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    It was hard for Henry to keep a straight face as they made their way down the sidewalk. Her worried questions broke his heart and all he could do was remain silent, because he didn't have an answer she'd like. Henry couldn't be sure what these men would do, but when they were paying, they'd have the freedom to do whatever they wanted. It made him sick, but he chose to just push the nasty thoughts from his mind. Glancing down at Sadie, his eyes ran over her little body and all he really wanted was to have her safe in his arms, back home. But that wasn't an option, yet. If he wanted to have his sweet girl back in his arms, intoxicated off of her scent, his hands running over her soft skin... Sacrifices had to be made. He could always fix her later.

    "They might be gentle and they might not be," was all he could give her. "but, you remember how mean daddy could be, right? You'll be okay, I promise. And after I'll take really good care of my princess." Henry knew he'd never done anything too diabolical to her. A few broken bones, a few beatings, forced into isolation, but that wasn't much compared to sexually heinous crimes. And who knows what these disgusting alphas would be into. "But no, no knotting," Henry insisted, hoping that was the one rule he could lay down with any potential buyer.

    Arriving in the dirtier part of town, Henry wrapped his arms around Sadie's waist as they walked along towards an old abandoned adult store. Weird neon lights still crackled in the sign and he could see teen girls just a little older than Sadie waiting around on the street corner. They looked bad though, like they'd been doing this for some time and older women were still hanging around to keep eyes on them. They all looked exhausted, cracked open and on drugs. Henry imagined Sadie among them and grit his teeth. This was just a one time thing, his little omega wouldn't turn out like that.

    "Can I get you to stay right here? Under this lamp post, okay. Just gonna go talk." Henry turned, lowering his hands to Sadie's shoulders to calm her. He even scented the air around them, hoping that would help. Giving her a soft look, he left her there and walked a few feet away to the abandoned video store. The young omegas flocked him, at first believing he was the one interested. All of their scents mixing together, coupled with the alcohol on their breath gave him a migraine.

    "No, no, I'm looking for your pimp," he growled, his scent turning enough so the younger omegas knew to back off. Scaring them a little did the trick and without having to do much more talking, Henry was being escorted into the abandoned storefront. Which was actually the front for their operation.

    Henry emerged about twenty minutes later, relieved that he'd manage to talk the boss into finding him a buyer. Who didn't want a night with a tight, sixteen year old omega? One that aimed to please, loved praise? They'd agreed on one thing, no knotting and it still brought in a couple grand for Henry. "Sweet girl," he called, shoving his hands into his pockets as he made his way over to the lamp post he'd left her at. Poor thing looked terrified, shaking, with wide eyes and she looked around everywhere.

    "It's time, but don't worry. The guy wants a little bit of privacy with you, but they said I could stand at the door. It'll be cracked open and everything. Daddy will be right there just in case." Pulling a little brown stuffed bear from his pocket, one that he'd found in the prison commissary, Henry gently rubbed the fur along his jaw. These little guys had been meant for times when female inmates were pregnant and wanted something to feel maternal over, or meant as little gifts to them from family, but Henry had seen it and knew Sadie would love it. Even if it was so tiny. "You can keep this, okay. Daddy's scents all over it, it'll keep you calm."

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    Sadie had wrapped her arms around herself, shaking slightly as he stood beneath the lamp post that Henry left her at. She sniffled, trying to keep her composure because she didn't want to upset Henry. It seemed important to him that she did this and she hated the idea but she needed to make it up to Henry. If she hadn't been so slow and unsure of herself on the day that they had been separated, then maybe this wouldn't have even happened in the first place. That was the only thing she could really think over the past years, remembering just how angry Henry had been with her that morning, the way that he had yelled at her.

    When Henry reappeared, Sadie hardly could lift her head to look at him. Her fear was more than evident as she was handed the small teddy. She clung to it, nodding slowly as she forced herself to look up to him. Her bottom lip wobbled as her eyes met his. "I-I.. just w-wanna make it up to you," she whined, her voice quiet as she stepped closer to him. "I should have been smarter that day," she whispered, admiring just how upset she had been that day. It hadn't even entered Sadie's mind that it could have been anything else because as far as she was concerned, it couldn't have been.

    Stepping into the room that Henry led her to, Sadie stood by the bed with her head lowered. When the alpha stepped into the room, Sadie's body tensed and a protest was right there, on the tip of her tongue but Henry wanted her to do this. She needed to do this, to make him happy with her again.
    Each step that Sadie took after finishing with the alpha made her wince. She hated feeling him inside, still feeling his grip on her sides and her wrists, her hips. There was no getting away from it, his scent enveloping every inch of her skin. Sadie felt dirty, like she couldn't get away from it no matter how much she tried to. Her nose scrunched seemingly permanent as she stepped out of the room finally. She took a tiny step to the side, trying not to get in anyone's way until Henry stepped up to her.

    Tears threatened to spill over as she looked up to Henry's chest, without going much further. "C-Can we.. go now?" She whispered, still holding the teddy bear to her chest. It was the only gift she had from Henry, she would never want to let go of it.
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    Henry had to force his mind elsewhere. It wasn't easy for him to stand outside that room and listen to what was happening. The low guttural sounds from the alpha, the soft sniffling... It was almost impossible to ignore, but he had too. Otherwise, he might've put a stop to it. It didn't upset him to think about an omega being ravaged by an alpha, that was their purpose. But Sadie was his, what he'd always wanted. He wasn't expecting how his heart would shatter in his chest the first time he saw her afterward, but he kept it together. If he showed any sign of guilt or remorse, then Sadie might not be willing to give herself up again. And eventually they would need more money.

    "There's my girl," Henry smiled, feeling the weight of the cash in his pocket. He'd be able to at least afford her some nice recovery time, he'd make sure to take care of her. "Yes, we can go." He whispered, keeping his voice low so anyone listening around them wouldn't eavesdrop. He reached down to take her hand, noting how her legs were trembling and how her knuckles were turning white trying to cling to that teddy, like if she lost it for a second it would mean the end of the world.

    They still had to walk to where they were going, but Henry already had plans in the works. While Sadie had been doing her best job, her dad had been talking to the man in charge, figuring out what he could do to make more money. Enough to set them up with another truck, a real place to stay. And then Sadie wouldn't have to sacrifice herself anymore. Henry stopped at the first hotel they came across, exhausted and feeling like he was dragging his feet. He hadn't had one break since leaving prison, and suddenly he was almost already forgetting the hell Sadie had went through.

    He got a key from the front desk and glanced towards Sadie as they made their way to the elevator. "How does a bubble bath sound? And then afterwards, a nice hot meal? Maybe even something a little sweet?" Something Henry was only offering considering what she'd gone through. The elevator doors swung open and he kept a hand on her shoulder as he ushered her inside. When the doors closed, concealing them in, Henry lowered to one knee and gently grabbed Sadie's face, forcing her to look at him.

    "I love you, you know that?" He did, to an extent, he'd always do his best to keep her safe... But if he was going to get Sadie to do more, enough to roll in the money so they could live comfortably again, he was going to have to make sure she was completely in love with me and would do anything.

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    Sadie had managed to keep her tears to a minimum as they left the building, feeling as if it was the right thing to do. She couldn't start crying and upset the alpha that owned the place because what if they wanted to hurt Henry? That was the only thought running through her mind as she stared at her feet, remembering all too quickly the way he had crumbled to the ground when the police had knocked him out in front of her. Every time she closed her eyes, Sadie was haunted by the day. She did her best not to sleep, often waking up screaming and crying because of her dreams.

    "Can I have fries?" Sadie whispered after a moment of thought, a bit of excitement drawing her attention away from the way her legs wobbled as she stepped into the elevator. She curled into Henry's side, intent on being as close to him as she could be. The years separated from him had only made tonight that much worse, all she could smell was that alpha's scent mingled with hers instead of Henry's. It was all sorts of wrong, it made her feel like she had been a bad omega... even if Henry had urged her into sleeping with the other alpha.

    Sadie looked up when Henry urged her to, her eyes meeting his. She sniffled, her face scrunching as she gave a timid nod of her head. "But 'm bad," she answered in a low voice. "I shoulda.. been faster. And s-smarter. Then we wouldn't have had to be apart for so long," she added with a small whimper. Sadie took a step forward, further into Henry's space

    Sadie sniffled as she reached up, rubbing at her eyes as tears threatened to spill all over again. She didn't want to cry in front of him. Sadie was the one that had gotten them into this mess, as far as she was concerned. Putting any more of the burden on Henry's shoulders wasn't fair to him. "I-I'll be better next time. I promise," she added, exhaling shakily as she looked away from him. Sadie didn't want to see how upset she was sure Henry was with her.
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    Henry watched Sadie rub her eyes, trying to dry away the tears that threatened to fall, his frown only growing larger. His brow pulled together and his lips parted, though he wasn't sure what to say to her. It wasn't for certain that morning that had she been faster anything would've been different, but regardless, she should have been faster. The elevator dinged and the doors quickly opened, thankfully interrupting the conversation. "I still love you, sweetie. No point in feeling guilty about anything now. We're back together."

    He forced a small smile before taking her hand and giving it a small squeeze, leading her out into the hall. The hotel had gaudy wallpaper, a weird mint color that looked weird with the brown carpet. He looked towards the numbers by the doors near them before guiding Sadie down the right, towards room 237.

    Unlocking their room, Henry held the door open for her before closing and locking it behind them. The room was spacey, with a small living area, a balcony and one king size bed. Their was a full bathroom and the first thing Henry intended on doing was staring Sadie a nice, hot bubble bath. "And you can have whatever you want to eat," he told her, resting his hands on his shoulders before pushing her into the bathroom. He hated the scent that lingered over her shoulders, musky and woodsy, it made him want to gag. Henry couldn't help but wonder if it bothered him more, or Sadie. "But lets get you all cleaned up first."

    The bath tub was large, enough space for both of them and had jets. He leaned over the side of it and started the hot water, making sure it wasn't too intense before he turned to look at her over his shoulder. "Cmon, sweetie," he frowned, watching her standing there, shaking like a leaf. "There's no reason to be upset, honey bee, I promise," he got up and stepped back over in front of her, beginning to pull her clothes from her body. "You're not bad, omega," he finally muttered, his eyes running down her body as he tugged her panties down her hips.
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    Sadie only shrugged her shoulders when Henry told her there was no point in feeling guilty about it any longer. She didn't think there would be a day that went by that she would ever not feel some sort of guilt. The caretakers at the orphanage certainly hadn't been prepared for someone like her. Some of them had been outright awful to her while others had pretended to be okay - only for Sadie to hear them whisper about her. Sadie wasn't normal, even if she didn't completely understand that anymore, some part of her did.

    Looking around the bathroom as Henry pushed her inside, she couldn't help the way her mouth dropped open as she looked at how large the room was. Sadie shivered, curling in on herself as Henry moved toward the tub. Clearing her throat, Sadie tried to stand up straighter. She gritted her teeth, a look of determination settled on her features as she tried her best to stop from shaking so much. "I-I can.. bathe. I-I'll be f-fast," she whispered.

    Sadie was so torn on what she was supposed to do. Henry had forced the little habits onto her but now they felt natural like they were what was a part of her... but most of the caretakers at the orphanage had been awful to her, in one way or another. Being a baby was a problem, Sadie was supposed to be older. Easier to take care of, she shouldn't need so much help or supervision. Still, Sadie didn't reach for her clothes, instead relying on Henry to help her undress.

    "'m sorry.. I.. I smell," Sadie huffed, her nose wrinkling as she stood bare naked in front of Henry. She hesitated for a moment before she moved to step into the water. Sinkin into the water, Sadie couldn't help but sigh as her body started to relax. She forced herself to sit up a bit straighter, turning to reach for the soap bottle that was on the side of the tub, supplied by the hotel. As much as Sadie wanted to relax, she was trying to remind herself that she was supposed to clean up, not enjoy the luxury of the bath.
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    Henry kneeled against the side of the bath, his arms crossed over the edge. He watched her every movement from the second she stepped into the water. He could tell something was off, but he wasn't quite sure. It had been two years, it was likely that the habits he'd instilled in her had just faded. She didn't seem as needy, or she was trying not to be. Either way, it was upsetting. Her small body sank beneath the water, relaxing for a few moments as the suds and bubbles hugged the outline of her. Suddenly, Henry watched her go rigid and she sat up straighter, hurrying to clean up.

    "Let Daddy help," Henry frowned, reaching for the wash rag before she could. He kept his voice down though, soft, not wanting to startle her even if confusion was written across his face. Reaching forward, he took the body wash from her and gave her a look that just told her to calm down. He soaped up the wash cloth before he started scrubbing her down, dunking it in the water every few seconds before returning to her arms or chest. Henry was determined to rid her body of that stink. He ran the cloth down her stomach, between her legs, scrubbing between her thighs and down her legs gently. "Want Daddy to wash your hair?" He asked, arching a brow in her direction. He ran the cloth down her leg once more before letting it go, her leg dropping back down into the water.

    He moved around the tub until he was behind her. Running his hands through her hair, he encouraged her to lay down in the water to wet her hair. He made sure to be careful as he washed her, not to tug or pull on any knots or tangles. And when they were done, he wrapped her up tightly in a fluffy robe and towel dried her hair for her. The two of them stood in front of the mirror as Henry ran a comb through her damp hair, gently combing out the tangles. "I decided that I'll leave to get us food, okay? I think someone's deserved a kids meal." Henry pressed a kiss to the back of her head, hoping the promise of a novelty toy would cheer her up a little bit. A sort of reward. Maybe he'd stop and get her a few other things too, to help comfort her.

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    Sadie frowned, hesitating slightly at Henry's offer to help her clean up. Her gaze was lowered and she still started to reach toward the cloth. If she didn't at least try to care for herself, Sadie could get in trouble for it. She was old enough that she should be taking care f herself, she shouldn't need someone to help her clean up in the bath. She knew that, even if she didn't like it. Sadie let out a small whine as Henry started to help her freshen up. Obeying Henry each time he lifted one of her limbs, Sadie was quiet as he mentioned her hair. Sadie was worrying at her bottom lip, refusing to voice that she was enjoying this. It was only because Henry seemed to want to be doing this that she kept from trying to disagree with his actions.

    Once the bath was finished and she was all wrapped up in the robe, Sadie wrapped her arms around her torso as she hung her head, letting Henry comb through her hair. Sadie hated the way her scent turned, bitter and weak. Sadie was afraid and nervous, wanting to give into the care that Henry wanted to give to her but there was no way that she could get away with it. Henry would get tired of helping her with every little thing and he would leave her for a proper omega.

    Her eyes widened at the suggestion that Henry made of a kid's meal, shaking her head before he could even finish the sentence. "N-No. It's okay... Just a normal meal, it's fine," Sadie was quick to speak, surprised by the fact that she had managed to get it out without stuttering much at all. Sadie stuffed her hands into the pockets of the rob, glancing up, toward Henry for the briefest moment before she turned away from him.
    When Henry left her alone in the hotel room, Sadie had sat on the edge of the bed, wrapped in a tight ball. A few minutes passed before she managed to pull herself out of the ball before she inched up the bed. Sadie started to push the blankets and pillows around on one of the beds before she stopped dead, realizing what she was attempting to do. No, nesting was an awful idea.

    Sadie whimpered as she shakily remade the bed before settling down on the opposite bed, on edge to even be close to the nest she had been attempting to make as she waited for Henry to return with their food.
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    Henry didn't like what he was seeing. The soured scent was to be expected, but refusing a kids meal? That made his stomach turn, worry actually settling in the back of his mind. A lot must have happened to her in those couple years they were separated, but Henry wasn't sure if he should really be worried, or just shrug it off. Hope that it would just slowly all return to normal.

    He returned to the hotel room about an hour later. He stopped at a store to get her a few things he'd hope would help comfort her and that's what had taken so long. "Sadie?" He called, before walking into the bedroom. Nervously chewing on his lip, he sat the kids meal down on the table, a little red box with a golden smile. "I know you said no kids meal, so I got you a big kids meal... The toys were different puppies plushies so I... thought you'd change your mind."

    Her bitter scent still hung around the room. Raising his blue eyes to where she rested on the bed, he noticed how perfectly made the bed seemed. Odd, he knew it was a little messed up when he had left. And she looked so uncomfortable, so scared... Why? Feeling the weight of the bag in his hand, he decided to focus on the presents he'd gotten her.

    Henry cleared his throat, hating how anxious he felt. It was like they were back to square one, he was afraid to upset her. "And I got you a few things from the store..." Dropping the bag down on the bed, Henry pulled out some princess diapers, a new pacifier, a little blanket and a new onesie. Everything she'd need to feel more comfortable, instead of the rags the orphanage had her wearing. He held up the onesie, covered in creatures and rainbows and held it out to her, "c'mon baby girl, let's get dressed and we can watch cartoons until we fall asleep."

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    Sadie flinched when Henry stepped into the room, convinced that he would realize that she had tried to nest the moment he looked at the ed. She bit down on the inside of her lip, preparing herself for the worst. Henry was going to punish her, he had to. She had been bad and bad girls, they were punished. They had to be punished or they would never get any better.

    At the mention of a kid's meal, Sadie lifted her head the tiniest bit. She eyed the box before shuffling further down the edge of the bed, away from the offered meal. Sadie cleared her throat, trying to sort through the test that was being set out in front of her. "I-It's okay," she forced the words from her mouth. "Big girls don't play with toys. A-And 'm big," she added with a nod of her head as if she was trying to reassure herself of what she was saying.

    Sadie had thought she had managed to pass her little test, right up until he produced the onesie and diapers. She started to lean toward them because she had been longing for them for so long... it had been years since she had been able to feel comfortable with herself. In the next moment, Sadie had all but thrown herself backward, shaking her head as a sob bubbled up from her throat. Sadie trembled as she pushed herself down the bed, toward the headboard in an effort to get away from the punishment she was sure was coming.

    Panic was the only thing she felt as she flailed, not even paying attention to where she was on the bed before she tumbled off the edge, barely able to get her feet half under her so she would fall completely. Sadie cried as she shook her head, backing further away from Henry, until she was pressed into the corner of the room. "N-No. No, Daddy, p-please.. I'll be good! I-I d-don't need it! I-I'll.. potty a-and I-" Sadie couldn't get a completely thought out before she hiccupped, pressing herself as tightly against the wall as she could. Her legs braced her against the wall in an effort to keep herself in place, if Henry came any closer to her.
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    Henry felt a little sliver of hope when it seemed Sadie was going to reach out for the onesie. It was all he needed to know that everything would be okay. But then in an instant, she was throwing herself backwards, toppling off of the bed and crying dramatically. Henry's eyes widened, his brow shooting to his hairline as he watched her, almost frozen in place.

    What was he supposed to do? Had he been gone for so long that Sadie had just unlearned everything he'd pushed on her? Or had something else happened. "Sweetie, no, you're my little girl, remember?" The room felt cold, sending little shivers down Henry's spine as he made his way around the bed. He was hesitant as he stepped in front of her, not wanting to scare her anymore than she already was. Lowering himself down to his knees, he still held the diaper in his hands. "Remember?" He reached out to hold her chin, forcing her to look up at him.

    "After all, you don't think big girls act like this do you?" He couldn't help the little chuckle that escaped his lips, not meaning to patronize her. "Big girls don't cry and throw fits like this. See? That's how I know you're still my little girl..." Reaching out, he scooped her up into his arms and brought her against his chest. "Why are you acting like this, Sadie? Why are you telling daddy no?" His hands ran through her hair, another small attempt to calm her nerves. Her little body was shaking like a leaf. "What happened to you, sweetheart?"

    This was all the chance he was going to give her to help him understand what was wrong. Otherwise, what else could he believe except she was just going against him? Remembering what it'd been like before he brainwashed her. He'd have to fix her again.

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    Sadie's chin lifted at Henry's urging but even as she looked up at him, barely able to make out his features as he continued to speak. She wanted to find some sort of comfort in his presence, in him talking about how she was his little girl but it was wrong. If she had learned anything over the past two years, it was that being little wasn't something that was okay. She exhaled shakily, chewing on the inside of her lip even as Henry pulled her into his chest. Her entire body was rigid and unsure of what was happening. "B-Being small.. i-is b-bad," she whined, trying to force herself to sit up straight despite how tempting it was to melt into Henry's chest.

    "D-Diapers a-and.. and," Sadie paused, her face scrunching as she tried to sort through her thoughts. "O-Other stuff, t-they're.. b-bad. And t-then you'll be mad. A-And you'll p-punish me," she whimpered, twisting in his lap to press herself closer to him. Her nose pressed against his neck so that she could inhale his scent, hoping that it would help be able to actually calm her down. Sadie could feel herself spiralling and she was trying desperately not to let that happen.

    "I don't want to be punished anymore," Sadie admitted in a small voice, her fingers wrapping into the material of his shirt. She was clinging to him, afraid that hte moment she let go of him that Henry would lash out at her. "I-I can be good. I'll be a big girl," she promised in a low voice, tugging her bottom lip between her teeth.
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    Henry's jaw clenched when Sadie admitted she didn't want to be punished anymore. He felt hot just run all through him, his arms instinctively wrapping tighter around Sadie's small body. He scented the air, nudging back against her gently when she pressed her face into his neck. It made him so angry, he was almost shaking. For two years, someone in that fucking hell-hole hurt his little girl. For no fucking reason.

    "Did they punish you for doing what daddy said?" He asked softly, turning his head so he could press soft gentle kisses along her forehead. "I don't want you to be a big girl," Henry told her, hoping if he admitted that to her, it would help her do as he said. He didn't want to have to force her again, but he would. His little girl growing up on him was just not an option. He wouldn't allow it. His fingers gently rubbed into her side as he held her close, his other hand bringing the pull up back into view. "I like having my little girl to take care of," he gave her a gentle smile.

    Pulling away from her, he started to pull at her clothes, insisting that she change. "You want to keep being my little girl don't you?" He tugged her shirt up over her head, his movements slow so that they wouldn't startle her. "C'mon, stand up for Daddy and let's change," he got up on his knees and forced her to stand up so he could tug her shorts down. "None of this is bad sweetie, did it ever feel bad before?" He held open the pull up so she could step into it.

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