relished in it, helping her up as she reached for the shampoo he had sat on the edge of the tub. He held her steady, his hands gently massaging into her hips as she scrubbed his hair. Jason let his eyes close, relaxing and letting himself fully enjoy the moment.

    "You're disgusting," he smirked, a taut smile stretching across his face as he saw the image again behind his eyelids of her on her knees, mouth gaping open. "In a good way," he laughed, moving to rinse the soap from his hair.

    He stepped out of the shower, reaching for his robe and after drying himself off, he grabbed a second towel and opened it up for her. He motioned for her to come to him, wrapping the towel around her small frame as she stepped out of the shower. Letting his arms linger around her, he pressed his nose into her hair, breathing in her scent as he guided her back out into the bedroom. "I'm sure you're ready for some rest?" He questioned as he finally let her go, opening the small fridge in the room to pull out a bottle of water.

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    Savannah's cheeks heated at Jason's comment. It made her stomach churn at the thought of what she had just done but it seemed like she had done the right thing. Regardless of her shame, Savannah was content to do it again if it made Jason happy with her. She stood in the same spot even as Jason reached out and dried himself off, trying to find the courage to climb out of the shower. She only managed to find it when Jason motioned for her to join him. She leaned into the towel, shivering at the chill that her wet skin caused to run down her spine.

    Chewing on the inside of her lip, Savannah followed after Jason into the main area of the hotel room. She paused at his question, her eyes racing around the room as she tried to figure out what to say to him. She wasn't sure if the question was a trap or not and it was pretty clear that she tried to figure out what was the 'right' answer here.

    "If.. that's okay," Savannah finally found herself speaking. With the towel wrapped around her body, Savannah took a few steps toward the bed before she turned toward Jason. She hesitated for a moment longer before she spoke again. "Can I have a shirt to wear?" She asked, figuring a shirt would be far more enjoyable than a pair of sweats that would fall of her hips even as tight as she could make them, if she borrowed one of Jason's sweats.
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    Taking a long gulp of the water, Jason sighed after setting it down on the counter. He moved to the couch where his bag still laid, unzipped, clothes spilling out of it. He rifled through it, pushing through the mess of clothes until he found a black shirt, that said something about being Irish, a themed shirt for St. Patty's Day. He held it tight in his fist as he moved to the bed, not willing to hand it over, until he had pulled the towel away from her body himself.

    He took another good look at her, admiring her frame, his eyes winding down her curves before he shook the shirt out and held it open for her. Pulling it down over her head, he watched as the fabric fell around her torso, falling short above her knees. It swallowed her, but it looked comfortable and he was sure she'd be able to sleep peacefully in it... If she was able to sleep peacefully at all.

    "We have to get up early tomorrow, to catch our flight." He told her, his eyes flickering over to the alarm clock on the night stand by the bed. It was already well past two in the morning, so they didn't have long to rest. Falling down on his side of the bed, he opened his arms for her, almost wondering if she would hesitate before crawling into his embrace. "You can relax, I'm not going to hurt you." There it was, that wicked grin spreading across his face once more, almost teasing her.

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    The little sigh that Jason let out was enough to cause Savannah's shoulders to tense. She hung her head and started back over to the bed, deciding the idea of the shirt didn't matter nearly that much. She could just sleep naked, she would be fine... Savannah looked up quickly when Jason stepped in front of her. Her eyes widened slightly but she didn't argue as she stepped into the shirt, relaxing a bit once the shirt enveloped her. She was hopeful that Jason wouldn't try anything now that he had offered her something to wear but she knew damn well that it wouldn't really matter. If Jason wanted to, he would.

    "Is it a direct flight?" Savannah asked quietly, moving to lay down in the bed. She hesitated when Jason opened his arms for her but she seemed to realize what she was doing and practically threw herself at him, trying to make up for the lost time. Her words made her shudder against his side, not sure whether she could trust him or not. Her eyes squeezed shut and she braced herself, her anxiety keeping her awake for a long while before her body won out and she ended up falling asleep against his chest.

    Jerking awake when the alarm went off, Savannah groaned. SHe wanted to turn away and ignore it but she forced her eyes open. "I'll get up and pack everything," Savannah murmured, figuring that Jason would appreciate being able to fall back asleep at least for a few minutes while Savannah pushed herself out of the bed and moved over to Jason's bags to finish packing them back up after she pulled on a pair of his sweats that seemed at least semiclean.
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    "It's not," he groaned as he tried to relax into the bed, feeling his own sore and aching muscles from their workout, "we have a couple layovers. So try to get some sleep." He kept having to tell himself that he didn't care either way if he woke her in the morning well rested or not. He wrapped his arms around her small body, holding her tightly against his chest, letting his head fall to rest gently atop hers.

    Jason felt like he had just closed his eyes when the blaring of the alarm clock woke up. His eyes shot open again, at the same time that Savannah spoke, mentioning gathering all of his things. Before he could argue, or anything, she was pulling herself out of his arms and if he had been more awake, it might've pissed him off. Instead, he let his head fall back against the pillow, turning on his side as he all but knocked the alarm off of the table, trying to shut it up.

    He shut his eyes for a few more moments, until his phone began vibrating next to him. He breathed in deeply, before exhaling even louder, grabbing the phone and answering his manager's call. "Yeah, yeah, okay, I'll be down-" he grumbled, before letting the phone fall back to the bed. Pushing himself up, he ran his fingers through his hair, trying to shake the sleep off. "We have to hurry, our car is waiting downstairs." Pushing himself to his feet, Jason wandered into the bathroom to take a piss before pulling on some clothes that were left lying in the bathroom floor. Jason was far too annoyed and still half asleep to care about whether or not they were clean.

    Stumbling out of the bathroom, he pulled his hair back into a bun, grabbing the bag from the couch that Savannah had just finished zipping closed. "Ready?"

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