I used to have recurring nightmares about my family being killed by terrorists. First of all it was the IRA (I'm Northern Irish) bombing my family. That scared the hell out of me, I had it 3 times in one night once. Then I used to have one where we were carjacked by the al-Quaeda or something?? And then the most recent one I've been having is where I take my mother on holiday to America and while we're there my mother gets shot by this crazy guy when we're in a shop. And I see the whole thing, and it's all my fault because I was the one who took her to America. That's the worst one, because when I'm at the funeral I keep seeing her everywhere, and she's like a zombie and has her head blown apart and everything. All these dreams have been really vivid and gory.
I scare myself sometimes. I don't even wanna think about what they mean...
I scare myself sometimes. I don't even wanna think about what they mean...
July 18th, 2008 at 12:39pm