I have Asperger's, but I do not "suffer" from it. I very much enjoy having it. I have some of the same problems as most Aspergians (i.e; being heckled for not behaving 'normally'), but honestly, I keep to myself a lot because I prefer being alone than with people, so others don't really know enough about me, my mannerisms, or my humor to be able to really bully me. I didn't find out that I had Asperger's until two years ago, even though I was diagnosed in third grade. My mother decided to keep it from me because she was in denial about there being anything "wrong" with her daughter.
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About Asperger's Syndrome
Do any of you suffer from it?
Discuss.
However, the not knowing part started terrible periods of time in my life. I went through a stage filled with terrible grades, prolonged depression, self-loathing, and self abuse because I desperately wanted to know what was so wrong with me that caused the others not to like me. I would research diseases online for hours at a time trying to find one that fit, and I indentified myself with the 'emo' kids of the world, or the loners, because I desperately wanted somewhere to fit in and belong. That, of course, only caused my mother to put off telling me, for fear that telling me that something was wrong with me would push me over the edge.
She eventually managed to get it out to me though, and now that I know that there will always be a group of people out there that know how I feel, and that I'm not the most terrible person in the world (although at times it still feels like it), I'm getting progressively better. I'm now the highest-scoring student in my school, in two language classes, and the only fourteen-year-old in a PreCalculus class filled with seniors.
That being said, no matter what your position or how hard it seems now-- Aspie or not-- it truly does get better. Always remember that.
November 24th, 2011 at 12:10am