I Hate That I Need You

@ mitty xx felix

When we arrived to my apartment, I became impatient and quickly got out of the car. "Come on slow poke. I want to see the other surprise." I tell him.

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"I love you too babe." I say to her and kissed the top of her head. "Look at this view. So gorgeous, but you're even more gorgeous."

@ Jay.B

I chuckle and get out of the car, I rushed over to her and picked her up quickly. I carried her inside and I could already hear the running of an animal. I smiled at her and put her down when I could hear Ricky grunting to calm the animal down. I followed her to the kitchen where the dog she always wanted was attacking Ricky in kisses.

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I look up at him and brought him down to kiss him passionately. I pulledcaway after a few moments when the ride stops and I look out to see we were on top of the ride again. The sun was setting so the sky was beautiful. "This is the view I always love to see." I smile widely

@ mitty xx felix

"Why is Ricky here?" I ask but then saw a huskie puppy running in the hallway. "Oh my god what a cutie!" I squealed as the puppy licked me. "When did you get a dog Ricky?" I ask.

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"It is" I say and kiss her once more. "We should take a vacation. Just you and ms." I suggested.

@ Jay.B

"Well he was bringing your gift here....she isn't Ricky's." I say watching the puppy ran right to Sabrina and barked waiting for Sabrina to pet her. I watched from the doorway as the puppy barked again. I saw the sparkly ring on her finger as she goes to give the puppy some love. I look at Ricky and he looked up at me knowing he saw the ring now.

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"Where to?" I say resting my head on his shoulder as he motioned for them to let us ride again. We stopped up at the top to let others on again but not for long. We went around a few more times then got off the ride. "Like out of this country vacation?" I looked up at him.

@ mitty xx felix

"Oh Ryan!" I say, feeling so happy and in love. I got up, holding the puppy in my arms. "I love you so much. Thank you." I squeal with happiness before kissing his lips then his cheek.

Ricky smiled softly when he saw me look at him. "Why dont you go show the pup around while I'll go to talk to Ryan. Okay sweet girl?" He asks me and I nodded and left the room to show my new puppy around the apartment.

Ricky looked at Ryan, with his arms crossed. "So you finally asked her to marry you. Congrats, she deserves to get married." He said then sigh. "So are you done hiding things from her? Because I'm not going to continue to cover for you if you hurt her." He warns. "No hard feelings bro, but you know that Rina is like a sister to me."

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I nod, "Yeah or we can go to Hawaii if you want to start there before leaving the country. We'll go wherever you want. I was thinking our vacation can be for two weeks, so that will give us plenty to explore but to be away from work and everyone else. Just us two." I lean in to kiss her cheek, but smiled widely as she got excited.

@ Jay.B

"Can you keep fucking quiet about it? I'm done with all that. I'm happy with her." I say glaring at him as he talked a little too loud. I didn't want Sabrina to have any doubt. I wasn't ready to talk to her about what I've been really hiding. Well I have been wanting you ask her to marry me but I was selfish.

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"Ooo Hawaii. I would love to go there." I say hooking my arms with him as I let him lead me away from the ride. I looked back to see the sun going down behind the ride. I smiled widely. I was having so much fun and I'm so glad I was spending time with him.

@ mitty xx felix

Ricky crossed his arms. "You better be man because I've never lied to her until this and I dont want to continue to lie to her. I dont even know what you were hiding from her, but I'm just glad you weren't cheating on her." He says in a low voice so that I wouldnt hear them.

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"Then let's go there for our vacation." I smile at her. "I can imagine it now, seeing your sexy self wearing a cute bikini, laying out on the beach with some drinks." I say, with a visual in my head that made me hard.

@ Jay.B

"Yeah, man. Lets just quit talking about everything before she hears." I say shaking my head as I didn't want to feel any more shitter then I do now. "We are planning a tour in a month right? I asked Sabrina to gonthis time. I told her it was in two weeks but thats another surprise." I chuckle softly then heard the puppy bark.

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I blush softly as he said those things and looked up at him as he looked like he was imagining everything. "Christopher!" I laugh nudging him in the stomach. I pulled him closer and kissed his cheek. "I think it might be time to leave, yeah?"

@ mitty xx felix

I had came back from giving my new puppy a tour of the house. I smiled and stood next to Ryan. "I love you." I say to him and kissed his cheek. I smiled at Ricky before going over to hug him. "Thank you for introducing me to Ryan." I tell him before showing him my ring. "He did great." I tell him.

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I smirk devilishly, knowing what she meant. "I think so too. My little friend is craving your sexy body." I smirk, then I grabbed her ass. "Let head to the car." I say and nibbled her ear

@ Jay.B

"I love you too." I say then watch her walk over to Ricky and show off her ring. "Are you wanting to get married soon?" I asked leaning against the counter as I looked at the puppy at her feet, resting. I looked back up at her, smiling as she talked to Ricky. I'm so happy to see that smile on her face. It was my favorite thing.

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"Behave until we get to the car." I say biting my lip as he nibbled my ear. I knew what he was trying to do but he didn't really have to do much to try and turn me on. One little look at me and I was ready to go. I laughed softly as I thought it. I grabbed his hand and we walked quickly to his car.

@ mitty xx felix

I smiled and looked at Ryan. "Well you know me. I dont want a huge wedding. I just want to a small one that only includes are close friends and families. But I dont want to rush to get married or wait forever." I say but then blush. "Maybe we can get married in a year or two the latest." I wrap my arms around his arm and lean against his shoulder. "I want to enjoy us being engaged for a bit and take the time to plan out the wedding."

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I chuckled "what if I dont want to behave until then." I smirked and slid my hands down to her ass and gave her a squeeze. However, I grunt when I felt her nip my ear. "Baby I'm not going to be able control my actions with your body." I warn.

@ Jay.B

I wrap my arms around her and hold her close. I listen to her as she starts planning a little about the wedding with Ricky. I kissed her hair as I nodded as she asked me a question about wedding. She was happy.

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I smirk softly as we reach the car and he helps me in. I watched him walk around the car and get in. I watched as he turns the car and I pout. "Babe, you always gives me a kiss when you get in."

@ mitty xx felix

I smiled when Ricky told me that he was happy for me and that he couldn't wait to watch me get married. It meant a lot coming from him, especially since Ricky was like an older brother that I've never had. I looked at Ryan and kissed his cheek. "I'm going to take a nap, all this excitement wore me out." I laugh softly before giving Ricky a hug. I kissed Ryan once more and then head into my bedroom with my new puppy following me.

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I laugh softly at her as she pouts and then whines. "Sorry babe. Let me make it up to you." I say and lean in to kiss her, just a little taste until we get back home. I smirk when she whines. "Just wait until we get home so I can spoil you."

@ Jay.B

I kissed her softly then watch her walk to her room, leaving Ricky and I alone in the kitchen. "When is tour again?" I asked. I had asked Sabrina to go with me but was worried now with the dog. I wasn't thinking clearly about this. I lean against the counter. " because I asked Sabrina to come along but now with the puppy..." I questioned.

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"Mm thats much better." I giggle softly as he pulled back then put his seat belt on. I followed his action and grabbed his hand when we were driving down the road. I kissed his knuckles as I heard him hum along with the radio. "Do you remember when I first went on tour with you guys?" I laugh a bit.

@ mitty xx felix

"In two weeks. I'm sure the puppy can go too. But the responsibility of the pup will be yours and Sabrina." Ricky leaned against the other counter, and fold his arms across his chest. "Did you invite that Alyssa chick to do merch too? I know you two are friends, but I dont think it's a good idea for her to be on the tour if you are bringing Sabrina." He says. Ricky didnt know if Ryan snuck around with Alyssa and he hoped he hadnt, but he could tell that Alyssa has a thing for Ryan and he didn't want the girl to cause any problems to Sabrina.

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I smile and nodded. "Of course I do, babe. It was the moment I fell in love with you." I tell her with a bright smile. "Although I was too chicken to tell you, it was the best moment of my life, because I got to share my love for touring and performing with you." I kissed her knuckles and then lean to kiss her cheek when we stopped at a traffic light. "I want you to come with us on our next tour in two weeks. I think Ryan is bringing Sabrina with him."

@ Jay.B

"Fuck no! I don't want Alyssa on this tour so we will have to figure something else out." I shook my head as I remember some of the times she was on tour and the things we were doing. I don't want her to get the wrong idea and think I want her again. I'm happy with Sabrina. We are getting married. I grabbed my phone from my pocket and check to see if anybody has called or text because I haven't even had my phone on all day. "My phone has been off this whole time." I looked at Ricky then looked down at my phone just to see a picture text pop up from Alyssa.

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"Awe, babe. You are so adorably cute. I love you. Would you have had asked me out if you didn't over hear that Alyssa chick and I talking about ne being in love with you." I say laughing a bit. I looked over at him. I haven't been on tour with them for a few years. I couldn't help but grin though. "I'd love to go, babe. So Alyssa isn't coming then?" I asked I had a feeling that Alyssa was trouble but she always seemed so nice with me so I never pushed it but she hung out with Ryan a lot.

@ mitty xx felix

Ricky let out a sigh of relief. Honestly none of them besides Ryan liked Alyssa and was hoping go find someone else to do merch. "Okay good. I think Chris is inviting Aleyah to tour. So maybe Sabrina and Aleyah can work merch, instead of finding a new person." He suggests. However, Ricky saw the look on Ryan face when he looked at his phone. It was suspicious looking. "What was your text about?"" He says folding his arms across his chest. Ricky got a bad feeling about Ryan's behavior.

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"Probably at that moment, but I know the guys would have eventually knock some sense into me to ask you out. But overhearing you two talk did help me get the confident." I admit with a smile. Although hearing Alyssa's name come out of her mouth did make me want to roll my eyes, but I didn't. "I certainly hope not. And I would hope that Ryan is smart enough to not invite Alyssa since he is bringing Sabrina. Honestly Alyssa is trouble and I know for a fact that Sabrina does not know Alyssa."

@ Jay.B

"Nothing. Just those stupid scam text." I say shaking my head, deleting all the text from Alyssa. I didn't want nothing to do with her anymore. My thumb hoovered over the delete contact all together when Ricky reached for my phone. "What are you doing?" I asked pulling my phone away. He was glaring at me.

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"I never liked her. She was just a other female to share my feelings with, you know. She had the hots for Ryan." I thought back to one time I walked in on her trying to sit on Ryan's lap. "I'd help out at the merch table too." I say giving his hand a squeeze. I looked over at him and smiled as he was concentrating on driving. I wanted to fuck with him so much right now. I laugh softly.

@ mitty xx felix

Ricky glared at Ryan, "What are you hiding from Rina?" He knew it wasnt a scam, because he wouldn't have reacted like that. It had to be that bitch Alyssa. Ricky wasn't dumb. He knew that Alyssa was trying to get with Ryan, but he hoped that Ryan didnt do anything with her. "I swear to fucking god, if you proposed to Rina out of guilt, I'm not going to kill you. I bet she doesnt even know about Alyssa."

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I nod, "None of us besides Ryan liked her. I honestly dont know why he would invite her to tour instead of Sabrina. But I'm assuming since Ryan and Sabrina are together, that they things are okay with them." I say and then look at her. "Maybe we should go visit them later on today. I'm sure you and Sabrina have lots to catch up on." I tell her and then pulled into the parking lot of our apartment. "But first, I want you to myself."

@ Jay.B

"I'm not hiding anything from her. Get the fuck away." I say shoving him back away from me. I put my phone in my pocket and glared at him. "I didn't propose out of guilt. I love Sabrina with my whole heart." I shook my head as he look like he didn't believe me. Thats good because I wouldn't believe me either. I heard the puppy bark and I looked up then back at Ricky. "I would never want to hurt her, Ricky." I turned around as my eyes became teary. I need to tell the truth.

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"Yeah, that would be great. I love hanging out with Sabrina. I think we are kind alike in some ways. Shit, i'm glad you saw me first snd I blew you away with my beauty." I laugh loudly, slapping my knee. I tried to stop laughing but I would look at him and just start laughing again. "I'm sorry." I breathed out. I grabbed his hand and held it as he found a spot.