Dear Jessica,
The first question I have to ask is, are you still alive? In the moment, current moment, I, you're not doing so well. You break into tears any moment you get, not like you can help it. Things haven't been okay for a while and it has finally caught up to you, huh? I wonder if you were still alive would you still be feeling this way. Things can change, right? Maybe for others and not for you, but a lot of weirder things have happened.
If you're still as miserable as you always felt, then... just do it. Obviously things haven't gotten better if you're still feeling this way and things haven't changed for the better. It would be easier that way.
I guess I should set three goals for you to sulk over because you haven't completed them. I bet a hundred bucks you haven't at least completed one.
1.) Figure out what you want to do with your life, even if it's temporary.
2.) Make some friends.
3.) And get a fucking job.
Those three are the most crucial for you, as you know.
And if you haven't completed any of the goals, I have lost all faith in you. I already did, but let the disappointment ferment a bit heavily in your chest, yeah?
Wish you all the best,
Your miserable self from the past.
The first question I have to ask is, are you still alive? In the moment, current moment, I, you're not doing so well. You break into tears any moment you get, not like you can help it. Things haven't been okay for a while and it has finally caught up to you, huh? I wonder if you were still alive would you still be feeling this way. Things can change, right? Maybe for others and not for you, but a lot of weirder things have happened.
If you're still as miserable as you always felt, then... just do it. Obviously things haven't gotten better if you're still feeling this way and things haven't changed for the better. It would be easier that way.
I guess I should set three goals for you to sulk over because you haven't completed them. I bet a hundred bucks you haven't at least completed one.
1.) Figure out what you want to do with your life, even if it's temporary.
2.) Make some friends.
3.) And get a fucking job.
Those three are the most crucial for you, as you know.
And if you haven't completed any of the goals, I have lost all faith in you. I already did, but let the disappointment ferment a bit heavily in your chest, yeah?
Wish you all the best,
Your miserable self from the past.
December 17th, 2013 at 08:04pm