I Am You

@ mitty xx felix

I shrug my shoulders, "you." I say, playing dumb but then I laugh. But then I saw him lock his lips seductively, causing me to let out a soft whine. "Such a goddamn tease. You're doing this on purpose since I'm all the way in New York." I whine.

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I smirk when I saw her catch I what I meant. Seeing her blush and try to hide it. However I decide to keep teasing her. "I settle for my second favorite dish. But I do know where I can get my first favorite." I wink, letting my hand rub her thighs underneath the table

@ Jay.B

"Of course. I love seeing you all flustered and blushing, baby. Too bad I'm all the way over here." I frown and then looked up when there was a knock on my door and Bangchan poked his head in. "I'll call you back in a bit, babe." I say as Bangchan nodded that lunch was ready.

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I sit up straighter as I feel his hand on my thigh, looking around slightly nervous that someone would see us. I need to relax and trust him that he wouldn't get in trouble. "Han..." I say looking at him but grinned widely as he was still giving me that smirk.

@ mitty xx felix

"Okay babe." I say before our phone call ended. I finished my soup and put my bowl away. I then climb back in my bed to watch tv. Hoping Felix would call to say good night before I actually fall asleep.

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"Hmm?" I say, pretending like I'm not doing anything bad or sexual. When she say my name with a slight whine, I chuckle. "What babe? Im not doing anything." I tease.

@ Jay.B

I walked into the meeting room where lunch was after Bangchan gave me a weird look. I think he might of overheard my phone conversation but I wasn't going to mention it. I sat down in my chair next to Lee Min-ho and looked around. "Where is Jisung?" Probably knowing damn well where he was and who is he was with.

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"You behave or you will never get your favorite meal again." I giggled but couldn't help but open my legs slightly to see what he does. I glanced over as the waiter came over to ask us what we wanted. I ordered my food first then Han told him what he wanted.

@ mitty xx felix

I ended up falling asleep before I could talk to Felix again. But when I woke up the next morning, I did see his sweet text from last night. I sent him a text although I knew he was asleep, but I knew he would like it when he wakes up.

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"Oh my sweets, that's just not fair." I tease, but I moved my hands from her, knowing she is good with her promises. I ordered my food and waited for the waitress to leave. "Tryungvto get me in trouble?" I joke playfully

@ Jay.B

I sent Carmen a quick text to ask her if we could talk on the phone. I had some news to tell her and I knew it would be better if I told her sooner rather then later. I laid there waiting for a reply back.

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"I would never do such a thing, Han." I smile over at him reached over to grab his hand but stopped myself and grabbed my glass instead. It was really hard not being able to touch him when I want. "How about we always plan our dates in my apartment." I whispered in a teasing voice.

@ mitty xx felix

I got out of the shower and wrap the towel around my body and hair. I was about to start brushing teeth when I saw the text message from Felix. I quickly wrote him a text, telling him to give me a minute. I took off the towel from my hair but kept the towel around my body before going to my room to video chat with him. When I saw his face, I smile. "Hey babe. I thought you would be asleep by now."

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I saw that Jocelyn was hesitant to hold my hands, but I understand. She doesnt want me to get in trouble and I definitely dont want the agency or for the fans to harass her. I hate that we have to hide our relationship, especially since being in love is a normal human feeling. But I'm supposed to stay single so that the fans can pretend that I'm their boyfriend. It's pretty stupid.

@ Jay.B

"I had to call and tell you or I wouldn't be able to sleep." I say frowning but couldn'r help how she was wearing a towel. She looked so good in just a towel that I almost didn't want to tease her but i think it'll be okay.

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I smiled over at him watching him look around. I wonder whst he has planned for us then remembered he had to go practice. I looked down at my plate then at him and saw him looking at me. "You okay?"

@ mitty xx felix

I smile softly, seeing his eyes roam my body. "Eyes up here babe." I tease, but I didnt see him smile back. "Babe, what's wrong?"

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"Yeah I'm okay. Just wishing I can kiss you all over right now. I guess I never thought how hard it was going to be to keep our relationship hidden. I hate that the agency cares more about me being single for the fans than what I want romantically."

@ Jay.B

I yawn softly then looked at her again. "They said I couldn't get the time off to go to New York right now." I bit back a smile. I didn't want to lie to her but I wanted to show up as a surprise. I watched as the phone moved out of view and I knew she was upset. I wanted so badly to tell her I was only kidding but I wanted this surprise to be a success.

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"It's very hard. I really want to kiss you and just cuddle up to you." I say smiling at him. I reach end and grabbed his hand briefly before the waiter came over with our food. We thanked him and he walked away. "Hey Han, you think you would be able to sneak out and stay the night at my place?" I whispered softly.

@ mitty xx felix

I tried not to frown when he broke the news, but then I felt my eyes start to burn as I knew tears were going to fall soon. So, i look away from the phone and wipe my eyes, so I wouldnt cry and look sad before I face Felix. "It's okay babe. Maybe later or maybe I'll come back up in a few months." I say trying to not sound upset.

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"Of course babe. I'll come over around midnight." I promised her. I look to make sure no one is watching us, before l leaned in to kiss her. "Just make sure you wear something sexy or nothing at all when I come over." I wink

@ Jay.B

"Baby girl, I promise I'll make it up to you and make my way to you somehow." I say giving her a good big smile hoping my smile would cheer her up. "I love you baby." I say as I see her still looking sad. "Baby, I should tell you..." Before I could ruin my plan the connection got lost and the call ended. I frowned but maybe that was a good thing. I waited a few more moments to see if she'd call back but nothing. Poor girl was probably crying her eyes out right now.

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I kissed him back quickly, blushing at his cuteness and how he said to wear something sexy or nothing at all. "I'll surprise you, babe." I gave his hand a squeeze then began eating my food. I would look up and see him staring at me. "Han, please. It's weird watching someone eat." I say even though i was doing the same thing with him. I couldn't help it. He has such cute chubby cheeks when he ate.

@ mitty xx felix

I nodded, still feeling sad. But I knew it wasnt his fault. He is under contract and he was busy with his groups new album. "I love you too." I say softly, but I looked away from the phone feeling my eyes get a little wet. However our call got disconnected, but I decided to not call Felix back because I didn't want him to see me sad. I just sent him a quick text telling him good night since it was late over in Korea.

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"I'm not watching you eat. I'm admiring your beauty." I corrected her playfully. "I cant help but stare at the most beautiful woman in the world." I smile and poked the tip of her nose.

@ Jay.B

I woke up for the tenth time it seems like during the night. I was sleeping so horribly. I hadn't reached out to Carmen in almost a week. She has tried contacting me and I just couldn't handle talking to her and not ruin my plan so I've been avoiding her. I know I'm horrible and she probably thinks the worst of.me but I hope me visiting will change that. I did send her a text saying I miss her today but she hasn't responded.

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I rolled my eyes at how cheesy he was being but I couldn't help but blush though. He always had a way with words and I love him for that. He always cheered me up when we were just friends and now we are something more and I don't think he'd stop it. "You are such a cheeseball, babe." I laugh as I shook my head.

@ mitty xx felix

It's been over a week since I've talked to Felix that one night. I've been trying to call him but he never answers nor return my calls and now I'm starting to think that he regrets dating me. It was morning time and I was getting ready for work, I usually send Felix a text, but I decided not too.

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"And you're not?" I tease back. "Besides, you love this cheeseball. And you're stuck with me. So you'll learn to love it." I smirk as I took a bite of my food. "Love you sweet cheeks."

@ Jay.B

I was packing my things for my trip to New York. I was excited, worried, and terrified what will happen. I honestly didn't even want to leave her apartment but I knew she was going to want to show me around. I didn't mind though. I just hope she's not mad at me. I decided to try and call her. I miss her voice. I dialed her number and waited.

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"I do love you, cheeseball." I giggle softly as I watch him take a bite of food. "I don't need to learn to love you, babe. I already do, Han." I say then decided to tease him a little. I took some of the strawberry puree from my cheesecake with my finger and licking it off slowly then licking my lips. "Mmm that's really good."

@ mitty xx felix

I sigh to myself when I walked inside the hair salon that I work at, but then I smile when my co-worker and best friend, Jordan, greets me. He was the only one who knew about my relationship with Felix. In fact he was there when Felix and I met for the first time. However I was still mad at Felix, but thankfully Jordan has helped me not think about him.

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Just watching that motion, I immediately felt my pants get tight due to my cock becoming hard. "Dont tease me babe. Or else I'll carry your pretty ass out of this restaurant and back to your place to fuck you." I whisper the last part.

@ Jay.B

I hung up after she didn't pick up. I was worried that I might of fucked things up. I sent her a text telling her how I missed her and hope she having a good day. I didn't expect her to reply back so I left my phone on my night stand and went to hang with the guys. BangChan was going to go with me so I didn't fly alone and it was the only way I could go.

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I bite my lip and could feel my face heat up. I look down slightly embarrassed but only because I wasn't use to hearing him talk like that yet. "You are trouble, you know." I say laughing looking up at him after a few moments.

@ mitty xx felix

A few hours went by and now it was time for me to head home. However I decided to invite Jordan over to keep me company and to help me forget about Felix for the night by having our little girl's night in, although he is a guy, but he's my gay best friend.

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I smile deviously, but then laugh. "You should've known that." I tease. We finished our breakfast and I paid for the bill. We were now just waiting for our waiter to come back with my card

@ Jay.B

I was talking to the guys when BangChan tapped me on the shoulder to tell me it was time to go. I looked at the time and got up to grab my stuff, my phone, and charger. We headed to the airport in hats snd sunglasses just to be sure we didn't get notice.

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I reach over and grabbed his hand just as the waiter came up. "You are the best friend a girl could have." I smile trying to cover up getting caught grabbing his hand. The waiter looked between us then chuckled before saying "friendzoned." He walks away after. I looked at Han and started laughing