Lost mine when I was fourteen and a half.. well, my p-in-v virginity anyway. It does sound young, but I knew what I was doing.
I don't regret it. I could have picked a more sincere person, but I was younger and stupider then and I was madly in sickly-sweet puppy love. I would've done whatever he'd asked me. I wish I hadn't been so desperate for acceptance and approval, but if I hadn't of lost it with him, then I probably wouldn't have had the guts to lose it to a non-"special-someone" person, and I would have missed out on some really fun nights with other people. And as unorthodox as it is for a 15 year old to enjoy casual sex, I really did.
Now I have a serious relationship with the boy, I think it would have been nice for us to lose our virginities together, since he lost his to me, but it was awkward enough as it was, it would have been hell if it was doubly uncoordinated!
I don't regret it. I could have picked a more sincere person, but I was younger and stupider then and I was madly in sickly-sweet puppy love. I would've done whatever he'd asked me. I wish I hadn't been so desperate for acceptance and approval, but if I hadn't of lost it with him, then I probably wouldn't have had the guts to lose it to a non-"special-someone" person, and I would have missed out on some really fun nights with other people. And as unorthodox as it is for a 15 year old to enjoy casual sex, I really did.
Now I have a serious relationship with the boy, I think it would have been nice for us to lose our virginities together, since he lost his to me, but it was awkward enough as it was, it would have been hell if it was doubly uncoordinated!
June 11th, 2012 at 06:23pm