I Hate That I Need You

@ Im.JB

"Behave and you will get your surprise sooner." I say as I sat down next to her then nodded to her plate. "Tell me how I did." I smirk. I watched her carefully and probably was giving off creepy vibes but it was all part of the plan. "It's probably the best you've every had." I chuckled lightly.

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"Shh, you are going to have me burning up if you keep making me blush so much." I giggle softly as we held each other. I knew he had a band meeting soon so he would be getting ready here shortly. I didn't want to let him go. "Do you have to go to that meeting tonight?" I say only teasing him but I could feel the mood shift slightly.

@ mitty xx felix

I stuck my tongue out at him after telling me to behave. I took a bite of breakfast, chewing it slowly before giving him a bored look. "Eh I had better." I teased, laughing when he rolled his eyes. "Its really good babe. I love it when you cook for me." I smiled and continued to eat.

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I chuckled and continued to place hot kisses against her skin as we cuddled. "Can't get enough of me babe?" I teased back but let out a soft sigh. "Unfortunately I do. I promise I'll make it up to you when I get back. But for now let's just enjoy this until I have to get ready."

@ Im.JB

"You are so cruel to me sometimes." I say as I start eating, glancing over at her and smiling when catch each others eyes. She is so beautiful. "I love you, Rina." I say once I finished with my food. I waited until she was done and grabbed her hand.

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"Can you get enough of me?" I giggled softly as he laid next to me and I cuddled up to him, resting my head on his chest. I traced my fingers lightly over his tattoo chest as he flung the sheets over our bodies. I knew he would leave when I was sleeping. It was always easier that way.

@ mitty xx felix

I smile as he holds my hand in his. "I love you to Ry-Ry" I say back to him. "More than anything in the world." I continue, not realize that my words made him feel bad. I finish eating and grab our plates. "Let me wash these quickly and then we can head out."

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I chuckle softly in her ear, "of course I cant. That's why I'm still here with you." I tell her and pull the covers over us. Two hours went by and I knew that I had to get ready to meet up with Ricky at the studio. I look over to see if Aleyah was asleep and thankfully she was, knowing it would be difficult to get ready to leave if she was awake. I soipped out of the bed without waking her up and got ready to leave.

@ Im.JB

"I'm going to go change my shoes. These might hurt with all the walking." I chuckle a little and kissed her cheek quickly then headed upstairs. I looked at my phone and saw a few missed calls and text from Alyssa. I sighed. She was going to ruin my happiness. I ruined my hapiness and its taken me this long to figure it out. I jumped slightly when I heard Sabrina voice. I deleted her text and her calls then put my phone on silent.

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I shivered slightly when I woke up and I knew I was by myself. I frowned then climbed out of the bed, grabbing his shirt, and pulling it over my head. I stretched quickly then walked out of our room and to the kitchen. I fixed myself some food and got me some water. I looked at the clock and smiled. Chris would be home soon already.

@ mitty xx felix

"Ryan? Are you ready to go?" I call out to him as I finish washing the dishes before grabbing my purse and putting my shoes on. I went to look for him but saw him walking out of my bedroom, looking down at his phone. "Hey? Are you okay?" I ask, a small frown appearing on my lips, afraid he was about to cancel our date.

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The meeting with Ricky at the studio took longer than I had expected, but that's partially to me and him working on writing new material. I wanted to be home before Aleyaj woke up, but time went by so fast. I know I will make it up to her when I got home. The drive from the studio to my apartment was only 30 minutes, so when I parked and went inside the apartment, I smiled as I saw Aleyah in the kitchen making a pot of coffee. "Hey babe."

@ Im.JB

"Yeah, just decided to wear these shoes anyways. You ready babe?" I shove my phone in my back pocket and wrapped an arm around her shoulder. I kissed her head as we walked downstairs and out the door. I made sure the door was locked and headed for the car. I opened the door for her and helped her in.

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"Hey, welcome back!" I spun around to face to him and saw him smiling at me. I walked over to him and flung my arms around him. "How did the meeting go, babe?" I kissed him then pulled back to look up at him. I'm sure his shirt was up over my ass, showing off everything. I'm glad he decided to come home alone.

@ mitty xx felix

"Your sure? I dont want you to be uncomfortable." I say, but Ryan just nods, before wrapping his arm around my shoulders and place a kiss on the side of my head. We leave my apartment and got into his car. "I cant wait to see the animals, especially the giraffes! Oh and the tigers." I say with excitement.

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I hug Aleyah back when she notices my presence. "It was good, of course Ricky got me working on some new tracks with him. I wanted to come home earlier, but you know he and I get." I say before looking down at her, a smirk appears on my lips as I saw that she's wearing my shirt that barely covers her ass as it is, but it had risen up some, causing to show some of her tattoos. "Are you trying to get me to fuck you over this counter?"

@ Im.JB

I buckled up and grinned at her. She was so excited for the zoo. I couldn't wait to see her reaction when she sees the giraffes. I turn the car on and backed out of the drive. I grabbed her hand as I made our way to the zoo. "You are so adorable, baby." I say, kissing her fingers.

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"Maybe? I'm not wearing anything underneath. Would of been a problem if Ricky came with you." I teased him, turning around and walking to the sink, not caring what was showing since he seemed to like it so much.

@ mitty xx felix

I blush, hiding my face with my hair. "I am not." I say but smile when he pulls me closer to his side. "Okay, okay, I am." I laugh because he was tickling my side.

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I look at her ass and grin. "Maybe it would be for him, but not for me." I say with a small growl, pressing my body against her back side, making her feel my hard on against her bare ass. "I think I will fuck you on against this table." I tell her, biting her ear love as I unbutton my pants.

@ Im.JB

I glance over at her every once in awhile as I drove the hour away to the zoo. I could feel the excitement rolling off her when she saw the sign for the zoo. I pulled into the parking lot and looked over at her. She was practically bouncing in her seat. "You ready, babe?" I asked, turning the car off.

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I push my ass back into him as I felt him unbutton his pants. I bite my lip as I look back at him. Ever since he has been back from tour, we couldn't keep our hands off each other. I didn't mind it though. I felt his hands squeeze my ass.

@ mitty xx felix

I smile when I saw that entrance sign to the zoo. I look at Ryan, nodding to answer his question. "Of course." I tell him and got out of the car as soon as he turns it off.

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I groan when she pushes her ass on me. "Baby." I warn her with a low growl, grabbing her ass but then slap the right cheek hard. I was able to pull my pants and boxers down, before pushing my cock inside her from behind, without an warning.

@ Im.JB

I chuckle and got out of the car. I walked over to her and grabbed her hand. We walked hand in hand through the entrance. "Where to first?" I asked, looking at the map they have there.

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I gasps loudly as I felt his cock enter me without warning causing me to bend over slightly for him. "Oh fuck! Chris!" I whimpered softly as he thrust slowly into me, teasing me.

@ mitty xx felix

"Let's go see the elephants." I suggest with a smile, leaning against his side. "I'm so glad I get to have you all to myself today." I lean up and kiss his cheek. "Hopefully none of your fans will recognize you today."

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I smirk, hearing her moan my name. I grip one of her hips, while I tangle my fingers of my other hand into her hair, gripping it. "God you are so fucking sexy like this." I grunt in her ear, going deeper and harder.

@ Im.JB

"Can you look around and tell what do you see?" I say smiling when she looked around and only saw older people that wouldn't know who I was. It was part of the plan. I wanted our day to go without any trouble.

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I arch my back out, moaning loudly. I feel myself getting closer to coming undone. I grip onto the table a little more as he thrust harder. I clench around him, moaning.

@ mitty xx felix

I look around and notice that there were only older people and a few toddlers. I smiled and lean in to kiss him, sighing in relief. I really didnt want anything to ruin out time together. "Let's go in."

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"I want to hear you scream my name." I growl into her ear, tugging on her hair, the pace of my thrusts not letting up. I know she was close, I could feel her walls squeezing on my cock.

@ Im.JB

I held her hand as we walk toward the elephant scenery. I watched her as she smiled widely as we came into view of the elephants and the baby elephant. The elephants were one of my favorites and I knew she knew that. I held her from behind as we stood there watching the elephants throw dirty on them and eat.

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"Chris! Please!" I scream loudly, falling a little forward as I come undone as he thrust harder into me. I felt myself clench around his hard cock as released around him. I pant heavily as he doesn't stop to reach his own release.

@ mitty xx felix

I smile at the elephants before looking up at Ryan. "That one looks like you." I say with a mischievous smile while pointing at one of the elephants that was throwing mud. "See?" I continue to tease, but jumped slightly when he pokes my side, but I continue to laugh.

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"Fuck!" I growled as I felt her juice soak my cock before I thrust inside her a few more times until my release. "Shit! You always know how to get me off." I grunted as I fill her up with my seed.

@ Im.JB

I poked her side when she made fun of me and tickled her a little bit. I loved hearing her laugh. I glanced around and did a double take when I thought I saw Alyssa. I pulled Sabrina closer as we headed to the next section. "Where to now, babe?"

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"I'm glad I could help since you always are so nice enough to do the same." I giggle softly once he pulled out. I turned around and wrapped my arms around him and lean up to kiss him. "I think I'd say you definitely missed me while on tour." I say after pulling back to look him in the eyes.

@ mitty xx felix

"Let's go see the zebras" I suggest and before grabbing his hand, leading him inside towards the direction. I smile and brought his knuckles to my lips to kiss them. "Come on slow poke." I tease, pulling his arm.

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"Of course I did. I'm sure the guys wanted to kick me out of the band" I chuckle before looking down at her. "But I'm not done with you just yet." I say and lower down to my knees making lining up my mouth to her core.