Firstly - would it be a very silly thing to do to try and get my hands on a ouija board?
I am fascinated by the paranormal, and would very much like to have a go with one, but my grandma had a rather bad experience with one at about my age, and has discouraged me from it. I've also heard some things about them releasing 'bad spirits' into places, making seemingly non-haunted houses haunted etc, and while in theory it would probably be more interesting if my house had a couple of noticable spirits knocking about the place, I can't help but think in reality I would be scared shitless.
Having said that, I'm still pretty curious about it.
Apart from that, the only 'paranormal' experience that I have apparently had is one that I can't remeber, from when I was a toddler, concerning a man "with yellow hair" that I was convinced was standing in my parent's bedroom, who my mum couldn't see. I also regularly get... 'senses' of things apart to happen. For example, one evening I was going to a resteraunt for a meal with a fairly large group of my family. That day I had the feeling (although it's pretty vague evidence, I know)that something... wrong, was around the corner, and although i was with my friends and supposed to be having a good time, i really didn't feel like socialising. That evening we went to the resteraunt(well... more of a Gastropub), and as soon as i walked in, i really didn't want to be there. Something about it, ordinary and nicely-lit and full of happy, eating people though it was, made me feel very uncomfortable. During the meal i got up to go to the toilet, and had this feeling especially while in there, including a feeling as soon as i went through the door that i couldn't explain at that point that i needed to get out of there and get back to the table (this sounds easily exaggerated looking back, but seriously, i propped the door to the ladies toilets open to the hallway, and didn't dry my hands after washing them as quickly as possible, wiping them on my jeans as i practically ran out of there. These things i remeber as fact.)
When i got back, i remember people laughing slightly at my grandad who had gone very tired, apparently just as i was walking back to the table. He slumped in his chair, and people soon realised that it wasn't just tiredness - he had collapsed. He went frighteningly pale, and everyone suddenly stopped smiling and leapt up to see if he was okay. We called an ambulance and he came round within about five minutes.
I personally think it was some kind of foresight, but i know that a lot of people would say it was bullshit. It's not the only time it has happened, either, but this was the most recent and most strong occurence of it. I get a bad feeling about some places (it can be rooms, buildings, even the entire city of Sheffield - and I've been enough times to know it's not just days when i'm in a funny mood), and they make me feel as if i want to get out as soon as possible, or as if something is waiting for me just around the corner.
April 3rd, 2008 at 10:05pm